Sorry for the tragic news, but gay porn star Arpad Milkos killed himself, he was 45.
I know this might sound a bit cold hearted, but he should've, at least, got help instead of taking his life.
This is different from kids who kill themselves for being gay, but really, suicide is a horrible disgusting act of selffishness and cowardice. That's how I feel about it. I am depressed all the time, and while I do think about it, I just think killing yourself is just wrong, both in terms of your mortal life and morality.