No Nut 19

[seela]

Your horizon must stretch out much further than mine. p

Which seems odd since I live in an especially flat part of the world.

I see the event horizon.

 

[ModusPonensLover]

I wonder : does a ruined orgasm count as breaking the law ?

It clearly breaks the letter, but what about the spirit of the law ?

 

[seela]

I wonder : does a ruined orgasm count as breaking the law ?

It clearly breaks the letter, but what about the spirit of the law ?

The rules are what you make of them! But I did post at some point a random musing about what an orgasm is. Is it the physical manifestation such as spasms or is it the wave of pleasure, or do both need to be present for it to count?

I'm definitely in camp pleasure. That's what defines an orgasm to me more than the physical reaction. It's the wave of pleasure and fulfillment (as far as I can remember ) that makes it all worthwhile, not my pussy contracting in a desperate attempt to grasp onto something that's just not there anymore, maybe never was.

A ruined orgasm makes me more needy and desperate for an actual orgasm. It's a sad reminder of what could have been.

Day 161: right now nothing makes me drippier than reading and thinking about how other people have nice orgasms when I'm square in the camp not-for-another-204-days - at least.

When Fara in the very beginning of this thread asked if you may try to thwart me and I so flippantly said that it's not possible... I think it is possible and that's how it's done.

 

[SissySalina]

Glad you are holding on seela.

 

[ModusPonensLover]

The rules are what you make of them! But I did post at some point a random musing about what an orgasm is. Is it the physical manifestation such as spasms or is it the wave of pleasure, or do both need to be present for it to count?

I'm definitely in camp pleasure. That's what defines an orgasm to me more than the physical reaction. It's the wave of pleasure and fulfillment (as far as I can remember ) that makes it all worthwhile, not my pussy contracting in a desperate attempt to grasp onto something that's just not there anymore, maybe never was.

A ruined orgasm makes me more needy and desperate for an actual orgasm. It's a sad reminder of what could have been.

Day 161: right now nothing makes me drippier than reading and thinking about how other people have nice orgasms when I'm square in the camp not-for-another-204-days - at least.

When Fara in the very beginning of this thread asked if you may try to thwart me and I so flippantly said that it's not possible... I think it is possible and that's how it's done.

Thanks !


I guess I agree with you, the consequences matter more than the physical reaction

I think I didn't break the rules yesterday then ^^'

 

[gentold]

...or Seela's personal human experiment thread that also welcomes general discussion about orgasm denial.

That's the title I wanted to give this thread, but it's a tad long, so I'll have to make do with No Nut 19. And alliterations are always appreciated.


I mentioned elsewhere that I was curious and wanted to try orgasm denial for a bit longer stretch of time. Funny thing, ask and you shall receive. So here we are. No Nut 19, a year of zero orgasms.

The longest denial period I've had until now is a month, so I have some idea of what's ahead of me, but at the same time I very much have absolutely no idea of what's ahead of me.

Some general guidelines are in the works, like getting the chance to earn some perks, so maybe I'll post about that here later when it's all a bit clearer, maybe I won't. Who knows, it's nebulous (high five if you know where that line is from). It really depends on how comfortable I feel letting people in on my fucked up head and personal goings-on.

Let's see how this goes and if I ever actually end up writing here. But I made that New Year's resolution to post more, so here's me trying.

Day 1: All's good on the panty front, but I know that won't last long. I know from past experiments that the first 10-12 days after an orgasm are the most uncomfortable ones for me. After that I kind of get into the groove I guess and it gets a little easier, until it one day stops being easy again. It must get easier at some point after it gets difficult again, right? I really hope it does. I'll find out.

So does anybody want to join me in my plight?

interesting reading
beautifully written
denial should commence when you are on the throes of an orgasm and not otherwise
my views
we could discuss

 

[seela]

Glad you are holding on seela.

Still hanging in there!

Thanks !


I guess I agree with you, the consequences matter more than the physical reaction

I think I didn't break the rules yesterday then ^^'

You can make up your own rules, they don't have to be the same as mine.

interesting reading
beautifully written
denial should commence when you are on the throes of an orgasm and not otherwise
my views
we could discuss

I'm my book any time is a good time to start denial.

 

[ModusPonensLover]

Still hanging in there!


You can make up your own rules, they don't have to be the same as mine.

You're right

The only thing is, I chose to start this thing without thinking too much about the rules.
Otherwise, I probably would've spent days writing ideas, only to delay the fun ^^


I guess it would be more fun with someone teasing me, but I think I can make it interesting enough on my own

 

[seela]

Day 167: Drippy times, many close calls but still on the wagon. Barely, but that counts too. I've gotten a lot better at knowing when it's time to drag my mind and body a few steps back lest I go over by accident and I've found effective methods to do that, too. I guess it means I've somehow developed some restraint over these months. Fancy that!

From a conversation about No Nut a while back: "I might tell you to have an orgasm on December 31 just so you can't say you went an entire year without." That fucked with my head majorly. Still does, it's been on the back of my mind ever since. I'd legit cry if that happened. That's a scary realization. I think I take this No Nut business far too seriously.

 

[SissySalina]

When the task is complete, the knowledge of that completion is the gratification and self worth is increased for completing a difficult task.
or
Keep your eyes on the road.

 

[seela]

When the task is complete, the knowledge of that completion is the gratification and self worth is increased for completing a difficult task.
or
Keep your eyes on the road.

Yeah, something like that. That self worth comment strikes a chord majorly, which really is telling.


Day 168: The 50% mark is creeping close! I have to start making plans how to mark the occasion so that I won't have to wing it like I did with the 100 day milestone and ended up doing absolutely nothing fun.

Suggestions?

 

[twister947]

Chocolate. To excess.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

The halfway mark should be full of someone's orgasms even if they aren't yours. I say get people to sponsor 50 (for 50%) orgasms that day. Litsters can sign up for however many they think they can accomplish on your behalf that day, then report the time they occured...you know for science!

 

[seela]

Chocolate. To excess.

The halfway mark should be full of someone's orgasms even if they aren't yours. I say get people to sponsor 50 (for 50%) orgasms that day. Litsters can sign up for however many they think they can accomplish on your behalf that day, then report the time they occured...you know for science!

Yes to both!

I fucking love science!

I'm also way too lazy to organize that, but that's a great idea.

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

Yes to both!

I fucking love science!

I'm also way too lazy to organize that, but that's a great idea.

I know a really good Lit organizer. Just let me know and I'll organasm this.

 

[seela]

I know a really good Lit organizer. Just let me know and I'll organasm this.

So how many are you signing up for? 50?

 

[PrettyLilPussy19]

So how many are you signing up for? 50?

Haha! I'll sign up for 3! I think that's fair!

 

[midwestyankee]

Yeah, something like that. That self worth comment strikes a chord majorly, which really is telling.


Day 168: The 50% mark is creeping close! I have to start making plans how to mark the occasion so that I won't have to wing it like I did with the 100 day milestone and ended up doing absolutely nothing fun.

Suggestions?

Have a Lou Malnati's pizza shipped to you. Bake it and eat half, save the rest for 168 days hence.

 

[seela]

Haha! I'll sign up for 3! I think that's fair!

Yay!!!

Have a Lou Malnati's pizza shipped to you. Bake it and eat half, save the rest for 168 days hence.

They don't ship here, that's basically the story of my life recently.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Yeah, something like that. That self worth comment strikes a chord majorly, which really is telling.


Day 168: The 50% mark is creeping close! I have to start making plans how to mark the occasion so that I won't have to wing it like I did with the 100 day milestone and ended up doing absolutely nothing fun.

Suggestions?

You need to celebrate by not nutting in a spectacular way - just a gloriously absent and impressively vacant absence of orgasm! Don’t eat a lot of chocolate and serve nobody a huge empty bowl of not ice cream! Finally, crank up the quiet and party like it’s no nut solstice!

 

[seela]

You need to celebrate by not nutting in a spectacular way - just a gloriously absent and impressively vacant absence of orgasm! Don’t eat a lot of chocolate and serve nobody a huge empty bowl of not ice cream! Finally, crank up the quiet and party like it’s no nut solstice!

No ice cream either?

NO!

Just... Do what PLP said. Can I sign you up for, say, 17 orgasms? With PLP's 3 that brings me to a total of 20. I can send you pics of trees and boggy lowlands to get your motor running. Mmm, so girthy, so wet.

Although you did get that part right where there will be a gloriously absent and impressively vacant absence of orgasms for me.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

No ice cream either?

NO!

Just... Do what PLP said. Can I sign you up for, say, 17 orgasms? With PLP's 3 that brings me to a total of 20. I can send you pics of trees and boggy lowlands to get your motor running. Mmm, so girthy, so wet.

Although you did get that part right where there will be a gloriously absent and impressively vacant absence of orgasms for me.

Sign me up for CONTROLLING 17 orgasms. Way better. Although damn, big trees and boggy lowlands...

I think No Nut ice cream is the flavor of the year.

Also popular:
Chocolate Chip Nooky No.
Butter Pecan’t.
Raspberry Sir-obey.

 

[seela]

Sign me up for CONTROLLING 17 orgasms. Way better. Although damn, big trees and boggy lowlands...

I think No Nut ice cream is the flavor of the year.

Also popular:
Chocolate Chip Nooky No.
Butter Pecan’t.
Raspberry Sir-obey.

Just imagine, a big, thick tree with a lumpy trunk digging it's roots into wet grassland. Deep, deeeeeeeep, deeper. Slowly at first, just caressing the grassland on the top, brushing against the tufts of grass, spreading around the wetness from a recent shower. The ground is wet and soft and the tree starts pushing the roots down. Slowly. So slowly and so deep. Mmmm, baby. Everything's so lush and loamy. Verdant. It goes on foreverrrr. The trunk only gets thicker and the ground more willing to give everything it can to the tree, to surrender. Oh yeah baby, it's so good, mmm...

And I have pics of it that could be yours for the measly price of 17 orgasms on July 1-2.

And now I want ice cream for breakfast. Sigh.

 

[twister947]

Coffee over ice cream...hmm...I'll get back to you.

 

[seela]

Coffee over ice cream...hmm...I'll get back to you.

Coffee over vanilla ice cream is really good!