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ManosDuros1

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Allison is a 30 year old woman who had been with her BF, Simon, since university. She finally finished the relationship as she was no longer willing to live with the sexual frustration she felt daily.
She had always harboured kinkier fantasies but had never been able to open up to anyone about them. When she finally told Simon, he was disgusted and advised she speak to a therapist about her perversion.

When she finally ends the relationship, she begins to watch porn for the first time in her life.
She is shocked but also turned on. It felt as if she had finally been given permission to enjoy the things she wouldn’t admit to before.
She enjoyed several different genres but the theme that turned her on, that had always turned her on, was the idea of humiliation, both watching and imagining herself in similar situations.
She was drawn to deepthroat gagging. She doesn’t know why, but it excited her intensely- the sloppier the better.
The first time she watched a woman gag on a long cock before the guy pulled out to ejaculate over her face, she felt breathless and her cunt ached. She hadn’t masturbated to porn yet- but would always wait and embellish the scene later in her imagination.
She considered these scenes degrading, and as such, they troubled her, all the more so as she knew this was no small part of what turned her on about them. Watching a woman kneeling at a man’s feet looking up at him - make up, hair and face a mess, her eyes red from gagging – she felt torn between her feminist ideals and the slick rush of heat developing between her legs. She admitted to herself that seeing a slutty bimbo destroyed by retching on an impossibly large cock lit a fire in her cunt because part of her wanted to be the one kneeling, with her hands behind her, gazing up like an obedient bitch in heat.
Her favourite sites became

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She loved the ridiculous, slutty outfits the women would wear and the vapid “interviews” before the scene when they would boast about being proficient cock-gobblers and obedient cum-chuggers who ‘luuurrved’ the taste of cum. It surprised her that there was no shortage of women willing to perform like barking seals as they gagged and drooled for millions of horny viewers , but she couldn’t deny a secret envy that they were doing it but she wasn’t.
It seemed every aspect of these sites were designed to inflame her desire to be sexually humiliated. The guttural sounds the women made – honking and grunting as they tried to swallow a cock - made her cheeks flush and her twat drool. Similarly, to Alison's mind there were few facial expressions more comically undignified than that of the women on throated.com or swallowed.com as they tried and failed to inhale the obscenely large members they worshipped so diligently. Eyes bulging beneath a brow wrinkled in idiot concentration as saliva dripped from their stretched mouths -it was as if the scenes were specifically designed to transform them into cock hungry gargoyles.
However, the aspect of these scenes that could make her disappear to the office bathroom next day at work, was the transformation from elegant porn diva - makeup, hair and eyelashes on point and the very picture of pampered poise- to wretched slag kneeling with legs spread and cunt a-gape with a hot mess of saliva, cum and the occasional fake eyelash strip stuck to her face and hair.
Eventually she masturbated while watching these scenes and learned to edge herself to the point of no return, when her back would arch she would collapse with a sob, unable to still her trembling legs.
She admitted to herself that a large part of the turn on for her was not just the stars’ humiliation, but how much they owned it and viscerally enjoyed it.
When her legs finally stopped shaking and she was able to think again, she would sometimes consider what it would be like to perform in such a scene. The idea of millions of people watching her gag and drool on a monstrous cock - her makeup growing ever more clown-like around her reddening eyes, would push her over the edge again into another gut wrenching orgasm .
She realises very soon that she needs to explore her kink further IRL.
She confides her fantasies to a trusted GF, who gives her the contact details for an experienced sex therapist who now works as a professional Dom helping women explore their submissive desires in a safe, non judgemental environment.

The RP begins with Allison’s first visit to Dr. McGuire’s office for initial consultation and to describe in detail what she fantasises about and how she would like to enact her fantasies.
Any women interested in the role of Allison- please let me know.

Yours,
DR. McGuire.
 
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