Nothing to see here, Justa bit of Florida sunshine with a chance of hurricane.

[stefaunk]

Ah then it must be envy. Just a little clue in your tone of "voice". But trust me sweetheart you have NOTHING to be envious of.

 

[Joxlrg]

Envy.. Extended to five characters for the rules..LOL

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

I had my guess. Either way this is a great theme and an even greater photo.

thank you. and yes, the theme is a ton of fun

Ooooh, great pic! I was wondering how that would work out. It's definitely one that will need some explaining.

thanks, yes did totally need explaining. Even those who are around enough to actually recognize what was on the tablet, still likely wouldn't really "get it" without the explanation. I suspect many actually will with the explanation. I am sure there are quite a few men who would love the reverse (and some who would like the exact). Maybe, I am even underestimating

I love this narrative, I find you very interesting and sensual.

Thank you. What can I say, I sure am something....just need to figure out what the fuck that something is.

“God, I hate you, bitch”

I love that. It takes almost all of deadliness out of the sin even though you can taste it. I need more friends like that.

haha. Well there is a big downside to friends like that. If you are the type that wants to cry and complain about wrongs and needs honest to god sympathy. Half the time you will get "oh, suck it up buttercup, there is a lot worse shit out there" or if we are feeling especially nice something like "have a shot" "want a vibrator to anonymously send with a note that says go fuck yourself" "want some glitter to mail them" "want me to stand guard so you can key their car". It will be ok and the world shall be rainbows and glitter coming out of your ass is never muttered.

Yeah - I am real, I am very boring, and I am completely baffled that someone who is not my husband would even want me for a primarily sexual relationship.

Honestly, you might be a little less envious if you knew alllllll the details. I'm regularly torn between thinking this is amazing and wondering WTF I'm doing. Plus the guilt over lying to and spending time away from my children. But I guess the good outweighs the bad because we've been doing it for two years and counting!

I can relate to your first statement. of course, that is only the view in our own heads you must know. I disagree to the reading of the statement, as I believe you would to, but yes I do relate to the writing of the statement.

and in someways the details would probably make me a little less envious, but you are building and altering the relationship to suit you. I would like to do the same, and as such many of the details would be different due to the different desires.

Of course, just to be a bitch, I point out, you know you are doing the first thing I said most women do when confronted with jealousy. downplay the object of the jealousy. Stop that shit. Enjoy the sin of Pride after all the lack of practice is also the reason behind the first statement.

And, how much time are your really spending away, a couple hours when they are not asleep at most. and the time they are asleep doesn't count. That time makes up for the interrupted bathroom breaks, showers, phone calls, and everything else. in my experience, hell you can hide in the back of a closet, and when they want you, they will find you

I am thinking envy...

correct

I am sticking with envy... but can't take my eyes off you, you look so sexy in this pic!!!

thank you

And I guess I should have scrolled down to the newest posts, that way I would have seen you already revealed the sin... Oh well, spank me for being late!!!

lol. It is always better to read from the top to the bottom, who wants to know the end before the middle.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

Ah then it must be envy. Just a little clue in your tone of "voice". But trust me sweetheart you have NOTHING to be envious of.

Well thanks, keeping reading. Without the explanation, the depth and rational of my envy is missed. With it, I suspect it is very relateable

Envy.. Extended to five characters for the rules..LOL

correct.

 

[RjThoughts]

Very well spoken, your explanations of the sins are such a great read

 

[Ed27R]

haha. Well there is a big downside to friends like that. If you are the type that wants to cry and complain about wrongs and needs honest to god sympathy. Half the time you will get "oh, suck it up buttercup, there is a lot worse shit out there" or if we are feeling especially nice something like "have a shot" "want a vibrator to anonymously send with a note that says go fuck yourself" "want some glitter to mail them" "want me to stand guard so you can key their car". It will be ok and the world shall be rainbows and glitter coming out of your ass is never muttered.
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Fair - that is why we have lit.

No?

 

[Mustang Sally]

...
Of course, just to be a bitch, I point out, you know you are doing the first thing I said most women do when confronted with jealousy. downplay the object of the jealousy. Stop that shit. Enjoy the sin of Pride after all the lack of practice is also the reason behind the first statement.

And, how much time are your really spending away, a couple hours when they are not asleep at most. and the time they are asleep doesn't count. That time makes up for the interrupted bathroom breaks, showers, phone calls, and everything else. in my experience, hell you can hide in the back of a closet, and when they want you, they will find you

Oh, that is quite funny, actually. I completely failed to notice that's what I was doing. I think (beyond a lack of pride) that part of the motivation for such behaviour is wanting to reduce any negative feelings (envy) in the other, to make you feel better and diffuse any hint of conflict.

But here, let me try that again: Yes, it is fantastic to be able to have a break from my children and my everyday life to go off and have exciting sex with a charming man.

(Actually, since he lives two hours away, I tend to be gone for 24+ hours. )

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

Very well spoken, your explanations of the sins are such a great read

Thank you. Glad you found it enjoyable.

Fair - that is why we have lit.

No?

lol. lit, a haven of rainbows and glitter and sensitivity. haha.

Oh, that is quite funny, actually. I completely failed to notice that's what I was doing. I think (beyond a lack of pride) that part of the motivation for such behaviour is wanting to reduce any negative feelings (envy) in the other, to make you feel better and diffuse any hint of conflict.

But here, let me try that again: Yes, it is fantastic to be able to have a break from my children and my everyday life to go off and have exciting sex with a charming man.

(Actually, since he lives two hours away, I tend to be gone for 24+ hours. )

haha. yeah I said I was pointing it out just to be a bitch, and yeah it is what so many people do, I don't think it actually works though, so I think the retry was perfect. also, time they are asleep doesn't count. and yeah, I am still so fucking envious.

 

[RjThoughts]

Thank you. Glad you found it enjoyable.


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I may be a pervert, a dirty old man, but I still enjoy the written word, as shown at home where I have far too many books!

 

[Ed27R]

lol. lit, a haven of rainbows and glitter and sensitivity. haha.
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Lol. You mean “hey nice tits” isn’t rainbow-y?

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

I may be a pervert, a dirty old man, but I still enjoy the written word, as shown at home where I have far too many books!

haha. Well at least there is a place to be a pervert. And thank you. I don't really write like an author though. It is for sure a different style. My style lacks the finesse of something heavily worked, the prolific use of adjectives to visualize a scene, clean easy to follow structure, often any structure at all, usage of proper grammar and sentence structure, obviously a complete lack of editing etc etc. In some ways. I do think it is easier to read for those who don't read, but likely, way less enjoyable for those who do.

Lol. You mean “hey nice tits” isn’t rainbow-y?

ok, valid point, valid point. I guess the rainbows and glitter is based on lit forum.

 

[hotcpu]

So Envy. The backstory and my confession

Thanks for the explanation ... and I get it. Even I as a guy have those moments where I think what I might do differently if I had it to do over again. And I too am envious of guys who have the wife that can't get enough of them ... that wasn't me. Thanks for being very real and still SEXY AS HELL!!!

 

[RjThoughts]

haha. Well at least there is a place to be a pervert. And thank you. I don't really write like an author though. It is for sure a different style. My style lacks the finesse of something heavily worked, the prolific use of adjectives to visualize a scene, clean easy to follow structure, often any structure at all, usage of proper grammar and sentence structure, obviously a complete lack of editing etc etc. In some ways. I do think it is easier to read for those who don't read, but likely, way less enjoyable for those who do.

I read across a host of genres and writing styles. I read Clive Cussler and his nautical style of $50 words. I read short story anthologies - Best American Short Stories and Mystery Stories (BASS and BAMS) every year, along with horror and fantasy. Each have no "official style." The written word is enjoyable when it's coherent, and your confessionals are, though different from the majority of my reading, very welcomed and I look forward to them.

 

[Mustang Sally]

haha. Well at least there is a place to be a pervert. And thank you. I don't really write like an author though. It is for sure a different style. My style lacks the finesse of something heavily worked, the prolific use of adjectives to visualize a scene, clean easy to follow structure, often any structure at all, usage of proper grammar and sentence structure, obviously a complete lack of editing etc etc. In some ways. I do think it is easier to read for those who don't read, but likely, way less enjoyable for those who do.

I happen to be an editor, so if you ever want to team up...

 

[Ed27R]

ok, valid point, valid point. I guess the rainbows and glitter is based on lit forum.

Sensitivity might be another case but I am sure you have met a few sensitive souls here along your journey. There has to be at least one here.

 

[Paul_Chance]

Envy is one of the sins I don't really suffer from, so don't have much insight there. I think one of the very powerful lessons I got from my father all those years ago was that, if there is something you want, and want badly, start working and keep going until you get there. LOL - it was a lesson that caused me to work toward things and gather things and once I got there, have the realization that it wasn't really what I wanted. Life is tricky like that.

I'd rather just simply be happy and enjoy the ride.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

Thanks for the explanation ... and I get it. Even I as a guy have those moments where I think what I might do differently if I had it to do over again. And I too am envious of guys who have the wife that can't get enough of them ... that wasn't me. Thanks for being very real and still SEXY AS HELL!!!

You are welcome. And I will be honest, even if everything was perfect, I'd still have the taste for something new sometimes.

I read across a host of genres and writing styles. I read Clive Cussler and his nautical style of $50 words. I read short story anthologies - Best American Short Stories and Mystery Stories (BASS and BAMS) every year, along with horror and fantasy. Each have no "official style." The written word is enjoyable when it's coherent, and your confessionals are, though different from the majority of my reading, very welcomed and I look forward to them.

well thank you. Hopefully I don't post too many 1am confessions, those are less than coherent lol.

I happen to be an editor, so if you ever want to team up...

Well cool, thanks.

Sensitivity might be another case but I am sure you have met a few sensitive souls here along your journey. There has to be at least one here.

I am sure there is, just not me lol

Envy is one of the sins I don't really suffer from, so don't have much insight there. I think one of the very powerful lessons I got from my father all those years ago was that, if there is something you want, and want badly, start working and keep going until you get there. LOL - it was a lesson that caused me to work toward things and gather things and once I got there, have the realization that it wasn't really what I wanted. Life is tricky like that.

I'd rather just simply be happy and enjoy the ride.

I am big on the instant gratification sins. But yes, I do know the be careful what you wish for lesson.

 

[ohverbatum7]

Envy

Surely the antithesis of envy is contentment, being happy with your lot can take much of the stress out of our lives.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

Envy

Surely the antithesis of envy is contentment, being happy with your lot can take much of the stress out of our lives.

That is quite true. Though it isn't always so simply. Plus, contentment does lead to stagnancy. If everyone was content with their lot, there would never be progress in society, technology, medicine etc. It really takes all types to make a functional society.

 

[RjThoughts]

You are welcome. And I will be honest, even if everything was perfect, I'd still have the taste for something new sometimes.



well thank you. Hopefully I don't post too many 1am confessions, those are less than coherent lol.



Well cool, thanks.



I am sure there is, just not me lol



I am big on the instant gratification sins. But yes, I do know the be careful what you wish for lesson.

As someone who has been included in 1AM international teleconferences, I know what you mean. Lol. Your confessions are fine, will be fine.

 

[Paul_Chance]

Yeah, I think we need certain hungers within to keep us striving, both as individuals and as societies.

 

[Ed27R]

I am sure there is, just not me lol

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Lol. Well at least I know where I can come if I need the “suck it up bitch” treatment.

 

[Polarity]

So Envy. The backstory and my confession

It is kind of a middle of the road sin for me. Here, as a woman in ampics, there are several things one could be envious of. There are many young, beautiful, thin, fit, 20something women just starting their lives with their whole futures ahead of them. Though, really, I am not all that envious. I had my time, I had a lot of fun, had a lot of crap, a lot of interesting, wonderful experiences, and yes it may make me nostalgic, but not really envious, I am not sure I would want to actually have to live the 20 years over again. However, I did think that would get the envy point across, as envy in females is often based on age and attractiveness, so I went with that set up.

Then we have Allia, who I see a lot of parallels between her and I, who seems to always be going off to wonderful places and doing awesome things. For a bit, I am a little envious, but then I think about the actual traveling, probably constant lines, plane, trains, security, regularly missing the comforts of home. Really, I don't think it would be for me. I think it would be too much stress.

Then I am happily reading the lit threads, and check out what Mustang Sally is doing over there. Thank you Sally for letting me use you as my envy inspiration. Anyway, it finally hits me, she is 40 like me, going through a bit of a midlife crisis like me, she is a very real, everyday type woman, and probably even a little bit "boring".... just like me. And....And... SHE is happily heading over to a regular date with her boyfriend while her husband updates that she has left. Oh that is envy. She has what I have been trying and failing to accomplish for a while. And yeah, yeah, I know we see people say that all the time on lit. But how many are real everyday people, have some similarity to me. Hell, how many are real at all. She is.

So the second picture was taken as I looked at her thread and realized I was feeling true, unadulterated envy.

Ok, my girlfriends and I aren't the sweetest most perfect people. Sure, we could get a new hair cut or buy a new outfit and if it looks fine, they will say it is cute and all. Fine, whatever. Now, the most real, honest, sincere compliment we give is "God, I hate you". ok actually, it is "God, I hate you, bitch" but I am trying to pretend we are nice. I am not sure if other women do this, or if other women have that flash where they feel it and instead just say all the pretty and correct things to hide that flash of envy, but with my friends, that is the most sincere compliment you can get. That woman is sitting there, so jealous of you, she can taste it.

Now, I think most women confronted by that kind of jealously either try to downplay the object of that jealousy, or handle it with grace using niceties or platitudes. That is actually not how my friends and I handle that. The correct response to that most honest compliment is along the lines of "I'd totally hate me too, but alas, it is awesome to be me and sucks to be you, haha" And continue to bask in the glory of that wonderful and most sincere compliment of the other's actual envy. Obviously, I have a fairly small circle of female friends lol.

I digress. Miss Sally, if any part of you enjoys knowing there is a woman out there so jealous of you, she can taste it, know there is a woman sitting in Florida feeling just that, and she captured the moment with a picture. haha.

Love this.
Gives me the same pang of envy, you have articulated a desire that pretty much most people have within them. Is it a grass is greener thing?
What makes it all the more resonant is the answer(and subsequent answers) from Sally, it's not perfect and it's not without some sacrifice but it is very rewarding and invigorating. Also it fulfills a need she has
Some seriously deep topics in this stretch of the thread, love your work.
Am also a serious fan of your pics, which is by extension, a fan of you.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

As someone who has been included in 1AM international teleconferences, I know what you mean. Lol. Your confessions are fine, will be fine.

Well my 1am teleconferences are usually fueled by energy drinks, my 1am confessions are usually fueled by wine and vodka. Both probably have some coherency issues, but one is worse than the other

Yeah, I think we need certain hungers within to keep us striving, both as individuals and as societies.

exactly

Lol. Well at least I know where I can come if I need the “suck it up bitch” treatment.

yup, you know where to find me. I will either make you see you are lucky, or that the world is a giant cesspool lol.

Love this.
Gives me the same pang of envy, you have articulated a desire that pretty much most people have within them. Is it a grass is greener thing?
What makes it all the more resonant is the answer(and subsequent answers) from Sally, it's not perfect and it's not without some sacrifice but it is very rewarding and invigorating. Also it fulfills a need she has
Some seriously deep topics in this stretch of the thread, love your work.
Am also a serious fan of your pics, which is by extension, a fan of you.

yes, I mean could you imagine actually getting to screw someone you haven't screwed 5000 times before, and it not being an issue of arguments or deceit. It is always nice to visit other fields, right. And thank you.

 

[Justadesperatewifeandmom]

Another day, another sin.

http://i.imgur.com/mDY4wKgm.jpg

name that sin.