Red's Thread - come in and read a bit, post a bit, and lick a bit... okay... alot!!!

[Scentofawoman]

ok. break. I'm back. Why have you been avoiding it?

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Why not in the virtual sense?

I've sat here for over 30 minutes trying to answer that question.

I think I ask too much or maybe I expect too much.

I know my value, where years ago I didn't. I know my worth and I know how special I am and how happy I can make a lover - My expectations are either too high, or I'm too intimidating for some. Maybe I've placed myself on a pedestal and I'm waiting for the right guy to knock me off of it?

My hours are chaotic; my life and desire comes after my kids and after real life is handled.

I'm a chore.

A confused, fucked up chore and as much pleasure as I can give a person I don't think anyone wants a chore like me around for very long - - - and right now, I'm not in a place where I can allow myself to be "controlled". I can't place "Him" first, so I write - randomly post - occasionally squeeze in a phone conversation with someone I've grown to trust immensely and knows the realities of life, there are no expectations, no hidden agendas, no lies or obligations - just friendship and an occasional moment of shared bliss.

I can "write" anything in that control thread that is posted. . .feeling it is something different. That takes a deeper connection.

Not sure if any of that made sense or if I just left ya scratching your head.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

ok. break. I'm back. Why have you been avoiding it?

It puts a little nail on the coffin of what I can't have. I'm sure I'll visit it again eventually - just not going there right now. It's a lovely thread though, many delicious ideas and maybe some I'll write about sometime this year.

 

[WearMeWell]

Morning.

Good Afternoon Ms. Red. *curtsey~, *Smile~

Anyone else feeling like they need a day or so of R&R, after the long weekend?

Yea same here lol big ol' nasty snot balls...eating up my garden gotta remember to pick up some cheap beer.....

Hi Frizzle Fry. *walks over and sticks a "caution if encountered during lunch break" sticker on your chest/shirt.

I was eating a cold slice of left over pizza when i read that. *add nauseated smiley here*

im done now.

I do it once a month to my mattress and kill 99% of bed bugs and anything else that might want a piece of me, lol.

well, maybe not Everything that wants a piece of you.

*takes a deep breath in, lets it out slowly on sigh~ getting my lance avy "fix"...
finally.

Quick note. Slugs hate Marigolds, so I put a border around as a defence wall.

Geraniums keep bees away and Lemon Balm will keep mosquitos away. Pick a couple of leaves and rub them on bare skin and smell lemony.

I can attest to the lemon balm thing.-- it's true, you'll smell lemony(with an hint of "green."


It's a tuesday that sort of feels like a Monday-- and i have company coming over again this weekend, and 50-60 people coming over this weekend.

I will be VERY glad to take a break from friends and family after tonights dinner party!!! and i am ESPECIALLY glad that we will be having left overs with a smattering of freshly grilled stuffs so i wont be in the kitchen all day.
Thank God for tupperware. --amen.

 

[lance gt]

I've sat here for over 30 minutes trying to answer that question.

I think I ask too much or maybe I expect too much.

I know my value, where years ago I didn't. I know my worth and I know how special I am and how happy I can make a lover - My expectations are either too high, or I'm too intimidating for some. Maybe I've placed myself on a pedestal and I'm waiting for the right guy to knock me off of it?

My hours are chaotic; my life and desire comes after my kids and after real life is handled.

I'm a chore.

A confused, fucked up chore and as much pleasure as I can give a person I don't think anyone wants a chore like me around for very long - - - and right now, I'm not in a place where I can allow myself to be "controlled". I can't place "Him" first, so I write - randomly post - occasionally squeeze in a phone conversation with someone I've grown to trust immensely and knows the realities of life, there are no expectations, no hidden agendas, no lies or obligations - just friendship and an occasional moment of shared bliss.

I can "write" anything in that control thread that is posted. . .feeling it is something different. That takes a deeper connection.

Not sure if any of that made sense or if I just left ya scratching your head.

I understood it all perfectly. Red, you are not a chore and how dare you think of yourself as one. You exemplify what a good mother and a good person does in her life. You took the role of mother and have shown a great loving capacity in that. You took the role of wife and have stuck by your man and done your best to please him, what more can be asked?
You wanted the role of lover, but so far you have been denied that which you desire and need to feel complete. It is his responsibility to meet those needs, not yours to give them up and be denied.

I am so coming to your house and satisfying you properly and leave it to you, to explain why you're grinning like a fool and giggling happily to your husband. Being naked with spank marks on your ass might be a bit of a give away, so at least put panties on.

 

[Scentofawoman]

No. it made sense to me.

Your a high maintenance woman living a high maintenance life. i not talking materialistic, I'm saying emotionally. You have demanding kids, a demanding Nephew, and a neglectful husband. everything in you is give,give,give. Right now you are giving so much that a part of you wants to take.



before your pleasure has been in giving. being submissive and letting him control the route you take. but from your posts, i think you have reached your peak. the R factor in your mind where now you want to take back what you have been giving.



I think your dominant side needs to be jump started.

 

[WearMeWell]

I've sat here for over 30 minutes trying to answer that question.

I think I ask too much or maybe I expect too much.

I know my value, where years ago I didn't. I know my worth and I know how special I am and how happy I can make a lover - My expectations are either too high, or I'm too intimidating for some. Maybe I've placed myself on a pedestal and I'm waiting for the right guy to knock me off of it?

My hours are chaotic; my life and desire comes after my kids and after real life is handled.

I'm a chore.

A confused, fucked up chore and as much pleasure as I can give a person I don't think anyone wants a chore like me around for very long - - - and right now, I'm not in a place where I can allow myself to be "controlled". I can't place "Him" first, so I write - randomly post - occasionally squeeze in a phone conversation with someone I've grown to trust immensely and knows the realities of life, there are no expectations, no hidden agendas, no lies or obligations - just friendship and an occasional moment of shared bliss.

I can "write" anything in that control thread that is posted. . .feeling it is something different. That takes a deeper connection.

Not sure if any of that made sense or if I just left ya scratching your head.

It made perfect sense.

 

[WearMeWell]

It puts a little nail on the coffin of what I can't have. I'm sure I'll visit it again eventually - just not going there right now. It's a lovely thread though, many delicious ideas and maybe some I'll write about sometime this year.

No. it made sense to me.

Your a high maintenance woman living a high maintenance life. i not talking materialistic, I'm saying emotionally. You have demanding kids, a demanding Nephew, and a neglectful husband. everything in you is give,give,give. Right now you are giving so much that a part of you wants to take.



before your pleasure has been in giving. being submissive and letting him control the route you take. but from your posts, i think you have reached your peak. the R factor in your mind where now you want to take back what you have been giving.



I think your dominant side needs to be jump started.

Sometimes it absolutely BEST to leave the monster alone and quiet in it's locked, well buried cage. *sign* "dont feed the (starving) monster/animal."

once out, there's no going back.

 

[lakesailer_mi]

Howdy Red! Hope you are doing well.

Just stopping by to say hi!

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Good Afternoon Ms. Red. *curtsey~, *Smile~

Anyone else feeling like they need a day or so of R&R, after the long weekend?


Hi Frizzle Fry. *walks over and sticks a "caution if encountered during lunch break" sticker on your chest/shirt.

I was eating a cold slice of left over pizza when i read that. *add nauseated smiley here*

im done now.


well, maybe not Everything that wants a piece of you.

*takes a deep breath in, lets it out slowly on sigh~ getting my lance avy "fix"...
finally.


I can attest to the lemon balm thing.-- it's true, you'll smell lemony(with an hint of "green."


It's a tuesday that sort of feels like a Monday-- and i have company coming over again this weekend, and 50-60 people coming over this weekend.

I will be VERY glad to take a break from friends and family after tonights dinner party!!! and i am ESPECIALLY glad that we will be having left overs with a smattering of freshly grilled stuffs so i wont be in the kitchen all day.
Thank God for tupperware. --amen.

I'm glad you're lookin' ahead to a company free few days. I'm looking forward to the beginning and the end of this coming Sunday. lol

A couple weekends after that I have a couple days at Ball State with the kid for her freshman orientation and then the Friday after that the other kid and I are heading down to a college visit day at one of the schools she's looking into.

I think then that June is done and July begins and that means a July 4th party at my house because our town has the BEST fireworks EVER! lol

 

[Scentofawoman]

Sometimes it absolutely BEST to leave the monster alone and quiet in it's locked, well buried cage. *sign* "dont feed the (starving) monster/animal."

once out, there's no going back.

lol!

true. Look at my AV!! I could have choosen peacock, or an Indian elephant. but sometimes you need to let the monster out. Like the Hulk.

If you turn green Red you think you'd look like the green skinned red haired aliens on Star trek? They are lovers not fighters.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I understood it all perfectly. Red, you are not a chore and how dare you think of yourself as one. You exemplify what a good mother and a good person does in her life. You took the role of mother and have shown a great loving capacity in that. You took the role of wife and have stuck by your man and done your best to please him, what more can be asked?
You wanted the role of lover, but so far you have been denied that which you desire and need to feel complete. It is his responsibility to meet those needs, not yours to give them up and be denied.

I am so coming to your house and satisfying you properly and leave it to you, to explain why you're grinning like a fool and giggling happily to your husband. Being naked with spank marks on your ass might be a bit of a give away, so at least put panties on.

Thank you very much for your words.


A sound spanking would be nice - I think?

No. it made sense to me.

Your a high maintenance woman living a high maintenance life. i not talking materialistic, I'm saying emotionally. You have demanding kids, a demanding Nephew, and a neglectful husband. everything in you is give,give,give. Right now you are giving so much that a part of you wants to take.

before your pleasure has been in giving. being submissive and letting him control the route you take. but from your posts, i think you have reached your peak. the R factor in your mind where now you want to take back what you have been giving.

I think your dominant side needs to be jump started.

I think that's it... I'm high maintenance. I don't mean to be, it is what it is. I know what I want and I know what I bring to the table.

When I commit to one person in an online sense -- I'm committed to them. Period. No ifs, ands, or buts. They have 100% of me in a virtual world and usually that spills over somehow into the real world so they have a very large portion of me there as well.

It made perfect sense.

Howdy Red! Hope you are doing well.

Just stopping by to say hi!

Hello and howdy do. I hope all is well with you and yours.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

lol!

true. Look at my AV!! I could have choosen peacock, or an Indian elephant. but sometimes you need to let the monster out. Like the Hulk.

If you turn green Red you think you'd look like the green skinned red haired aliens on Star trek? They are lovers not fighters.

Hmm.... if memory serves me correctly the newest movie had one as a redhead and the older series had a brunette (?) --- I could pull off green.

 

[lance gt]

Good Afternoon Ms. Red. *curtsey~, *Smile~

Anyone else feeling like they need a day or so of R&R, after the long weekend?



Hi Frizzle Fry. *walks over and sticks a "caution if encountered during lunch break" sticker on your chest/shirt.

I was eating a cold slice of left over pizza when i read that. *add nauseated smiley here*

im done now.

well, maybe not Everything that wants a piece of you.

*takes a deep breath in, lets it out slowly on sigh~ getting my lance avy "fix"...
finally.

Just so you know Madame Dubya, I'm trying to figure out how the timer works on my camera, so I can get my kilt and take a few nice shots, to show I wasn't kidding about my AV

 

[Scentofawoman]

Just so you know Madame Dubya, I'm trying to figure out how the timer works on my camera, so I can get my kilt and take a few nice shots, to show I wasn't kidding about my AV[/QUOTE]

well hurry up! I want to see it too!!

 

[lance gt]

Just so you know Madame Dubya, I'm trying to figure out how the timer works on my camera, so I can get my kilt and take a few nice shots, to show I wasn't kidding about my AV

well hurry up! I want to see it too!![/QUOTE]

Plus I got to work around the knee thing a bit too. But soon. Soon being a couple of weeks soon, not your soon, which is later today.

 

[papadoc19]

((Hugs)) for Red

 

[Scentofawoman]

well hurry up! I want to see it too!!

Plus I got to work around the knee thing a bit too. But soon. Soon being a couple of weeks soon, not your soon, which is later today.[/QUOTE]

Couple of weeks? Grr. I'm going to wither away in anticipation!

 

[lance gt]

Plus I got to work around the knee thing a bit too. But soon. Soon being a couple of weeks soon, not your soon, which is later today.

Couple of weeks? Grr. I'm going to wither away in anticipation! [/QUOTE]

Hey, you want me to look hot, or some guy in pain? I can fake that part only so well.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

((Hugs)) for Red

Hello there. Thank you for the hugs.

 

[lance gt]

Hello there. Thank you for the hugs.

Hmmm, good or bad. I'm the second post for sure. Who needs to get past a locked door, to get to you? After the first time, you would have made me a key.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Hmmm, good or bad. I'm the second post for sure. Who needs to get past a locked door, to get to you? After the first time, you would have made me a key.

*chuckles* So sure of yourself are ya?

 

[lance gt]

*chuckles* So sure of yourself are ya?

Of course, so are you.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Of course, so are you.

Oh yes, not a modest bone in this body.

 

[WearMeWell]

Good Afternoon Ms. Red. *curtsey~, *Smile~

Anyone else feeling like they need a day or so of R&R, after the long weekend?



Hi Frizzle Fry. *walks over and sticks a "caution if encountered during lunch break" sticker on your chest/shirt.

I was eating a cold slice of left over pizza when i read that. *add nauseated smiley here*

im done now.

well, maybe not Everything that wants a piece of you.

*takes a deep breath in, lets it out slowly on sigh~ getting my lance avy "fix"...
finally.

Just so you know Madame Dubya, I'm trying to figure out how the timer works on my camera, so I can get my kilt and take a few nice shots, to show I wasn't kidding about my AV

I am SO going to hold you to this/that. *shiver~

oh yah.