Bi Married and closeted

54 mwm, small town in IN. Have yet to actually connect, but so want to have a good friend to explore with safely and discreetly.
 
54 mwm, small town in IN. Have yet to actually connect, but so want to have a good friend to explore with safely and discreetly.
I have only had a couple encounters with crossdressers and one transgender (on hormones). Loved the play time, want more, looking for a FWB, but I am in a small town. Going to take a while I am thinking. It is not something you can post on a sign on the lawn :cool:

BTW, welcome to the site!
 
If you presented yourself like the gal in that picture, it would be me kneeling before you, taking that cock into my mouth and suckling like a baby
I'd be wearing heels, pink open-crotch and open-cup fishnets with a rubber halter to show off my tits and pumped nipples. Pull on them as you suckle my cock, baby! My nips are for you to suck as well.
 
I'd be wearing heels, pink open-crotch and open-cup fishnets with a rubber halter to show off my tits and pumped nipples. Pull on them as you suckle my cock, baby! My nips are for you to suck as well.
Open crotch means I can access those cum-laden balls and then twirl you around and attack your ass!
 
Open crotch means I can access those cum-laden balls and then twirl you around and attack your ass!
Those balls are getting a workout now as my fist pumps up and down on them. Totally groomed myself this morning, so my ass pussy is clean and ready.
 
Those balls are getting a workout now as my fist pumps up and down on them. Totally groomed myself this morning, so my ass pussy is clean and ready.
Love a hairless ass.. and.. cock and balls. Pulling those cheeks apart and moving my tongue down the crack to that tight rosebud..
 
Hi

So, confession being good for the soul, def closet bi here and thank god for the Internet for sharing!

50 in Scotland, yes I do wear a kilt occasionally lol

Been married 20 year, wife knows of 1 thing from my past, ive asked her page a couple of times but she's not into it at all, has rimmed me before in our younger days but doesn't like anything anal really, giving or receiving. She's more a sub in the bedroom, which suits me fine, but I like experimenting and new experiences and every now and then have an urge to play with a hard cock.

1st time was working a hotel bar, last resident in bemoaning being horny and where could he get a cock to suck in this place. I got nervous as hell and blurted out he could suck mine. This was about 23 year ago. I can give deets if people want lol.

That's the one the wife knows about. Was from before we got together, she takes the mic occasionally and occasionally says to me that I'm not completely straight, ill usually reply to that that I'm happy in my sexuality. But really I just want her to fuck me for a change so I can find out how it feels. I said I wanted her to help me have a prostate orgasm and she's not as cold on that idea compared to the strap on but think it still needs work.

So the confession part would be during our marriage ive contacted a couple of guys on the old craigslist and had mutual cock sucking experiences, did that on 3 occasions, big gaps between. Been in loads of CL contacts that never happened.

Had 2 3somes, 1 MMF (me and another couple) which stirred the bi in me, guy was hung. I'm no slouch but this guy was a good girth 10", at 1 point both of us were buried in her pussy at the same time. Felt amazing. Got the guys number and a couple weeks afterwards I messaged him saying I was obsessed with his cock and would he let me suck it? He said yes so went round on 2 diff occasions and got him off, 2nd time I asked him if he'd fuck me, he said sure if u want to try another time.

Guy basically ghosted me afterwards that so maybe scared him off or something.

Anyway, perm horny guy, have a good sex life withy wife but I want more to play with. Being caught/catching disease would put me off looking in more known areas, gay sauna etc, but I have an urge not been able to scratch in a while now and it's getting incredibly frustrating..
 
How many are similar to me in that this and reading the stories becomes your outlet?
58 orally bi mwm who is overly cautious almost paranoid about meeting someone and the repercussions of coming out are more than I wish to deal with.

I can;t be alone in this
I'm new on Lit. as a member but have loved reading the stories for years. I'm a submissive BiWM who crossdresses. These days Lit. is a safe outlet for me to share experiences. I've had many supportive responses so far. You are not alone.
 
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