Anomaly1964
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She doesn't know how much I would like to see her fuck my friend from church...
Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!
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That sounds about right.
My boyfriend doesn't know that he was originally just supposed to be a rebound fuck. Someone to make me feel good about myself after a particularly nasty relationship. He also doesn't know that I fucked my ex once during the early stages of our relationship. The ex has been kicked to the curb, thank you random deity, and my boyfriend and I have now been together for the past two years. We have been talking marriage. However... I still think about my "slutty" phase though and how sometimes, when things are shitty and he leaves for work for extended periods of time, how badly I wish that I was still single. I love him, but this relationship can be difficult and lonely. He knows of some of my battle scars from my previous relationship, but he doesn't know how I still feel so fucked up and how it is affecting our relationship. And... He doesn't know that I have this account/surf this site when he leaves for work out of town.
Sorry for babbling...
Sorry for babbling...
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I'm so so sorry.
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babbling is good. helps sort things out. PM me any time you feel the need to babble.
Perhaps you should not entertain the talk of marriage for awhile?
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That I would loveeeeee to go on a vacation with him- just me and him.
Where each night of stay would be different from the last.
Planned out by the both of us-but ultimately leading to the dirtiest sex of our lives and then come home and continue life
Where each night of stay would be different from the last.
Planned out by the both of us-but ultimately leading to the dirtiest sex of our lives and then come home and continue life
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That I would loveeeeee to go on a vacation with him- just me and him.
Where each night of stay would be different from the last.
Planned out by the both of us-but ultimately leading to the dirtiest sex of our lives and then come home and continue life
That sounds like a secret worth sharing and pursuing vigorously!!!
missgreekgeek
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I have all these different scenarios in my head.
Each night is a different theme. Starts out with the first night at dinner, blowing him under the table...each night I become more free and willing to do whatever he wishes of me.
I really do hope to do this-at least once
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She doesn't know my interest in incest rp... we have done other roles but I have never brought up how I want her to call me daddy
Wow. My wife is 65 and still a great fuck.
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My wife doesn't know I got drunk with her best friend at weekend and ended up getting a blow job from her. Her friend has been trying to get me into bed for years but it's never gone past flirting, a little drink and some suggestion and she had me on my back with my pants down.
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LUCKY YOU!
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Talking it out is a good thing. You need to tell your b/f about how you feel, and maybe you aren't ready for marriage yet. Good luck.
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Where to begin
First, if someone out there is just starting a serious relationship, consider how important sex is to you. Really. Seriously. Try to put romance aside and think about it. Are you thinking? Good.
Now go to your lover and tell them EVERYTHING you crave. Make sure they are on the same page as you. If they are not, and you proceed, you may end up with a lifetime of frustration. If your admission of the TRUTH blows up the romance, you are better off. Sorry. Maybe she'll tell her friends about your insane, kinky admission and one of them will be kinky enough (or sexually driven enough) to be a match for you.
OK, here is the beginning of what I am willing to share. I fear discovery.
1. I am on Lit, on chat and trying to cultivate female friends to chat about sex to fill the void my wife won't. I don't meet up, but communicating with a sexually driven woman makes me feel less alone.
2. I am into EVERY hetero fetish, kink and activity you can name (well, almost).
3. I fantasize about almost all my old gf's, the woman at the gym, at church, almost every woman I meet. And I jerk off to those fantasies.
4. I masturbate pretty much every day. Mostly to porn. Sometimes in chat, although the logistics of typing and stroking a cock are difficult at best.
5. If I could wave a wand, I would multiply my wife's sex drive by 10. I would change her so she would enjoy and crave anal, oral and kink. We would have toys and she would talk dirty. She would lose 90% of her crippling inhibitions. She would become an active sex partner.
She does know that I love her and am committed to her and do not physically cheat on her.
First, if someone out there is just starting a serious relationship, consider how important sex is to you. Really. Seriously. Try to put romance aside and think about it. Are you thinking? Good.
Now go to your lover and tell them EVERYTHING you crave. Make sure they are on the same page as you. If they are not, and you proceed, you may end up with a lifetime of frustration. If your admission of the TRUTH blows up the romance, you are better off. Sorry. Maybe she'll tell her friends about your insane, kinky admission and one of them will be kinky enough (or sexually driven enough) to be a match for you.
OK, here is the beginning of what I am willing to share. I fear discovery.
1. I am on Lit, on chat and trying to cultivate female friends to chat about sex to fill the void my wife won't. I don't meet up, but communicating with a sexually driven woman makes me feel less alone.
2. I am into EVERY hetero fetish, kink and activity you can name (well, almost).
3. I fantasize about almost all my old gf's, the woman at the gym, at church, almost every woman I meet. And I jerk off to those fantasies.
4. I masturbate pretty much every day. Mostly to porn. Sometimes in chat, although the logistics of typing and stroking a cock are difficult at best.
5. If I could wave a wand, I would multiply my wife's sex drive by 10. I would change her so she would enjoy and crave anal, oral and kink. We would have toys and she would talk dirty. She would lose 90% of her crippling inhibitions. She would become an active sex partner.
She does know that I love her and am committed to her and do not physically cheat on her.
J
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Yummm! Sounds like a good way to spend a weekend
It was, until the hangover kicked in the morning after lol
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He doesn't know I chat on line with people here and another site.
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