Come out of hiding thread

Yes almost got hit by a car running through stop sign but good brakes. lol
Now thats not funny. I am sooooo very happy for the 'almost'!!!!!!!!!!

*If you wont be more careful i might turn into a Domme and go spank ya ass there!!*
 
Hi again! I'm sitting in my kitchen knowing it is so late and I really should sleep. But some nights I just don't want to. It's really quiet and my mind wanders while i'm sipping my coffee... I'm taking this class at the university that's about the cultural history of sexuality( but in swedish), and tomorrows seminar is about normality and deviance - might be fun. :D
Tonight I have also been thinking about how I haven't talked to any of my friends about my feelings and thoughts about D/s. A longing to be dominated by a man has been on my mind daily for months now, and I have done so much "research". I usually talk to my friends about pretty much everything - why is it so hard to vent about this?
Anyway... should probably go to bed now, it's 2.30 and I have to get up in five hours. The birds are starting to sing outside my window, so the sun will be rising pretty soon. Swedish summer nights are short and sweet. :rose:
 
Hi again! I'm sitting in my kitchen knowing it is so late and I really should sleep. But some nights I just don't want to. It's really quiet and my mind wanders while i'm sipping my coffee... I'm taking this class at the university that's about the cultural history of sexuality( but in swedish), and tomorrows seminar is about normality and deviance - might be fun. :D
Tonight I have also been thinking about how I haven't talked to any of my friends about my feelings and thoughts about D/s. A longing to be dominated by a man has been on my mind daily for months now, and I have done so much "research". I usually talk to my friends about pretty much everything - why is it so hard to vent about this?
Anyway... should probably go to bed now, it's 2.30 and I have to get up in five hours. The birds are starting to sing outside my window, so the sun will be rising pretty soon. Swedish summer nights are short and sweet. :rose:

Well sounds like fun class. And hope do get to share more with friends. I just imagine you asa kinky snow white with all those birds. lol
 
Hi again! I'm sitting in my kitchen knowing it is so late and I really should sleep. But some nights I just don't want to. It's really quiet and my mind wanders while i'm sipping my coffee... I'm taking this class at the university that's about the cultural history of sexuality( but in swedish), and tomorrows seminar is about normality and deviance - might be fun. :D
Tonight I have also been thinking about how I haven't talked to any of my friends about my feelings and thoughts about D/s. A longing to be dominated by a man has been on my mind daily for months now, and I have done so much "research". I usually talk to my friends about pretty much everything - why is it so hard to vent about this?
Anyway... should probably go to bed now, it's 2.30 and I have to get up in five hours. The birds are starting to sing outside my window, so the sun will be rising pretty soon. Swedish summer nights are short and sweet. :rose:

I can totally relate. Whereas many things I can open up about, this topic is a bit more difficult.

And it shouldn't be.
 
*waves* I don't post much, really, regardless of board dynamics. I'm more of a reader than a poster. Most of what I'd have to say has been said by the time I get around to reading the thread and the rest, I have no experience in. I like watching the interaction and reading the threads but it takes something I really feel I can contribute something to make me actually post :)

*slinks back into her corner*

That's where you've been.
 
I can totally relate. Whereas many things I can open up about, this topic is a bit more difficult.

And it shouldn't be.

I don't even think about discussing this with some of my friends. I'm afraid they would most certainly freak out...
 
I don't even think about discussing this with some of my friends. I'm afraid they would most certainly freak out...


Yes this can be a personal journey when you know those around you would not understand. It is nothing to keep in dark or feel shame for just sometimes better to stay under radar.
 
Pff, my butt's small, you should be looking at my boobs. ;)
 
Snooze, i agree totally about the "clique scare" to someone who is just learning the site. i went through it, and it felt like an "outsider looking in" to a world (or site) they didn't feel as if some of the people wanted them there. i know, its how i felt at the time.

It is scary to be alone and not know anyone personally on a new site. So it does make a lot of "newbies" want to hide and lurk; trying to find where, or if; they fit in here.

And even when you're not a newbie and KNOW people on the site, there are definitely nerves walking into a new arena ... like me ... errr ... walking into this one.
 
And even when you're not a newbie and KNOW people on the site, there are definitely nerves walking into a new arena ... like me ... errr ... walking into this one.

Have no fear it's a friendly bunch here. We are a place to come and just relax and share a bit. No wrong answers or wrong views. Just different the way it was inttended all along.
 
Hey, sweetie! You caught me at my most vulnerable! ;)

And I thought the other day, "When is Casablanca on the menu?"
 
Snoozebutton:
I just imagine you asa kinky snow white with all those birds. lol

Oh, sounds nice if I can just skip the seven dwarfs and have the kinky prince come find me...

My class wasn't as interesting as I hoped... the discussion was quite narrowminded and unitelligent. So I left feeling a bit bitchy and frustrated -
people are kind of stupid sometimes and love to talk even if they have nothing to say while others with interesting thoughts and perspectives can't get a word in. I should be nicer and more patient... :(

Other than that it's been a lovely day, had lunch and stimulating conversation with two friends so I shouldn't complain at all. :)
 
i too am a "lurker" i read the threads... think about what i "would" say.. but dont.. i guess it's a "Fear" of being put down for my feelings and beliefs.. NOT that it's happened on this board. but on others in the past..

It's the old adage.. once burned twice shy i guess....
 
Snoozebutton:


Oh, sounds nice if I can just skip the seven dwarfs and have the kinky prince come find me...

My class wasn't as interesting as I hoped... the discussion was quite narrowminded and unitelligent. So I left feeling a bit bitchy and frustrated -
people are kind of stupid sometimes and love to talk even if they have nothing to say while others with interesting thoughts and perspectives can't get a word in. I should be nicer and more patient... :(

Other than that it's been a lovely day, had lunch and stimulating conversation with two friends so I shouldn't complain at all. :)


Well sorry you were disappointed in the class. But at least you got to hear differing views so have better understanding of how certain people view those topics. I just finished my bowl of cheerios and some oj. I need to start day off right. lol My stimulating conversation was with cat. lol


Oh almost forgot. Does he have to be a prince or maybe just a kinky peasent that wakes you lol.
 
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i too am a "lurker" i read the threads... think about what i "would" say.. but dont.. i guess it's a "Fear" of being put down for my feelings and beliefs.. NOT that it's happened on this board. but on others in the past..

It's the old adage.. once burned twice shy i guess....

Well glad you are venturing forth as want this place to be filled to maximum capacity. As think if enough come here will draw even more out. As have said earlier don't worry if your views don't match. Sure you may not see as I do. But expressing yourself helps me understand your views so much better. And learning is always the key. Hope you day is going well.
 
SnoozebuttonDoes he have to be a prince or maybe just a kinky peasent that wakes you lol.

Peasent would do fine. Don't think I'm really princess material anyway...:rolleyes:
 
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