lil_jenni
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Yep. I get this. It's how I feel too.I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
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Yep. I get this. It's how I feel too.I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
I've never noticed but are your nipples rings cat eared? That's really cool. You have an amazing body. Thanks for always sharing and making my day better.
Mic Drops .....I dont need to think it. I just know.
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Much LoveOne can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
People are different. And unique in their own right. And what someone like or dislike is a personal preferences but also influenced by the environment.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
thank you for the open and long words.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
Thank you for being so open and honest and incredible. You’ve been a bright spot here from day one.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
I agree that you completely rock, Kit. Opinions vary about appearance, breast size, etc. You can't please everyone, but you certainly please a lot of people. You are a beautiful and smart young professional woman, which is far more than most can say. The haters are just jealous.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
Some people are just angry. I dont get it, but i have seen it. They want to do everything to make anybody feel worse than them. Its so easy, too. They dont have to be awkward by saying it in person. They can hide behind an electronic curtain and feel safe. Im my experience, people that hate just to hate, are meek and shy. They do not feel good about themselves in any way. They live in fear of being judged by everyone they see, thinking that everyone is thinking bad things about them. They are, usually, more self absorbed than the people they call self absorbed. They see someone confident in the things they lack and it pisses them off. Again, back to lashing out because they lack any self confidence themselves. Its a vicious cycle, the more they are attracted to confident people, the more the realize what they lack. And so on and so on and so on. They lack the courage to change what they hate about themselves. Or sometimes, like with anxiety, they cant, even if they wanted to.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
This is why phones in Japan come with the shutter-click sound automatically turned on, so creepy guys can’t do that sort of thing without being caught.So...a really gross/disturbing thing happened today like 90 min ago or whatever.
Caught someone at the gym taking pics of me.
Like, you know...hoping for camel toe or being bent over or whatever the fuck you all wanna see at the gym.
I went to the front desk to ask what to do and they went up to the guy and said there was a complaint and they asked to see his phone pics/gallery.
He had more than 10 pics of me (looked like about 20 to be fair). I didnt count. All from being behind me on the stairmaster, lots of me stretching, a couple doing chest press stuff...
I know they had him delete the pics and the they kicked him out. I dont know if he was booted from the gym permanently or what.
what the actual fuck
GROSS
Having just caught up on these posts (and those last couple of pics), can I just say thank you!Thank you everyone. I always appreciate the kind words, silly comments, lovely emojis, and the horny thoughts
I’m not gonna lie … From the culmination of all my interests, travel and where I live, your face definitely works for me. As does the rest … all the way down.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
I have normal "bars" but yes the cat ear ones as wellI've never noticed but are your nipples rings cat eared? That's really cool. You have an amazing body. Thanks for always sharing and making my day better.
This. You do. And your very insightful words should be required reading.I think I fucking rock
For me, I'd say your tattoos and piercings compliment you well. You have a great skin tone, the piercings aren't like a chain link fence on your face. Your tattoos are conservative in size and have a purpose. Your proportions are a great ratio to each other. Fake breasts are lame (imo) same with any sort of injections. I'd rather see a natural a cup than a manufactured C or D cup (same for ass and lips). Beauty isn't a single faceted thing. I'm sure there are people who do prefer other "properties" to be enhanced, but you do natural beauty quite amazingly.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be
It's sad when people are unable to overcome their situations that were forced upon them. I look at it as, you can either become the thing you hated or rise above it and not let it destroy you. It's so easy to become hateful and angry because others treated you poorly, it's much more difficult but rewarding to become positive in the face of those who tried to destroy you.Some people are just angry. I dont get it, but i have seen it. They want to do everything to
Thank you for showcasing your humanity, your vulnerability, and the fun you have on here. We all have our preferences yet we are all here knowing we may or may not find it. That's what I enjoy about this place.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
Sending you many hugs. Had to wait till I got home from work to respond to this.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
He needs to have someone have a “talk” with him in the parking lot.So...a really gross/disturbing thing happened today like 90 min ago or whatever.
Caught someone at the gym taking pics of me.
Like, you know...hoping for camel toe or being bent over or whatever the fuck you all wanna see at the gym.
I went to the front desk to ask what to do and they went up to the guy and said there was a complaint and they asked to see his phone pics/gallery.
He had more than 10 pics of me (looked like about 20 to be fair). I didnt count. All from being behind me on the stairmaster, lots of me stretching, a couple doing chest press stuff...
I know they had him delete the pics and the they kicked him out. I dont know if he was booted from the gym permanently or what.
what the actual fuck
GROSS
I've had this happen a few times and a big reason why I decided to have my own gym at home although that project is still ongoing.He needs to have someone have a “talk” with him in the parking lot.
Sorry to hear you have doubts about yourself. You are an amazing young woman as beautiful on the inside as the out.One can have a realistic view of their selves.
I know for example that my face may not be everyone's cup of tea per se, but that I am generally considered to be attractive. I dont get many "yer hideous" types of comments. I understand if my mixed heritage turns some people especially on because of the "asian fetish" and conversely, some ppl only want a Latina or Black or Caucasian or whatever partner. Or jsut dont like my piercings or facial structure or hair or whatever. It happens. Just I guess, not "often". And some pics of me I think look...rather unattractive, and some I think "dayum I look good here!"...all rizzed out!
As for my butt, breasts, legs, torso etc...Im fit. I may not be "jacked" but I also dont have tons of "junk in the trunk" or cottage cheese n fat, or other areas which again, some people definitely prefer, but the "over-arching majority" of "conventionally attractive" for a woman is to be reasonably thin/fit and slightly curvy etc.
I tend to fit that.
As for my breasts specifically, some ppl obviously prefer bigger ones, some like fakies, or even tiny ones. Im more in the middle of course, neither too big nor too small for me or my frame. I also dont have overly large or super tiny areolas and nipples. Again, some may be turned off by the nipple piercings, or my ink, but my breasts are decently sized enough to "enjoy" and are very firm, and there is no area that calls attention for being "a weakness" like...overly long nipples or giant areolas, and they arent droopy/saggy breasts or super smashed together or super far apart or whatever. I do tend to get a lot of compliments on them and well, I like em a lot too.
Regarding piercings and ink. I would never get ink from my neck or above. I think it generally doesnt look great, and also can absolutely influence people's perceptions in terms of professionalism and seriousness and such.
I do love looking at good tattoos. Some sleeves are amazing.
Some looks truly god awful.
I would not ever get my hands done either. Again, it does work on some people, but its also part of the judgement thing.
Piercings can at least come and go for the most part. You have all seen a few pics of me without my septum and nostril piercings for example. I may look better or worse depending on preferences, and certainly have been judged by some for them.
Luckily my other ones are generally hidden haha...(nipples, tongue, navel).
Its tough to think of myself as being HOT or whatever without getting a big ego.
I dont think I am ugly or anything.
Being told on here and by some friends or lovers or whatever that I am sexy etc is always lovely to hear and boosts my confidence and such. I just dont let it get to me.
I think I fucking rock, but sometimes with my anxiety I also feel very average or less than.
So I am conflicted sometimes.
But all that said...
Thank you all. I appreciate the continuous love I get here. Heck, even the haters must think I am kind of sexy or they wouldnt target me as much right?
So from the bottom of my heart, thanks for all the love you all have shown me nearly from day one here, last November...I do appreciate you all. Truly. Thanks for the kind words, the compliments, the horny messages, the hard cock pics and cum tributes, the gentle messages, the support. You are my friends.
Much love from me.
Always.
Sorry so many men out there are so horrible. I can’t imagine ever being like that.I've had this happen a few times and a big reason why I decided to have my own gym at home although that project is still ongoing.
I get that "eye candy" is enjoyed by all of us and we never really know where we will get a nice dose of it. Still, people who do this cross a line. I am no Insta-girl - I don't dress for attention. I want to enjoy a good workout, maybe converse while sharing a piece of equipment, but that's it.So...a really gross/disturbing thing happened today like 90 min ago or whatever.
Caught someone at the gym taking pics of me.
Like, you know...hoping for camel toe or being bent over or whatever the fuck you all wanna see at the gym.
I went to the front desk to ask what to do and they went up to the guy and said there was a complaint and they asked to see his phone pics/gallery.
He had more than 10 pics of me (looked like about 20 to be fair). I didnt count. All from being behind me on the stairmaster, lots of me stretching, a couple doing chest press stuff...
I know they had him delete the pics and the they kicked him out. I dont know if he was booted from the gym permanently or what.
what the actual fuck
GROSS