Panties are trouble for a sissy like me

Ciceri,
I have to say that when you replied to my comment and I read that you like that kind of panty because it keeps you contained, it kind of clicked why you wear your pantyhose over your panties. I wear my panties over my pantyhose but thats just the way I was taught since a young girl, but for you I think the panty helps (like you said) keep you contained, because I think it would be difficult in pantyhose. I could be wrong, but I wouldn't know. Anyway, your little bulge in the panty keeps my eyes there.
I was also taught that panties go OVER the pantyhose or garters to make bathroom visits quick and easy. Also easy access when wearing garters :)
 
When I'm dressed in male clothes I may feel a bit amorous at times, but slipping on pair of nice shiny panties amps it up to a new level. Sure, there are times I put them on after a shower and get on with my day, and I may even forget I'm wearing them. But then out of the blue I will move, the feel will remind me what I am wearing under my jeans, and my thoughts will change. I might bite my lip. I may tense up just a bit, and/or start breathing a little harder. Especially if I then go to porn sites my thoughts change to submission and serving people.

I have an agreement with someone on Fetlife that I will wear panties whenever I am signed on there. I think he knows that panties have this effect on me. I think they are a big part of why I have agreed to some of his requests over the years.

Would I have shaved if I had never worn panties? Probably not. And if I had never shaved I may have never realized just how small I really am when I'm not excited. It's embarrassing really. I feel submissive to men with larger cocks now. That never happened before. But, panties fit so much better when you have a little sissy clit. And a SMOOTH clit? Feeling the slippery fabric slide over it is wonderful.

Would I have agreed to anal training if I wasn't smooth and in panties? Probably not. But I did. And I found out I love the feel of being fucked by a vibrator or some other toy. It makes me leak. I've gotten to where just feeling the toy slide into me creates a little (or not so little) spurt of precum. Having a vibrator at work makes me even wetter. Having so much precum that I can feel it moving through my clit is amazing. No control of it. It betrays any denial I have of being a sissy and leaves such a wonderfully embarrassing wet spot in whatever lingerie I have on at the time.

Panties turn me on so much that per "Sir's" request, I have cum in them, licked them clean, and then gone to bed with the wet fabric reminding me what a sissy I am as I try to fall asleep next to my vanilla wife. Would I have let him make me into a cum eating sissy if it wasn't for the effect of panties on me? Probably not.

My panty fetish has grown from a fun little kink to making me into a cum eating sissy who fantasizes about getting fucked and sucking cocks, maybe even both at the same time. But I only feel this way when I'm dressed. Put me in male clothes and the idea is totally foreign to me.

I'll never admit to any of this in "real life" of course. It's not who I am. Unless I'm in lingerie. Put me in a bra, panties, and thigh high stockings and I'll have no choice but to suck and be fucked. Women with strap ons, men who like panty clad sissies, it doesn't matter.

Tonight i'm in the same pair of purple panties that I had on the night I started my cum eating training, and felt the need to report what a slut panties make me. I'm sure I'd refuse if asked, but put me in lingerie, get me on my knees, and there's a pretty good chance you'd be able to cum in my mouth if that was your pleasure.

The real question is if you'd make me swallow?

Yes, panties are trouble...
I've only worn panties since my teens. While I used to get super excited wearing them now it's a normal everyday thing for me.


I just wore a full outfit out of Torrid and came out to the world on my Facebook page
 
When I'm dressed in male clothes I may feel a bit amorous at times, but slipping on pair of nice shiny panties amps it up to a new level. Sure, there are times I put them on after a shower and get on with my day, and I may even forget I'm wearing them. But then out of the blue I will move, the feel will remind me what I am wearing under my jeans, and my thoughts will change. I might bite my lip. I may tense up just a bit, and/or start breathing a little harder. Especially if I then go to porn sites my thoughts change to submission and serving people.

I have an agreement with someone on Fetlife that I will wear panties whenever I am signed on there. I think he knows that panties have this effect on me. I think they are a big part of why I have agreed to some of his requests over the years.

Would I have shaved if I had never worn panties? Probably not. And if I had never shaved I may have never realized just how small I really am when I'm not excited. It's embarrassing really. I feel submissive to men with larger cocks now. That never happened before. But, panties fit so much better when you have a little sissy clit. And a SMOOTH clit? Feeling the slippery fabric slide over it is wonderful.

Would I have agreed to anal training if I wasn't smooth and in panties? Probably not. But I did. And I found out I love the feel of being fucked by a vibrator or some other toy. It makes me leak. I've gotten to where just feeling the toy slide into me creates a little (or not so little) spurt of precum. Having a vibrator at work makes me even wetter. Having so much precum that I can feel it moving through my clit is amazing. No control of it. It betrays any denial I have of being a sissy and leaves such a wonderfully embarrassing wet spot in whatever lingerie I have on at the time.

Panties turn me on so much that per "Sir's" request, I have cum in them, licked them clean, and then gone to bed with the wet fabric reminding me what a sissy I am as I try to fall asleep next to my vanilla wife. Would I have let him make me into a cum eating sissy if it wasn't for the effect of panties on me? Probably not.

My panty fetish has grown from a fun little kink to making me into a cum eating sissy who fantasizes about getting fucked and sucking cocks, maybe even both at the same time. But I only feel this way when I'm dressed. Put me in male clothes and the idea is totally foreign to me.

I'll never admit to any of this in "real life" of course. It's not who I am. Unless I'm in lingerie. Put me in a bra, panties, and thigh high stockings and I'll have no choice but to suck and be fucked. Women with strap ons, men who like panty clad sissies, it doesn't matter.

Tonight i'm in the same pair of purple panties that I had on the night I started my cum eating training, and felt the need to report what a slut panties make me. I'm sure I'd refuse if asked, but put me in lingerie, get me on my knees, and there's a pretty good chance you'd be able to cum in my mouth if that was your pleasure.

The real question is if you'd make me swallow?

Yes, panties are trouble...
I too feel different when I am on my knees with a cock in my mouth and I am wearing panties it is more for me than the cock that I am sucking. There was a time that I was sucking a guys cock and I was wearing a pair of his wife’s panties. Right at the moment that he started cumming he grabbed my head with his hands and thrust his cock to the back of my throat shooting a big load down my throat. At that almost exact moment the bedroom door opened up and it was his wife. We did not even stop I just kept swallowing and he kept pumping his load until his balls were empty. For me that was such a turn on to have a woman see me taking a big cock down my throat. She said good now I don’t have to do it. I don’t think she knew I was wearing her panties until later when I told her. She actually wanted me to blow him again in front of her. She laid back on the bed and fucked herself with her vibrator. She put her vibrator in my mouth and down my throat a few times. I loved the fact that she watched me take that big cock she has had it in her mouth and thought it too big, I was proud!
 
When I'm dressed in male clothes I may feel a bit amorous at times, but slipping on pair of nice shiny panties amps it up to a new level. Sure, there are times I put them on after a shower and get on with my day, and I may even forget I'm wearing them. But then out of the blue I will move, the feel will remind me what I am wearing under my jeans, and my thoughts will change. I might bite my lip. I may tense up just a bit, and/or start breathing a little harder. Especially if I then go to porn sites my thoughts change to submission and serving people.

I have an agreement with someone on Fetlife that I will wear panties whenever I am signed on there. I think he knows that panties have this effect on me. I think they are a big part of why I have agreed to some of his requests over the years.

Would I have shaved if I had never worn panties? Probably not. And if I had never shaved I may have never realized just how small I really am when I'm not excited. It's embarrassing really. I feel submissive to men with larger cocks now. That never happened before. But, panties fit so much better when you have a little sissy clit. And a SMOOTH clit? Feeling the slippery fabric slide over it is wonderful.

Would I have agreed to anal training if I wasn't smooth and in panties? Probably not. But I did. And I found out I love the feel of being fucked by a vibrator or some other toy. It makes me leak. I've gotten to where just feeling the toy slide into me creates a little (or not so little) spurt of precum. Having a vibrator at work makes me even wetter. Having so much precum that I can feel it moving through my clit is amazing. No control of it. It betrays any denial I have of being a sissy and leaves such a wonderfully embarrassing wet spot in whatever lingerie I have on at the time.

Panties turn me on so much that per "Sir's" request, I have cum in them, licked them clean, and then gone to bed with the wet fabric reminding me what a sissy I am as I try to fall asleep next to my vanilla wife. Would I have let him make me into a cum eating sissy if it wasn't for the effect of panties on me? Probably not.

My panty fetish has grown from a fun little kink to making me into a cum eating sissy who fantasizes about getting fucked and sucking cocks, maybe even both at the same time. But I only feel this way when I'm dressed. Put me in male clothes and the idea is totally foreign to me.

I'll never admit to any of this in "real life" of course. It's not who I am. Unless I'm in lingerie. Put me in a bra, panties, and thigh high stockings and I'll have no choice but to suck and be fucked. Women with strap ons, men who like panty clad sissies, it doesn't matter.

Tonight i'm in the same pair of purple panties that I had on the night I started my cum eating training, and felt the need to report what a slut panties make me. I'm sure I'd refuse if asked, but put me in lingerie, get me on my knees, and there's a pretty good chance you'd be able to cum in my mouth if that was your pleasure.

The real question is if you'd make me swallow?

Yes, panties are trouble...
Thanks for taking the time to explore the urges, the impulsions, the discrete charm
of fleshing out one's fetishistic bestiary. It is always interesting to chart the series
of steps which must be climbed (though it can all take place in a trice), before one
experiences the gorgeous mouthfeel of a throbbing boner, pistoning in and out of
warm, sucking mouth - the all-over body flush and dopamine flooding as the cock
sucker builds his yearning for the tidal wave of sweet boy jism (18+ only) to fill his
yearning mouth and sluice down his hungry throat.

One's own painfully-quivering hard on may just let go with incontinent spurts and
gushes of creamy goodness, whether onto the carpet, onto mother's nightie, into one's
favourite panties or, indeed, into the mouth of another acolyte.

It is fascinating how quickly this whole pleasure dome becomes a compulsive
sexual heroin, often from small beginnings, a school chum forcing his bulging
boner into one's mouth in a moment of irresistIble passion, or the gradual
movement toward oral gratification after one's first gropings have led to rythmic
mutual masturbation that craves even ore stimulation.

It's an addiction who's thirst may be slaked only a few times in a lifetime or
which may impel one to change one's lifestyle completely to rely on serial
cocksucking as one's main source of protein.
 
I’m going to the mall when it opens to try some new clothes at Nordstroms. I’m going to wear my sparkly pink Victoria Secrets thong; so sexy to have them on in the dressing room
I'd love to go shopping with you. We will try on all the cute dresses. Omg, all those wonderful fabrics ☆☆☆☆☆
 
I'd love to go shopping with you. We will try on all the cute dresses. Omg, all those wonderful fabrics ☆☆☆☆☆
I get all my stuff online but did go out shopping once with a female aquintance. I was so scared but that what made it so worth while. All the staff at the different women’s store were very helpful and understanding even when trying out dresses, high heels and lingerie
 
I get all my stuff online but did go out shopping once with a female aquintance. I was so scared but that what made it so worth while. All the staff at the different women’s store were very helpful and understanding even when trying out dresses, high heels and lingerie
Even before I came out fully and live as Kim, I never had any hesitation to try something on. Be it walmart, target, lane bryant or Torrid.

I did take me almost a year from making decision to dress full-time to making my public debut. Now I have 0 hesitations about going out dressed and no longer own any male clothing.

Even changing name and gender on birth certificate to match what I identify as cause while I'm waiting a year to see if I want to go past just dressing and identifying as female to transitioning I will never go back to male identity or clothing
 
Congratulations I know that takes a lot of courage. But must be incredibly satisfying as well. Are you dating any nice men?
 
Congratulations I know that takes a lot of courage. But must be incredibly satisfying as well. Are you dating any nice men?
Haven't found one yet.

And yeah first time walking out of Torrid wearing a skirt set was nerve wracking as hell. I dont go out much normally anyway so only 5 appearances fully dressed in the week since but last 2 Shopping on Friday and getting meds yesterday 0 nerves.

Much more comfortable now going out. And if anyone wants to be hateful im just gonna smile and walk away.

And my family is very very supportive so im really lucky there as well which made a huge difference knowing I had their support.

2 of my siblings have expressed they feel since im changing my name like they are losing a brother cause I've been that fir 53 years. And im like those memories will be there and not losing a brother gaining a sister thats a sarcastic idiot...
 
I love your attitude and am so glad you have family support. That seems to be one of the more important things for happiness when one transitions. I have gone out dressed several times with other girls to bars and restaurants or to visit a man at his hotel. I just love going out all dressed up!!
 
I love your attitude and am so glad you have family support. That seems to be one of the more important things for happiness when one transitions. I have gone out dressed several times with other girls to bars and restaurants or to visit a man at his hotel. I just love going out all dressed up!!
I haven't started down the transitioning path yet. My plan is to live a year as Kim and see if just dressing is enough. Then I'll decide what path to take.

I am sure of 1 thing i will never go back to identifying as male or wearing male clothing which is why I've started one step that could be considered as "transitioning". And that is legally changing name and gender on birth certificate. So my legal documents such as ID, insurance and so forth fits the name and identity i am.

Thankfully changing name and gender wont affect my disability benefits. And Dr's offices agreed to use preferred name
 
I hope you do. My transitioning journey will hopefully start in July. It can be tough but I hope to be as feminine as I want.
 
I hope you do. My transitioning journey will hopefully start in July. It can be tough but I hope to be as feminine as I want.
I was kidding myself. I already knew that dressing would not be enough. I am waiting on finding out if my niece's ex husband will be ok with me visiting next year around his son with budding boobs. If not then I will not be going for a visit as I intend on starting HRT next week
 
I was kidding myself. I already knew that dressing would not be enough. I am waiting on finding out if my niece's ex husband will be ok with me visiting next year around his son with budding boobs. If not then I will not be going for a visit as I intend on starting HRT next week
I'm sure we'll figure it out.
 
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