What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[MedicalMuse]

I should just give in to the caffeine. I always feel more like myself when caffeinated. I’m too old to give it up now

 

[mynameisben]

I should just give in to the caffeine. I always feel more like myself when caffeinated. I’m too old to give it up now

Oh, god that is so true! If it weren't for caffeine, I'd be a jittery, irritable wreck. All day long.


Ben

 

[Love_Is_Blonde]

Soto to the Padres

 

[LadyLascivious1]

I dont want to be here right now...I want to be on a beach listening to the waves lap at the sand while a cool breeze brushes my hair away from my face and I sip on a fruity cocktail.

I want a week, or two, where I dont have to stress about work, where I dont have to figure put/prep/cook dinner or do anything other than relax

I did that a month ago and I’m ready to go back!

 

[neakman]

Soto to the Padres

you knew that was coming.... Now or at the end of the Season. damn Padres are going all in this year.

 

[Love_Is_Blonde]

you knew that was coming.... Now or at the end of the Season. damn Padres are going all in this year.

I was happily in denial.

 

[neakman]

I was happily in denial.

I understand, it is how I am with you.

 

[Love_Is_Blonde]

I understand, it is how I am with you.

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[seetheartinme]

That the old man watching me at the pool right now is a perve... But part of me wants to tease him.

 

[lacandy]

I have to run a meeting in 20 minutes and I HATE doing it!

 

[Cyber_Bella]

Today has been a day. How can you work without physically being at work. My colleagues found a way. I get absolutely no credit for it either!

 

[Chillygirl]

Jfc is there ever going to be a stretch of time where grief doesnt rear its ugly head and sideswipe me with feels? Just cruising along doing work on this already busy and stressful day and then bam...Im thinking about her and wondering how she is and missing her and suddenly I cant breathe and I'm sobbing at my desk and it takes every last ounce of strength I have to snap myself out of it and just move on to something, anything, else

I hate that heart emoji…I mean I’m sending you love

 

[Chillygirl]

My obnoxious, racist coworker took another go at me today She almost caught my hands but instead I’m chewing as loud as I can to annoy her.

 

[lacandy]

Meeting done…success? Maybe.

Now thinking about making banana bread when I get off work

 

[pandaburr]

Oh, so this is what heat stroke feels like. Awesome. Fanfuckingtastic.

Ugh I relate. Came home to the AC getting fried after we had freak flooding. Insurance is a nightmare to work with so far and it’s just hot.

So what I’m currently thinking: thank goodness I'm leaving for a business trip on Thursday.

 

[Xerxes82]

So I'm basically an anxious mess. My dad is in the hospital. We know basically nothing. He's having an exploratory surgery tomorrow that might finally give us some answers, so at least there is progress. But I've been fighting with this intense anxiety response since last night. I'm crazy fidgety, I'm babbling at strangers, I feel like I need to keep moving. It's driving me nuts. I'm sure I'm driving others nuts. It's great.

 

[smtst5]

That the old man watching me at the pool right now is a perve... But part of me wants to tease him.

Do it do it

 

[Btq97]

Though I love my fan on while I sleep, I can't stand it on my skin. I want it cold enough to use a blanket, not a sheet.

But, it doesn't bother me any other time. Whyyyy?

I am the same even with the recent warm spell I could bear to have a fan on me as I slept.

 

[smtst5]

I must have missed this wedding trend where all of the bridesmaids go commando.

 

[Lady2020]

Jfc is there ever going to be a stretch of time where grief doesnt rear its ugly head and sideswipe me with feels? Just cruising along doing work on this already busy and stressful day and then bam...Im thinking about her and wondering how she is and missing her and suddenly I cant breathe and I'm sobbing at my desk and it takes every last ounce of strength I have to snap myself out of it and just move on to something, anything,

Yes. From sobbing in the grocery store (stillbirth), to sobbing at work (brother's suicide), to sobbing in the hospital (stillbirth), to sobbing at the funeral (brother's suicide), to sobbing at hospital again when 14 mo son underwent spinal tap, you will get to a point where grief doesn't paralyze you or fuck you up. Because you choose to get beyond it so you don't go insane. :heart

 

[AmberLGreen]

It is too quiet in here tonight. The voices in my head are trying to get me into mischief

 

[Xerxes82]

It is too quiet in here tonight. The voices in my head are trying to get me into mischief

What kind of mischief?

 

[AmberLGreen]

What kind of mischief?

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[Xerxes82]

https://c.tenor.com/HhqSLHStQrEAAAAM/mikka-wink-wink-mikka.gif

And you aren't embracing this notion, why?

 

[smtst5]

It is too quiet in here tonight. The voices in my head are trying to get me into mischief

It only takes one to get it started