What do you NEED right now?

More sleep.
Peace.
Quiet.
Room to heal.

Not sure I'm going to get any of them though.
 
Ironically, and horribly to publicly apologize to someone ( no, not him) for not believing her a month and a half ago.
I sent you a PM including private details that were used in horrible ways. I confronted you in PM about talking... IF YOU DIDNT then I'm sorry. I had every logical reason to believe you had. I havent spoken to you since, and have been pissed as hell at you for what I believed was really hurting me. Now I understand there is a more than 98% chance you DID NOT and that that information was spread by other means.
I'm sorry for not believing you.

I'd urge you to in turn think well. If you DIDNT SAY IT .... then maybe stop and think HARD.

I never accused you of lying, but I never said I believed you either. I'm sorry. I'm not ready to talk to anyone about anything and I wont be for the foreseeable future, but you deserved this apology. If I am shitty to someone in public then I make amends in public too.

If you wish to claim the apology feel free. I'm not naming you because you know who you are.

To anyone who is worried your private stuff is on my account... I got rid of every PM I've ever had. I never kept ones with ANYONE ELSE'S info in it. To the extent no, I never saved anyone's email or Skype or whatever. I always deleted those. I dont talk to anyone who isnt extremely close to me off of here. There are a grand total of 4 people who know how to contact me ... excluding fucker.

So unless he was in my account between when you sent it and when I logged on, it was long gone.

God is my witness and my judge. Everyone else can get in line... I have never treated yall with the willingness to hang than you have shown me. Never.

How many times have I been in your box comforting you. Holding you. Listening. How many times have I supported your choices and relationships? How many times have you done for me? Innumerable. You should know me better. If you dont, you should have known HIM better... HE deserved better. Hopefully with me out of everyone's hair their lives will be better.
 
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