Removing Due to feeling Vulnerable

[Bigboobsbabs]

**I'm feeling very vulnerable these days with the mix of my emotions** Just wanted to take a break.

 

[Smoothshavendad]

This is my first post so please be kind. I often come on here to read stories and experiences, it really gets me going. I love reading stories, so I’m feeling a bit shy actually posting. I’m an avid writer so I might want to dabble in erotic writing.

I’ve had an intense amount of reproductive trauma over the years and my husband and I are going through IVF right now. This is our second transfer and for some reason this round my hormones are on fire and my desire to cum is so intense and primal. But I can’t — until after Wednesday when we find out about the results. I can edge myself but I can’t go over the top and have an orgasm and it is driving me insane. I’ve always been an avid masturbator my whole life, so being told not to touch myself to orgasm is so difficult for me. My husbands labido isn’t as strong, but our sex life is perfectly fine and fulfilling. But I’ll often just cum in bed next to him while he’s sleeping because I need relief and brcause I love to masturbate.

Right now my tits which are normally a DD are an F right now. My nipples are engorged, hard, but not in pain and the area around is wide and flat now. They don’t hurt but I can’t stop touching them! My lips are engorged right now and it’s cruel I can’t do anything. My nipple to genital connection is just on fire right now. Because my nipples are so sensitive anything brushing up on them, just sends a deep urge down below.

I feel like I’m going crazy and talking about it makes it a bit easier. So thanks for indulging me. Of course I hope Wednesday gets a positive result, but I also can’t wait to cum more than anything.

I would love to make you cum over and over…

 

[hawi13]

Best of luck with the results....& Wow is that hot!

 

[hawi13]

He better gets his rest, I think he might have his hands full after your torturous two weeks!

 

[StudCock69]

This is my first post so please be kind. I often come on here to read stories and experiences, it really gets me going. I love reading stories, so I’m feeling a bit shy actually posting. I’m an avid writer so I might want to dabble in erotic writing.

I’ve had an intense amount of reproductive trauma over the years and my husband and I are going through IVF right now. This is our second transfer and for some reason this round my hormones are on fire and my desire to cum is so intense and primal. But I can’t — until after Wednesday when we find out about the results. I can edge myself but I can’t go over the top and have an orgasm and it is driving me insane. I’ve always been an avid masturbator my whole life, so being told not to touch myself to orgasm is so difficult for me. My husbands labido isn’t as strong, but our sex life is perfectly fine and fulfilling. But I’ll often just cum in bed next to him while he’s sleeping because I need relief and because I love to masturbate.

Right now my tits which are normally a DD are an F right now. My nipples are engorged, hard, but not in pain and the area around is wide and flat now. They don’t hurt but I can’t stop touching them! My lips are engorged right now and it’s cruel I can’t do anything. My nipple to genital connection is just on fire right now. Because my nipples are so sensitive anything brushing up on them, just sends a deep urge down below.

I feel like I’m going crazy and talking about it makes it a bit easier. So thanks for indulging me. Of course I hope Wednesday gets a positive result, but I also can’t wait to cum more than anything.

This is so hot. Happily help you edge. I love to edge as well. Maybe once you can, we can enjoy a session as well

 

[hawi13]

Nothing wrong with being totally turned on by your partner! I think we all need a little extra "me" time now & then.

 

[StudCock69]

I’m literally a walking pool of arousal in my panties. I have to ignore it because if I think about it, the idea that my panties are filled with my arousal turns me on more and it keeps getting worse. It’s hard to explain but there’s this primal urge to have my hole filled right now and it’s driving me insane.

Well I think your husband is going to be extremely busy satisfying your primal urges. Just a shame I am not him or can’t help him

 

[hawi13]

I think I might need some me time picturing you pleasuring yourself while he sleeps next to you!

 

[hawi13]

Good grief, that is hot! Not sure how you're going to make two weeks, I may not last two more posts!

 

[hawi13]

I'm feeling a little engorged right about now too! I assume your husband is being casual to not make it worse for you or to keep from jumping your hot body! Stay hydrated!

 

[hawi13]

Yes!! He knows we can’t act on it. So he’s being supportive. I’m being naughty and talking about the things I’ll do to him. I cutely ask him to massage my breasts to make me feel better. But he knows me. He knows I know how much he loves my big tits, so I know if he were to touch them he’d be gone. He loves playing with them and pulling on my nipples. We love nipple play. I usually have pretty erect nipples, but I love to make them giant for him so I usually use suction cups to engorge them.

He's going to take every inch of you in three days time! Your nipples sound absolutely perfect!

 

[pm4321]

I think we all are going to be sad once these three days are over with!

 

[Kissjoanie]

We don’t have any desire to add any other people to our bed, no shaming others, but just not for us. My desire for his dick is just so intense. But we often role play being watched or me being shared and used.

You sound like the perfect wife he is a lucky guy.

 

[Theatreslut]

This sounds like two weeks of exquisite torture! If you’re comfortable, let us know the results of both the IVF and the end of waiting

 

[hawi13]

A very good description, especially of you enjoying them! Hope hubby joins in 3 days from now!

 

[SirSparky]

When I was pregnant with our son, who sadly lost a few years ago. I was insanely horny though. So if I’m pregnant after this cycle it’s going to be a bit crazy. I have huge tit fetishes about being milked and just can’t stop fucking myself. These are only the hormones now, but I’m horny like when I was pregnant.

So sorry to hear of your loss.

But you are going to have an amazing time when you can finally cum. I too have tit fetishes about huge nipples being milked. I have a HuCow fetish and love seeing pregnant women.

 

[SirSparky]

I have a massive lactation fetish. I never lost my ability to lactate after we lost our son and we often use in our sex life. I have to detach a bit from the reproductive quality but it turns me on so much being milked. I still get so much milk coming from me.

Update, no cumming but I begged for his dick. Begged and begged to suck his dick. I said I need to suck your cock and I don’t need to cum. He did put the tip in my kitty cat and I just about died. I was so wet I think he nearly came right there. Then I sucked him so good. I am so obsessed with his cock. I love sucking it. I didn’t care I couldn’t cum, I had him hold the head of his dick in my mouth while I licked his head clean and then took his whole length all the way as he came. God it tasted so good! I’m not usually like omg it tastes amazing, but I felt like a kitty drinking her milk. Loved it, I said I’m going to blow you hard later tonight again. I love sucking on that head so much around the glans. Just that beautiful ribbed spot and having it pop in my mouth as just the head goes in.

You are my kinda woman. I also have a lactation fetish and would love to see a woman squirting milk, sucking her own milk from her nipples amd also being milked with pumps.

Loved hearing how you got to suck his cock, very descriptive and just how I like my cock to be sucked. Maybe squirt your milk on it first before putting it in your mouth. Mmm

 

[Luvloosepussy]

I’m good at being quiet. I sometimes even bring out dildos for this. I love being full. Like wall to wall full of dick. I’ll leave it in me all the way to the base for a while and then move it in out slowly to fuck myself slowly. I love a good slow fuck. I’ve always loved edging but not this long. So I’ll leave that giant dick in my pussy and just move it every once in a while just to keep my pussy going.

That is very very Hot …..

 

[Blackbird93]

I have a massive lactation fetish. I never lost my ability to lactate after we lost our son and we often use in our sex life. I have to detach a bit from the reproductive quality but it turns me on so much being milked. I still get so much milk coming from me.

Update, no cumming but I begged for his dick. Begged and begged to suck his dick. I said I need to suck your cock and I don’t need to cum. He did put the tip in my kitty cat and I just about died. I was so wet I think he nearly came right there. Then I sucked him so good. I am so obsessed with his cock. I love sucking it. I didn’t care I couldn’t cum, I had him hold the head of his dick in my mouth while I licked his head clean and then took his whole length all the way as he came. God it tasted so good! I’m not usually like omg it tastes amazing, but I felt like a kitty drinking her milk. Loved it, I said I’m going to blow you hard later tonight again. I love sucking on that head so much around the glans. Just that beautiful ribbed spot and having it pop in my mouth as just the head goes in.

That level of excitement for your man cumming in your mouth is something I honestly feel like would have me far less drawn to talk to other women if my wife liked that lol.

 

[SirSparky]

He loves sucking on my swollen nipples and sucking the milk out. They’re so engorged right now, I love him pulling and twisting those little buds until they squirt in or him. Do you like the taste or just the idea of milk all over you. I sometimes stand over him and just squeeze my tits. Well put a sex blanket under him and he’ll get my warm milk all over his face.

Oh I so love the taste too. When my ex wife was pregnant and milking, I found it so erotic when her niples squirted. I woukd twist and pull them to milk them and also suck on them drinking her milk from the source. Unfortunately she stopped breastfeeding a few weeks after birth for one reason or another so her milk dried up pretty quickly.

I would love to be your husband and have your milk on me all the time. I find it hot when women lactate or induce lactation, woth engorged thick nipples

 

[Luvloosepussy]

I’ve always been a nipple girl, but the sensations I’ve been feeling when I’ve been tweaking these little chest nubs, sends my body over the moon. It literally sends electric shocks down into my pussy. It literally makes my pussy ache, like this deep ache. This sounds insane, but I swear my pussy throbs and is opening for my husbands’ dick.

I need to get my wife some of those hormones…..

 

[SirSparky]

I call it marinading my puss. I leave that big dildo in and move it around a bit to just keep those juices flowing. Edging myself for a while and letting my puss wrap its wet lips around that big dildo. I enjoy the sensations for a while before letting myself cum. I love the idea and visualizing my pussy sitting there like it’s swallowed a big dildo and it’s holding onto that big hog between its lips. Pussy’s are so magical.

I love ot when a woman edges and her puss is constantly dripping. I have an online sub and I deny her to cum. She has to edge all the tine and her puss is always so wet and she is very hoeny. All she can think about now is touching her puss and clit and having it filled.

 

[SirSparky]

It was so weird, we were thick in grief and at first I hated that my tits still lactated. But it’s been 4 years and they still lactate strong and hard. I talked to specialists and they said as long as they don’t get engorged painfully it’s fine. So we just enjoy my warm milk. Sometimes I suck on my tits and some come out, but I usually save it for my husband.

Oh I totally can understand how confused with mixed feelings, grieving at your loss but still lactating. Now having accepted that your tits still lactate and use that for your and husbands pleasure. There is nothing wrong with lactating as long as they don't get too engorged and painful. I woukd love to be with a woman that is always able to lactate.

 

[Blackbird93]

We’ve been together 20 years and I’m just as obsessed with his cock now as the first time I sucked him. It’s probably better now because we have no inhibitions. But I crave his dick so much. Like, it’s hard to explain. I love it when he face fucks me. I love it when he slaps me with his gorgeous dick. Like I love it. It’s glorious. I love the feel of his head in my mouth as it pops in. I love licking up and down his glans, love that little ridge.

My wife definitely shows appreciation for me and my dick, but she just isn't a fan of it getting in her mouth. She says it tastes good in small amounts, but she ain't sure about taking it at the speed and amount I produce lol.

 

[SirSparky]

I couldn’t handle that right now! My rose bud is so swollen and engorged right now. I sat down on one of my small silicone dildos earlier and I nearly came. My lips are so engorged and puffy. My husband noticed them and said he can’t wait to part them.

Mmm he is so lucky. I love seeing engorged rose buds and puffy swollen lips. Be careful not to cum until Wednesday. Better not touch yojr bud and just have something inside you that you can feel every so often when you move.