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lillianaZ said:
Nice! It's good to reward yourself for a productive week. I'm going to find a comfy corner near the fire and wrap myself up in a big cosy blanket and try to calm myself. I've got insomnia again, I finally slept for a few hours. But woke to a full out panic attack...complete with racing heart, cold sweat and sitting up in bed thinking an attack is imminent. I don't think I'll be sleeping again in these hours before dawn.
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oh no, that sounds horrible! :(

*offers hot chocolate*
 
elli1point1 said:
oh no, that sounds horrible! :(

*offers hot chocolate*
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*takes chocolate* Thank you. The worst part of it is the overwhelming feeling of disaster that comes with it and the tight chest that makes breathing hard. I suppose I should go find one of those magical pills the doctor gave me but I don't like how they make me feel so I'll try to pull myself together first.
 
lillianaZ said:
*takes chocolate* Thank you. The worst part of it is the overwhelming feeling of disaster that comes with it and the tight chest that makes breathing hard. I suppose I should go find one of those magical pills the doctor gave me but I don't like how they make me feel so I'll try to pull myself together first.
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One insomniac to another, I say take the pill if you need to. Weeks with 2-3 hours or less a night... will wreck you.
 
I can start complaining about the Canadian Winter... Even we're saying it's cold...

I think i see an Ice Queen walking by singing....
 
HeavyBalls said:
One insomniac to another, I say take the pill if you need to. Weeks with 2-3 hours or less a night... will wreck you.
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I've been gradually getting better and having panic attacks a lot less often. But I did actually go make hot chocolate! I haven't had it for years...because calories. But I have cashew milk and I added up all the calories and it's only about 75 per cup.
(Thank you for the idea, elli!)
 
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lillianaZ said:
Hi HB! I know. I've done that too, but I've been better lately. I was sleeping for an hour or so at a time, then staying awake for a few hours, then sleeping for an hour or so. I was giving myself 10 hours to get 5 hours of sleep. Lately I've been sleeping 2 or 3 hours before waking and then getting another 2-3 hours. I've been gradually getting better and having panic attacks a lot less often. Last night was just a disaster though. But I did actually go make hot chocolate! I haven't had it for years...because calories. But I have cashew milk and I added up all the calories and it's only about 75 per cup. So, I'm having hot chocolate!
(Thank you for the idea, elli!)
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Good that you're doing better.

I'm loathe to admit im running on over 24 hours without sleep at this point now...
 
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LostGirlTink said:
I've been sleeping better, still not GOOD most nights but better. I don't have any advice because nothing works for me really when I can't sleep, it's like I can't shut off my mind.

I brought unicorn cupcakes for everyone. :)

https://i.pinimg.com/736x/1d/60/23/1d6023528e05ae5145bfd6f126f5f166.jpg

I'm having a better day.
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Ohhhh 😍 Pretty pretty cupcakes!!

((Tink))

My anxiety pills help me relax just enough. Have you talked to your Dr. about the possibility of needing meds? I have found they aren't a magic cure-all, but they do help. :):heart:
 
Today was a bad day. A really horrible, awful, really bad day. I fucked up. Really, really fucked up. I was working with a file for the past few days and I thought I had backed it up more than once because I ALWAYS do, but apparently I didn't. Then there was an update and the file magically disappeared. REALLY fucking disappeared. As in it no longer exists...Fuck me....I'm gonna climb into a corner and pretend I don't exist.
 
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lillianaZ said:
Today was a bad day. A really horrible, awful, really bad day. I fucked up. Really, really fucked up. I was working with a file for the past few days and I thought I had backed it up more than once because I ALWAYS do, but apparently I didn't. At about 8pm Pacific time there was an update and the file magically disappeared. REALLY fucking disappeared. As in it no longer exists...Fuck me....I'm gonna climb into a corner and pretend I don't exist.
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I've done that. It sucks. We've got your back.
 
HeavyBalls said:
It's OK to hold yourself to exacting standards. But you're still human and well, things happen. I've saved files and had them glitch. *hugs
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I'm so good at making sure that everything is backed up every 10 minutes. I don't know what happened. I guess holidays and stuff threw me off, but I've never, ever fucked up like this I don't even know what I'm going to say. This is bad
 
lillianaZ said:
I'm so good at making sure that everything is backed up every 10 minutes. I don't know what happened. I guess holidays and stuff threw me off, but I've never, ever fucked up like this I don't even know what I'm going to say. This is bad
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Computer error. It happens to everyone... Regardless of precautions.
 
lillianaZ said:
I'm so good at making sure that everything is backed up every 10 minutes. I don't know what happened. I guess holidays and stuff threw me off, but I've never, ever fucked up like this I don't even know what I'm going to say. This is bad
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*hugs lilli* :rose:

HB is right computer error
 
fuckfuckfuck, I fucked up. I totally missed a deadline I was sure was next week but apparently was this week already. fuuuuuuuuuuuck. :(

*goes to bang head against the wall of the fort.... bounces back from the mattress-wall and lands bum-first on a soft cushion*

whyyyyy is everything fucking bouncy and squishy in here?! :mad:
 
elli1point1 said:
fuckfuckfuck, I fucked up. I totally missed a deadline I was sure was next week but apparently was this week already. fuuuuuuuuuuuck. :(

*goes to bang head against the wall of the fort.... bounces back from the mattress-wall and lands bum-first on a soft cushion*

whyyyyy is everything fucking bouncy and squishy in here?! :mad:
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Can you reset your computer to prior to the update and recover at least part of the file?
 
elli1point1 said:
fuckfuckfuck, I fucked up. I totally missed a deadline I was sure was next week but apparently was this week already. fuuuuuuuuuuuck. :(

*goes to bang head against the wall of the fort.... bounces back from the mattress-wall and lands bum-first on a soft cushion*

whyyyyy is everything fucking bouncy and squishy in here?! :mad:
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Because Honey doesn't want you to get hurt, silly. :heart:

I'm sorry about the deadline. :( *offers coffee and unlimited baklava* ☕🍪
 
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