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[Nightspeed]

I'm male on the outside and female on the inside. Essentially,

It certainly complicates one's life. I hope you've not had too much trouble from the people who won't or can't understand this.

 

[kathyisgr65]

I'm male on the outside and female on the inside. Essentially,

Ok..so how is that? I mean as far as trying to be a part of society? Do u blend? Idk what I want to ask cuz I'm brain dead but I know I'm full of questions and curiosity. I hope I'm not bothering u

 

[Rj_1954]

It certainly complicates one's life. I hope you've not had too much trouble from the people who won't or can't understand this.

I'm 70 years old now and I no longer care.

 

[Nightspeed]

I'm 70 years old now and I no longer care.

Good. I mean it. It makes me glad to hear it.

 

[Rj_1954]

Ok..so how is that? I mean as far as trying to be a part of society? Do u blend? Idk what I want to ask cuz I'm brain dead but I know I'm full of questions and curiosity. I hope I'm not bothering u

No your not.
My work was in a publishing company. I had my own office. My coworkers knew all abouts me.

My hands are arthritic...I type slow.

 

[kathyisgr65]

No your not.
My work was in a publishing company. I had my own office. My coworkers knew all abouts me.

My hands are arthritic...I type slow.

My hands are fucked up..but I type fucked up cuz I'm lazy and don't proofread until I hit send

 

[Rj_1954]

I'm about 50/50 estrogen & testosterone. Menopause was hell.

 

[kathyisgr65]

I'm about 50/50 estrogen & testosterone. Menopause was hell.

O God..I'm dreading it..I'm already 250% pyscho I can only imagine how much worse that's gonna get add in hot flashes.fick me

 

[Rj_1954]

Schooling was easier.
I was bookworm nerd
I got a master's degree in publishing & corporate communications.
I didn't get out much, so I didn't have to explain why I am different

 

[kathyisgr65]

Schooling was easier.
I was bookworm nerd
I got a master's degree in publishing & corporate communications.
I didn't get out much, so I didn't have to explain why I am different

Right.. that was something I was curious about. Socializing...how the general public treat u?
I was born with a birth defect that effects my hands and it was tough as a kid cuz kids are assholes.

 

[Rj_1954]

Physically I look male but when I let my hair grow long I have a female face
A doppelganger of sorts. I don't feel any different except for hormones which are
controlled by drugs. Bi-polar drugs

 

[Rj_1954]

Right.. that was something I was curious about. Socializing...how the general public treat u?
I was born with a birth defect that effects my hands and it was tough as a kid cuz kids are assholes.

I tell them I'm transgender & a cross dresser. It's more accepted now

 

[hilton1958]

Hi again all, I've been away for a few weeks but I'm back now, hope I can catch up with the flow.

 

[kathyisgr65]

I tell them I'm transgender & a cross dresser. It's more accepted now

Ok..

 

[Rj_1954]

I tell them I'm transgender & a cross dresser. It's more accepted now

The only problem I have now is I'm perpetually horny & totally sterile

 

[kathyisgr65]

Physically I look male but when I let my hair grow long I have a female face
A doppelganger of sorts. I don't feel any different except for hormones which are
controlled by drugs. Bi-polar drugs

I'm bipolar...grr don't even want to get into that. Do the drugs affect ur sex drive? When I'm medicated I have absolutely no sex drive at all.. and it takes away any and all creativity I have...I don't even talk the same...

 

[kathyisgr65]

Don't be sad night speed I do ok without meds...

 

[kathyisgr65]

The only problem I have now is I'm perpetually horny & totally sterile

Wow.... I understand permanently horny..I swear I'm a nymph...like no joke...did u want kids? I'm sorry if it's a sore subject.. again just curious. I was taught there's no such thing as a stupid question and I believe it

 

[Nightspeed]

Don't be sad night speed I do ok without meds...

I take some for bipolar and anxiety and panic disorders. I used to be the king of extroverts. Now I can barely leave the house some days.

 

[kathyisgr65]

I take some for bipolar and anxiety and panic disorders. I used to be the king of extroverts. Now I can barely leave the house some days.

Yeah me too...u couldn't catch me at home unless I was passed out..or sleeping.. not anymore.. but alot of that is PTSD related from my x husband.. AKA Satan.
But I don't talk about that

 

[Rj_1954]

I'm bipolar...grr don't even want to get into that. Do the drugs affect ur sex drive? When I'm medicated I have absolutely no sex drive at all.. and it takes away any and all creativity I have...I don't even talk the same...

LYBALVI for bipolar
Quillivant XR for ADHD
I have manic depression,
I'm diabetic
And one of these days I will no longer post...

YES the drugs fuck everything up
I'm a walking pharmacy...

 

[kathyisgr65]

LYBALVI for bipolar
Quillivant XR for ADHD
I have manic depression,
I'm diabetic
And one of these days I will no longer post...

YES the drugs fuck everything up
I'm a walking pharmacy...

I'm sorry...but I guess it's a necessary evil

 

[Nightspeed]

Yeah me too...u couldn't catch me at home unless I was passed out..or sleeping.. not anymore.. but alot of that is PTSD related from my x husband.. AKA Satan.
But I don't talk about that

Then we won't!

 

[kathyisgr65]

Then we won't!

Amen

 

[kathyisgr65]

Ok I think I'm done with 20 questions... until I'm curious again