Fear of being Slutish

[angela40]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

 

[ProdigalTrollop]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

i would love to hear more, either here or over PM

 

[HotRobb]

I am fairly new here so unfortunately not familiar with your sex life. Would love to hear more. Being nympho or sluttish is something that excites me.

 

[mrandmrsnaughty]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

I think we all want to hear more!

 

[angela40]

Most of my life has been guided by sex. Marriages, taboo, perversion that can ruin once life Even erotic words turn me on. I pen erotica myself.

 

[mrandmrsnaughty]

Most of my life has been guided by sex. Marriages, taboo, perversion that can ruin once life Even erotic words turn me on. I pen erotica myself.

Many peoples lives have been guided or heavily influenced by sex or sexual actions.
Relax and put your fingers somewhere moist and tell us more.

 

[HotRobb]

That is hot. I can share that several years ago I made my x-rated bucket list, everything I wanted to not miss out of. Almost did it all now. I made me realize that, like yourself, a lot was guided by sex. More then I realized earlier. What are you writing?

 

[sammyIammy]

Most of my life has been guided by sex. Marriages, taboo, perversion that can ruin once life Even erotic words turn me on. I pen erotica myself.

Do you read your own stories and get turned on by them or is that just me?

 

[HotRobb]

A group reading would be nice and see what it does to us

 

[angela40]

Do you read your own stories and get turned on by them or is that just me?

I pen them. A number of them are posted here on literotica.com

 

[sammyIammy]

I pen them. A number of them are posted here on literotica.com

I’ll have to find them. I’m curious

 

[mrandmrsnaughty]

I pen them. A number of them are posted here on literotica.com

Cool! Share a fun experience with us.

 

[Highwayczar]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

I can understand how you feel. It took me a few years before I shared any experiences. I came to realize we are all here for various reasons and we are all anonymous. It definitely made it easier for me to comment on some of my experiences once I realized that. With all that being said, there is no judgement here that I have seen. Hope this helps.

 

[angela40]

I’ll have to find them. I’m curious

Look for Angela40, thanks for your interest

 

[Statius]

Look for Angela40, thanks for your interest

You can post links to your authors page in a thread like this one, or even just an individual story, FYI. Makes it easier for those interested.

Peace

 

[Maturelickr]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

Please elaborate and turn us all on

 

[ClockworkFox]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

Talk about preaching to the converted, Angela40. Have you seen some of the sluttery on here? I don't know what you've been up to, but do a "slut/sluttery/sluttish" search on this site, and, talking of preaching, you'll feel like a vestal virgin.

...

Perhaps I should have left out the "vestal virgin" bit. Too late now ... cue a shitload of anal-fixated nun 'n' priest stories and videos.

 

[EdwardsOtherSide]

Many in this community are familiar with my sexual life. It's urges, the love for my son and several marriages. Now am often called a milf, nympho etc. It makes me feel slutish. Have often gone over the limit and afraid to share it here, because I would be worse then being a slut.
For now am sitting here calmly but the idea that it would be daring and risky to say more turns me on.

I don't worry about what people here think of me.
I am horny, a bit of a kink, a slut myself, and I am sure there are people who think I am an outrageous and blatant liar (I obscure a lot, I lie very little and usually for humorous effect, but I have had an interesting life that sounds implausible even to me).

This is where I can share stories and thoughts that would violate all sorts of HR policies, with people who who are usually very supportive.
The few that aren't? I won't say "fuck'em" because I am choosy that way, but to heck with'em. I don't take criticism from people I wouldn't take advice from.

And so what if you're a slut? A person who uses that as an insult is jealous of your freedom. Their envy is no reason for you not to be yourself.

And for the people that speak ill of the lovely @angela40:

 

[panicka3]

Dear Angela,
Long time ago i learned to not listen to what people think or say.
From what i have read in here and a couple of your stories, you are a very sexual and kinky woman who embrases her sexuality.
So what if you want to act like a slut??? I think it's your right to do what you want!! And believe me, you make a lot of people in here "happy". Personaly i love being between flirty and kinky people!!!
I really enjoyed your Insatiable series!!! your writing is very graphic!!!

 

[cadman7777]

I'd love to hear more as well

 

[ClockworkFox]

Dear Angela,
Long time ago i learned to not listen to what people think or say.
From what i have read in here and a couple of your stories, you are a very sexual and kinky woman who embrases her sexuality.
So what if you want to act like a slut??? I think it's your right to do what you want!! And believe me, you make a lot of people in here "happy". Personaly i love being between flirty and kinky people!!!
I really enjoyed your Insatiable series!!! your writing is very graphic!!!

Personaly i love being between flirty and kinky people!!!

Between or among ... or both?

 

[UtilityCurve]

You can post links to your authors page in a thread like this one, or even just an individual story, FYI. Makes it easier for those interested.

Peace

https://www.literotica.com/authors/angela40/works/stories

Well worth visiting.

 

[SandP]

I did a sluttish thing (to me at least) years ago when I was just turned 21 and have felt guilty about it ever since on and off!

 

[Smoothshavendad]

I did a sluttish thing (to me at least) years ago when I was just turned 21 and have fuilt guilty about it ever since on and off!

Mmmmmm! Tell me more….

 

[SandP]

I know to most people on here this is not slutty at all but it was to me, so there you go.

Well, I was working as a nurse and had met a guy briefly in a social situation where we didn't have much time to talk. He asked me if I'd like to go for a drink with him a few days later so I did. He was really good looking and seemed like a nice guy. I was only just turned 21 and he was 30. He was friendly and entertaining during our time in the pub. However, he used the fact he was driving to avoid drinking as much as me, meaning I drank about 3/4 of our shared bottle of dry white wine (my favourite). At the end of the evening he said "back to yours for coffee, then?". I naively agreed and he drove us back to the nurses' apartments where I lived. we drank the coffee in my dining room and before i knew it he took me in his arms and kissed me passionately, full-on, pushing his tongue into my mouth. I liked it though and responded, putting my tongue in his mouth too. He then said "why don't we continue this in your room?". I was so wooly headed I just went in there and sat down on my bed with him, continuing to kiss.

He suddenly said "I think we should have sex - are you on the pill?". I told him that I was and before I knew it I was flat on the bed being undressed as he quickly undressed himself. After a quick bit of squeezing and sucking my tits he just went straight for it, ramming his big cock right into me. It intially hurt like hell, but once he was properly in I wrapped my legs around him and began to enjoy it, moaning and groaning in pleasure. However, after a couple of minutes of jackhammering me he grunted a lot and came. He then rolled off me, turned his back and went to sleep. He stayed the night uninvited. In the morning he was sheepish and left pretty quickly, saying he would call me. He didn't.

I felt dirty and used, which of course I was. Nurses in this country (UK) have a reputation for being easy lays and I had been just that, which I was really annoyed about. I don't give myself that easily, in theory.

Anyway, my husband and everyone else tells me that it wasn't my fault. It was just bad sex and I should forget it. They are right, of course, but it was always bothered me because it just wasn't me.

Also, the sex was shit!