Wishing upon a star, I call out into the night, “Come to me!”
I know you are out there, somewhere. I am so lonely. I need you so much. I need your companionship, your strength, you wisdom and your nurturing guidance. I await your mastery and long for your approval as you guide me and mold me into being the best me that I can be. I need you to expertly peel back the layers of my mind, till I am lying bare before you with trust shining in my eyes; eager and ready for you to claim me, to possess me, to own me. I pray for the day when I will see the pride in your eyes as I submit all that I am into your keeping.
I want to belong to you, belong with you. I have seen you so many times in my sleep; your scent lingers on my skin. The memories of these dreams remain, haunting me throughout the day. Every day, I am tormented with thoughts of what could be, if only you were here. My skin is so sensitized by the absence of touch. I need to feel the reality of your hands upon my flesh, needing me, mastering my response. I long to feel the heat of your breath as you whisper in my ear; your calm command releasing my spirit, for your pleasure and for mine...
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Sincerely, Jayce S. Scribe
P.S. I just want to add a little note here, as I know my signature will automatically update on all my posts. Im afraid that I have been found out by the Husband. Thus, it is my regret to inform you that I will no longer be able to continue my search. However, I do intend on stoping by from time to time, to check messages and to share my words... Sincerest thanks to those of you who have messaged me, persued me, and flattered me. I am humbled by your compliments.
"I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance." -Socrates
"I, with deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman." -Anais Nin