Isolated BDSM Blurts: Facehugger Fetish

My eyes are about to fall off from all the eye rolling I’ve been doing recently. So if you see a pair of eyes on the floor, they’re probably mine. It would be mighty kind of you to return them, because I suspect I might still need to roll my eyes in the future, as well.
 
I wonder if I’d miss having a vacation if I didn’t have to work. Would it all feel a little same-y? But then again, isn’t being retired the same thing and I’ve never heard anyone complain about being retired.

Anyway. Vacation, yay. 🍹😎
 
Though I didn't know it then, I've recently realized that by about age 10 or 12, my life direction was set to be pretty much nothing at all. From that point on, I really had no say in how things would turn out.
 
I was supposed to go on a 4 day trip with a friend starting today. I woke up to a message from her saying she’s been puking all night, so obviously she can’t go. Which means I can’t go either, because she was my ride. And even though I probably could rent a car, I don’t have a license to drive it myself and none of the friends I could imagine myself going with on a trip like this are available for a spur of the moment trip. And I don’t think this is the type of trip I’d want to take alone.

I’m so sad. I was really looking forward to it, both the trip in general and spending time with my friend. Silver linings: at least I’m not the one puking. My friend is even more miserable and disappointed than I am.

But what am I supposed to do now? J won’t be back home until Friday either, unless he cuts his trip short because I’m so pitiful. Normally being home alone for 5 whole days would be a joy, but now I just feel blah about it.
 
When you think humans can't get more stupid, AI comes along and pushes them forward.
 
So, I was drifting along not awake, but not really asleep. On the cusp of consciousness. I was jarred awake by a coyote just outside my window. Got to love it.
 
Single again... that wasn't what I expected two weeks ago.
It's okay. It was my decision.

Life keeps forcing cruel choices.
I’m so sorry to hear this. Even if you are the one making the final decision, it’s never fun.

I hope you got the closure you needed and I hope you will find someone even cooler and a better fit for you in the future when the time is right! 🌹🫂
 
I hope you got the closure you needed and I hope you will find someone even cooler and a better fit for you in the future when the time is right! 🌹🫂

Well, I find them (or they me?), they just happen to be married. My track record of gorgeous married women seeking me out for an affair is way too damn high.
 
Well, I find them (or they me?), they just happen to be married. My track record of gorgeous married women seeking me out for an affair is way too damn high.
Been there, done that. It’s not an easy position for any party. 😔

You have your pleasure craft now, so maybe women will come to you in flocks and you’ll get to pick your favorite single lady. 😎
 
Reading the “kinkier as you get older” thread makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me. 😂 Am I really the only one who doesn’t recognize the pattern of getting kinkier with age?
 
Reading the “kinkier as you get older” thread makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me. 😂 Am I really the only one who doesn’t recognize the pattern of getting kinkier with age?

Nope, I'm the same way!
 
Are you sure you've peaked?
I mean, is there any way to know for sure where the peak was except when looking back from your death bed? But I definitely do not recognize the pattern everyone else in the thread seem to be noticing.

If “more kinky” means “engaging in a wider range of non-vanilla activities than before” then no, I’ve definitely not gotten more kinky with age. I’ve done a whole slew of things in past that were lots of fun then but for one reason or another do not interest me anymore. Wouldn’t that mean that I’m less kinky now than I was then?

So in that way it’s entirely fair to say I’ve peaked, but naturally I can’t be sure. Not that it matters one way or another. I just find it odd that I seem to be the only person to have posted in the thread saying that the older=kinkier is not true for themselves.
 
I mean, is there any way to know for sure where the peak was except when looking back from your death bed? But I definitely do not recognize the pattern everyone else in the thread seem to be noticing.

If “more kinky” means “engaging in a wider range of non-vanilla activities than before” then no, I’ve definitely not gotten more kinky with age. I’ve done a whole slew of things in past that were lots of fun then but for one reason or another do not interest me anymore. Wouldn’t that mean that I’m less kinky now than I was then?

So in that way it’s entirely fair to say I’ve peaked, but naturally I can’t be sure. Not that it matters one way or another. I just find it odd that I seem to be the only person to have posted in the thread saying that the older=kinkier is not true for themselves.
Hmm, interesting analysis, does being kinky (and therefore more or less kinky) equate to doing more kinkyb things? I haven't had the opportunity to do all the kinky things I've thought about. I'd contend "being kinky" is more about a state of mind, fantasy, willingness to consider kinky things, than necessarily "doing." In that respect I've gotten kinkier with age, but can't really imagine there's much upward potential there. Perhaps I've plateaued at a reasonably high level.
 
Hmm, interesting analysis, does being kinky (and therefore more or less kinky) equate to doing more kinkyb things? I haven't had the opportunity to do all the kinky things I've thought about. I'd contend "being kinky" is more about a state of mind, fantasy, willingness to consider kinky things, than necessarily "doing." In that respect I've gotten kinkier with age, but can't really imagine there's much upward potential there. Perhaps I've plateaued at a reasonably high level.
I don’t think anybody has defined what more or less kinky mean in general or within that thread. Might be an interesting topic.

I haven’t read the thread in its entirety, but many posts seem to mention something like they no longer care what other people think, so yeah they’ve gotten more kinky. I interpret that sort of comments as doing actively rather than just being more open to ideas or fantasies, because if it was the latter, why would they have been worried about what other people think in the first place. Entertaining kinky thoughts or fantasies isn’t something other people can see. So I think from that “doing” aspect, at least, I’ve gotten less kinky over the years.

I’ve had the possibility to at least try pretty much all kinky things that I’ve so far wanted to that aren’t illegal or otherwise impossible to carry out in real life within the limits of RACK for myself. I’ve found the things I’m most into and tend to delve deeper into them and enjoy more of the nuances rather than actively look new things to try out.
 
Whew! Maybe I just peaked early! 😁

I know I did. I first started playing at 19, and I had gotten into some heavy stuff by the time I was 22-23. From there, it was hard to get much kinkier, lol.

Now, I'm not interested in hardcore stuff so much, so I guess I've gotten less kinky as I've grown older. But that's ok with me.
 
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