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If I poison the wine I'm dead 🤣 I fear ye probably will kill me this time. 100% honest when I say he is a crazy mf.


Yep that's it, I always end up saying yes and it's some of the best damn sex of my life. I come out the other side looking like I've been hit by a truck and feeling like it too

Well, be safe. Because crazy is crazy, and there's a limit to what great sex is worth.
 
Well, be safe. Because crazy is crazy, and there's a limit to what great sex is worth.
Unfortunately its not just the sex. I love him always have but he has way to many issues and the two of us together will never work out something about me makes him worse and likewise I fall into a very dark hole when we are together. Loose days, weeks, months.
 
Unfortunately its not just the sex. I love him always have but he has way to many issues and the two of us together will never work out something about me makes him worse and likewise I fall into a very dark hole when we are together. Loose days, weeks, months.
Yeah, not worth it. You deserve better than a toxic connection
 
Unfortunately its not just the sex. I love him always have but he has way to many issues and the two of us together will never work out something about me makes him worse and likewise I fall into a very dark hole when we are together. Loose days, weeks, months.
Yeah. It's never just the sex.

I'd like to think that I'd hard pass at this point, but not easy to do.
 
Is anyone else picturing Sin in the scene from Animal house. Where there’s an Angel on one shoulder and devil on the other. The devil saying fuck her fuck her brains out. The Angel is no no. Don’t.
Not really.

In my imagination the devil is like "do it" and the angel is like "yeah, what he said."

Edit:. I came in blind and was thinking to go for the joke. I don't know if this is a good idea or not.
 
Don't be, I'm not for all scary times there was a lot of good ones too. Life made him what he is. He's wasn't as lucky as me to get out early.
Probably why I continue to try and save the unsalvageable
Nope. There's a point where you can really quit that if you want to. And it feels super good if you can get there. But yeah. I get it.
 
It's been a weird day on chaos huh?
I am chalking it up to Ms Nat traveling home and having the continuity of the chaos universe being disrupted.

It's almost 100 degrees in the shade and I'm thinking AC is gonna be in my future (someday)

The more pressing concern is... getting 3 bids for a new roof. Ugh! EXPENSIVE!

Trying to figure out how much credence to put on a well done bid presentation with what appears to be higher quality materials which also costs quite a bit more than the last bid.

Also.... get it done sooner (before the rains come (and we DO have a small leak that has to be addressed), or do it later and pay less for the overall job. Idk

Anyone know about roofs??Screen-Shot-2019-05-16-at-7.00.38-PM-1.png
 
I get that, but I hate to see you stuck in a cycle like that.
Honestly I'm not sure I will be after last time we went out separate ways there has been no contact. Last time I seen him was at Ms funeral.
Nope. There's a point where you can really quit that if you want to. And it feels super good if you can get there. But yeah. I get it.
I have been trying to walk away from him for the last 15 years but I know if I see him again my willpower to say no will be gone if that makes sense
 
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