Ravinder40
Not virgin
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What is something that people keep in their trousers that their partners love to blow?I'm 64 years old, married for 42 years and I need some answers. I am a very conservative, modest, and pretty private woman. I'm a little overweight, probably by about 20 pounds or so. I really enjoy sex and I have only been with one man my entire life, my husband. We were high school sweethearts. We have great sex even after all this time. We always laugh and ask each other how it can still be this good after all this time, but it is! My husband and I love to masturbate for each other, I love to suck him, and he loves to eat me. We really do make each other happy. I have 2 vibrators; 2 different sized dildo's and we use them all. I still fuck my husband in at least 6 or 8 different positions, but when he's eating me, or fingering me, my mind pretends it's another woman. Is that wrong?
My question is this, why is it when we watch porn, (we usually watch either threesomes, Masturbation compilations, or lesbian videos) do I find myself watching the women more than the men. I always picture myself in a threesome, but with another woman, not another man. Also, when we watch masturbation videos, I love to see the women playing with themselves more than the men, but my favorite is a hot lesbian video. I never admitted this to my husband, but I can't take my eyes off the screen when it's a woman, or a woman on a woman. Like I said in the beginning, I'm a very conservative and pretty modest woman.
Am I alone in this or are there more women who hide this feeling? My ideal situation would be to be in bed with my husband and another woman, and have him tell us what to do, because I know it would involve a lot of pussy eating and playing with each other's pussy's. I would also love to watch my husband fuck another woman from behind while she was eating me out. I would get the benefit of having my pussy eaten while watching him put his cock in another woman. The other thing I love is a woman with small perky tits, I would love to feel her up and suck on her little nipples.
Another thing I would love, would be to be present in a room while two women were having sex. I would just sit in a very comfortable chair, turn on my vibrator and play while watching them go at it.
I would also love to be the one calling the shots, have them do whatever I wanted to see. I think I would start off by having them sit side by side and masturbate for me. When I was satisfied, I would have them give each other a sensual massage, but only the front. At that point I probably would have had about ten orgasms, but I still wouldn't be satisfied and would need to see them go down on each other. I would be the one to decide who was better. I just love a womans body, including my own, that why I masturbate a lot.
I'm afraid that if I ever brought this up to my husband, he might feel like he's not getting the job done, but believe me, he does. I know he would love to watch me with another woman, but if I ever did give in to these feelings, I think I would have to be alone with her. I would need to completely explore my feelings, before I could have him with me. I'm not sure if it would be another woman similar in age and size to me who has the same conservative feelings that I do, or one of those wild young hotties who would be open to teaching me.
I'm totally conflicted about my feelings. it's not something I would ever be able to discuss with anyone that I know, but I do feel the need to talk about it. I have never had the chance to be with another woman, but if I ever did, I'm not sure what I would do. I would like to hear any thoughts from women who feel like me, assuming there are any out there. Also, if any have actually acted on their feelings at an older age. Please no men, this is an issue for another older woman. feel free to email me or leave a comment... This is a true story or maybe just a hopeful thought, but either way, I'm a confused Straight older woman.
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