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I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

Look after yourself, be kind and gentle with your own heart.

:heart:
 
I feel really fat and am hoping its just my period about to start. urgh

Hope you get to chat with Jounar soon hon.....that should help chill ya ;)

Thanks. *huggles* I'll prolly try to ring him this evening. If not, I'm sure I'll talk to him over the weekend.


Getting a little sadisty/domme-y there, CW? ;)

Ya know, I had a crew memeber at my last store who swore I was domme. :eek:

Prolly had something to do with the fact that when I see some one standing around I get a sadistic pleasure out of finding them something totally bizzar to do....like cleaning base boards with a toothbrush. :cathappy:
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.
It hurts, I know, especially if you can't be there at the end. {{{{hugs}}}} The memories, though... remember all the best times with her, and the joy you gave each other.
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

I'm so sorry to hear that. I tear up just knowing mine will leave me one day. But maybe we'll get to see them again, you know?
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

*hug*

Sometimes the hardest decision to make is the most appropriate final service to offer a creature that has brought so much joy into your life. Better to go painlessly to sleep one last time than to suffer.

Our two older cats are now "older" officially. I'm waiting to see what sort of health problems they develop. It is flat going to break me into pieces to have to have my baby boy put down some day.

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I'm so sorry to hear that. I tear up just knowing mine will leave me one day. But maybe we'll get to see them again, you know?

I'm not a religious man, but I firmly believe that no heaven would be worthy of the name without our critters.
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

I had to do that with Lucy a year ago. She was MY best friend for 19 years!
I remember that as I was taking her to the vet to be put to sleep, she was very quiet for
a cat
tht HATED car rides. When I got to the vet, I took her out of the cage, and she had passed away on the ride there. A friend told me that Lucy sensed how very hard it was to make that decision, and how profoundly sad I was, so she just let herself slip away....thus making me feel a little better that I didn't have to go through with the euthanasia (sp).

It still hurts plenty, though. I'm sure that Emily was very happy to be your special best friend.

{{{HUGS}}}
:rose:
 
Look after yourself, be kind and gentle with your own heart.

:heart:

It hurts, I know, especially if you can't be there at the end. {{{{hugs}}}} The memories, though... remember all the best times with her, and the joy you gave each other.

I'm so sorry to hear that. I tear up just knowing mine will leave me one day. But maybe we'll get to see them again, you know?

*hug*

Sometimes the hardest decision to make is the most appropriate final service to offer a creature that has brought so much joy into your life. Better to go painlessly to sleep one last time than to suffer.

Our two older cats are now "older" officially. I'm waiting to see what sort of health problems they develop. It is flat going to break me into pieces to have to have my baby boy put down some day.

--



I'm not a religious man, but I firmly believe that no heaven would be worthy of the name without our critters.

I had to do that with Lucy a year ago. She was MY best friend for 19 years!
I remember that as I was taking her to the vet to be put to sleep, she was very quiet for
a cat
tht HATED car rides. When I got to the vet, I took her out of the cage, and she had passed away on the ride there. A friend told me that Lucy sensed how very hard it was to make that decision, and how profoundly sad I was, so she just let herself slip away....thus making me feel a little better that I didn't have to go through with the euthanasia (sp).

It still hurts plenty, though. I'm sure that Emily was very happy to be your special best friend.

{{{HUGS}}}
:rose:

Thank you everyone. I don't know what else to say. Just thanks.
 
I'm so sorry to hear that. I tear up just knowing mine will leave me one day. But maybe we'll get to see them again, you know?

http://www.rainbowbridge.org/default.aspx

MY father had heart sugery in his late 50s. They put him on a heart lung machine for hours to fix the bockages, and he told us when he woke of the weird dreams he had. One being that he was in this huge field and all the pets he ever had were there...and talking to him and playing and all happy to see him and then suddenly they all looked behind him and shook their heads. He asked one of them what happened and they said they had to go back...and so did he. He woke up from the surgery not long after that and told us about it...and DID NOT know the rainbow bridge story
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

Oh. :(

I'm so sorry. *hugs* My cat I'd had since I was ten died in her sleep while I was in the hospital, and my mom didn't tell me for a month because she was afraid it would make me worse.
 
I have to put my Emily to sleep. I can't stop crying. She was my friend for 16 years. I hate that I can't be there to see her out. I feel like I've failed her.

I love her so much.

*Hugs* I'm so sorry, Keroin. :( :rose:
 
K finally got in his permanent room. For now he isn't sharing, and the last inhabitants put in a fridge and microwave, and then left it there. And he finally figured out his webcam and YIM, so we got to chat. The kids were THRILLED to see him. I'll be getting my webcam at the end of the month so he can see them.
 
Oh. :(

I'm so sorry. *hugs* My cat I'd had since I was ten died in her sleep while I was in the hospital, and my mom didn't tell me for a month because she was afraid it would make me worse.

*Hugs* I'm so sorry, Keroin. :( :rose:

Thanks again, you guys. I spent most of the day a blubbering mess but now I’m just tired and mostly drunk.

As soon as the vet said, “fluid in the chest”, I knew and I hated knowing. I wish I could have just been an average Joe, I wish I had to be talked into it. Sixteen years, six countries, (mumble-mumble) men, too many homes to count.

She locked me out of my truck once. Me and L were driving back from Mexico, towing a boat. We stopped to check the bearings on the boat trailer, somewhere outside of Seattle, and left the truck running, with the key in the ignition, because it was pouring rain and cold. Emily was loose, as always, and stepped on the lock button – locking us out, in the rain and cold. Luckily, we’d left the little vent window in the back open and managed to find a long stick we could fit through it. But Em thought the stick was the greatest toy in the world and every time we tried to push open the lock button she’d grab the stick and start chewing on it. We did get back in, eventually – she was not popular that day. LOL.

I’m sure I’ll have another cat but I’ll never have another Emily.
 
.... She locked me out of my truck once. Me and L were driving back from Mexico, towing a boat. We stopped to check the bearings on the boat trailer, somewhere outside of Seattle, and left the truck running, with the key in the ignition, because it was pouring rain and cold. Emily was loose, as always, and stepped on the lock button – locking us out, in the rain and cold. Luckily, we’d left the little vent window in the back open and managed to find a long stick we could fit through it. But Em thought the stick was the greatest toy in the world and every time we tried to push open the lock button she’d grab the stick and start chewing on it. We did get back in, eventually – she was not popular that day. LOL.

I’m sure I’ll have another cat but I’ll never have another Emily.
That story brought a smile and a chuckle, and a suspicious dampness to my eyes (Nothing to see here, folks, just hayfever. Move along, move along.), and it's one of the reasons *why* you'll have another cat. Pets like Emily are self-perpetuating for their species. As much as it hurts us to lose them, they've made us reliant (addicted?) to the love and comfort they bring into our lives.
 
wow the weather is so weird lately, it was sunny wee while ago and now its TOTALY dark with heavy rain and big storm! :eek:

A. would love it, I am just scared. lol


Fkin hate storms, they so WEIRD! Inscrutable!
 
Fuck I've gone native! I'm watching the cricket!:eek:

I find it strangely soothing in a hypnotic kind o way!
 
So last night I burst into tears because I couldn't find a pair of socks in my drawer. Then I had nightmares about Master leaving me all night long.

I need to have this biopsy over with and have the results in hand. I'm not handling this well at all. :(
 
So last night I burst into tears because I couldn't find a pair of socks in my drawer. Then I had nightmares about Master leaving me all night long.

I need to have this biopsy over with and have the results in hand. I'm not handling this well at all. :(
Hope the results will be all alright!!!!! :rose:


I am havin nightmares about A. leaving me as well, it fukin SUCKS!!! *HUGGS*
 
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