Faux_Pas
Santa Baby...
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Magic.
Even the mere word was not allowed in Anya's home. Her father had banned it from even being uttered in his presence, a demand he had made years ago; when Anya was merely 7 years old. She had found something. Something that left her in utter awe, a thing that haunted her dreams and thoughts ever since that day.
A book. A wonderful, leatherbound tome. A clasp against its cover, heavy and tight to its edges. It had taken a bit for Anya to manage to pull it open with her tiny fingers, but the feeling that overcame her the moment the words inside were revealed- Incredible. Amazing. Something she would never, ever forget. Something she wanted to know so much more about. To learn everything this book had to offer, that it seemed to be drawing her in to read....
"ANYA!" The harsh voice of her father barked out behind the young girl, a frightened squeak leaving her as she slammed the book closed and spun around on the floor, her eyes wide and frightened as he stared at her. A gaze full of anger and horror, a stare he held upon her as he rushed over to pluck the tome from the floor. "How dare you go through the belongings of your father! The things you touch, child- They are not toys!" He pounded his fist against the ornate cover to punctuate his words, continuing to stare her down. "You need to understand... There are things..."
The way his voice changed then...
It was another thing she would never forget...
"There are things in my past, child, that I do not want to harm you. The decisions made in what feels to be a lifetime ago. Actions taken by a man I no longer am. Things that..." He paused, shaking his head as he touched the book once again. "...Other influences placed within my mind. There are those who I have harmed, Anya. Things I cannot be forgiven..." The book was quickly shoved back into the chest where she had found it, her father leaning down upon the lid to close it and staring her firmly in the eyes. "Swear to me. Swear to me that you will never touch that chest again, Anya."
"I... I swear, Poppa." Her tiny voice was trembling, frightened by the actions and words brought out from her father.
She had promised. Sworn.
She stayed clear of the chest, though the glances given to her father's room daily, the curious thoughts that returned to her. The call of the book. The ideas that came to her. The sound she thought she heard in her head- a voice. Calling to her.
A true Call from the Book.
Impossible.
But she continued to hear it, day after day, night after night. Gentle whispers, sometimes screaming demands that filled her ears. It drew her to her father's door, staring longingly to that box, knowing it was still there. Day after day, month after month... Year after year.
He knew.
The call came from somewhere else at various times. The shelves beside his bed. Behind the cabinets of the kitchen. Buried beneath the hay of the horses. He knew she could find it, for it always changed.
A freshly dug patch of dirt met her one morning, after returning from the market. Her father told her it was merely a tree he had planted, but she knew otherwise. The book. And its call continued, more pleading than ever. Freedom. Release.
The sound was overwhelming. She had to, she simply had to... She waited until her father slept days later, taking to the night's moonlight to guide her as she dug with her bare hands. Piles of dirt, her dress soiled and her fingers embedded with grime- but she had it, wrapped tightly in a cloth and saved from the stain of earth.
That same rush as when she was a child, returning to her once more over 10 years later.
Magic.
Spells.
She knew what this book could do. That there was power hidden within it, and that she merely needed to learn how to harness it.
Her father had deemed it evil. No, not the book itself. What it had done to him. But he had said it was so long ago... She was not like him. The book had begged her to help. Surely something that could plea so sorrowfully couldn't be evil.
"Be kind with me," She whispered softly, cradling it tightly to her chest. "Be kind with me, and I shall treat you in the same manner... Help me to redeem my father from the sins he feels he has weighing him so heavily..."
Night after night, she returned to the barn, trying to learn the spells within those pages as her father slept. Complicated things, things that caused after effects that she didn't understand- small fires, burns to her fingers, marks upon her skin; things she tried hard to hide from others, especially her father. But the overwhelming joy she felt when she finally mastered two of them; a small levitation spell upon an apple, and a continuous small flame that she could keep going without burning her if she concentrated.
But she wanted more.
She needed to learn more.
What she needed... was a Master.
The thoughts continued to pour through her mind as she concentrated on her flame, a frown slowly taking her features the longer she let her thoughts shift. The sudden flare of the flame caused her to snap back into concentration, but far too late to stop the fire from spreading- the hay quickly catching fire, the flames overtaking the walls. She screamed out at that, trying to find some way- any way- to stop it from fully burning the structure.
Her father came to her aid, a lie spewed out about a dropped lantern as she came to check upon the horse, a promise to repay every lost piece of food taken in the fire sworn to him.
Magic would not be enough to pull off such a thing. Money was not an available thing, as well.
Thievery became her only option, using the little levitation spell she had taken up so well to pilfer coin pouches from people in the market. It was working rather well, for a time. No one had yet to really notice what she was doing. It was not the way she intended to use the book, but... Even the greatest of heroes had to make a few wrongs to find their final righteous act, did they not?
Even the mere word was not allowed in Anya's home. Her father had banned it from even being uttered in his presence, a demand he had made years ago; when Anya was merely 7 years old. She had found something. Something that left her in utter awe, a thing that haunted her dreams and thoughts ever since that day.
A book. A wonderful, leatherbound tome. A clasp against its cover, heavy and tight to its edges. It had taken a bit for Anya to manage to pull it open with her tiny fingers, but the feeling that overcame her the moment the words inside were revealed- Incredible. Amazing. Something she would never, ever forget. Something she wanted to know so much more about. To learn everything this book had to offer, that it seemed to be drawing her in to read....
"ANYA!" The harsh voice of her father barked out behind the young girl, a frightened squeak leaving her as she slammed the book closed and spun around on the floor, her eyes wide and frightened as he stared at her. A gaze full of anger and horror, a stare he held upon her as he rushed over to pluck the tome from the floor. "How dare you go through the belongings of your father! The things you touch, child- They are not toys!" He pounded his fist against the ornate cover to punctuate his words, continuing to stare her down. "You need to understand... There are things..."
The way his voice changed then...
It was another thing she would never forget...
"There are things in my past, child, that I do not want to harm you. The decisions made in what feels to be a lifetime ago. Actions taken by a man I no longer am. Things that..." He paused, shaking his head as he touched the book once again. "...Other influences placed within my mind. There are those who I have harmed, Anya. Things I cannot be forgiven..." The book was quickly shoved back into the chest where she had found it, her father leaning down upon the lid to close it and staring her firmly in the eyes. "Swear to me. Swear to me that you will never touch that chest again, Anya."
"I... I swear, Poppa." Her tiny voice was trembling, frightened by the actions and words brought out from her father.
She had promised. Sworn.
She stayed clear of the chest, though the glances given to her father's room daily, the curious thoughts that returned to her. The call of the book. The ideas that came to her. The sound she thought she heard in her head- a voice. Calling to her.
A true Call from the Book.
Impossible.
But she continued to hear it, day after day, night after night. Gentle whispers, sometimes screaming demands that filled her ears. It drew her to her father's door, staring longingly to that box, knowing it was still there. Day after day, month after month... Year after year.
He knew.
The call came from somewhere else at various times. The shelves beside his bed. Behind the cabinets of the kitchen. Buried beneath the hay of the horses. He knew she could find it, for it always changed.
A freshly dug patch of dirt met her one morning, after returning from the market. Her father told her it was merely a tree he had planted, but she knew otherwise. The book. And its call continued, more pleading than ever. Freedom. Release.
The sound was overwhelming. She had to, she simply had to... She waited until her father slept days later, taking to the night's moonlight to guide her as she dug with her bare hands. Piles of dirt, her dress soiled and her fingers embedded with grime- but she had it, wrapped tightly in a cloth and saved from the stain of earth.
That same rush as when she was a child, returning to her once more over 10 years later.
Magic.
Spells.
She knew what this book could do. That there was power hidden within it, and that she merely needed to learn how to harness it.
Her father had deemed it evil. No, not the book itself. What it had done to him. But he had said it was so long ago... She was not like him. The book had begged her to help. Surely something that could plea so sorrowfully couldn't be evil.
"Be kind with me," She whispered softly, cradling it tightly to her chest. "Be kind with me, and I shall treat you in the same manner... Help me to redeem my father from the sins he feels he has weighing him so heavily..."
Night after night, she returned to the barn, trying to learn the spells within those pages as her father slept. Complicated things, things that caused after effects that she didn't understand- small fires, burns to her fingers, marks upon her skin; things she tried hard to hide from others, especially her father. But the overwhelming joy she felt when she finally mastered two of them; a small levitation spell upon an apple, and a continuous small flame that she could keep going without burning her if she concentrated.
But she wanted more.
She needed to learn more.
What she needed... was a Master.
The thoughts continued to pour through her mind as she concentrated on her flame, a frown slowly taking her features the longer she let her thoughts shift. The sudden flare of the flame caused her to snap back into concentration, but far too late to stop the fire from spreading- the hay quickly catching fire, the flames overtaking the walls. She screamed out at that, trying to find some way- any way- to stop it from fully burning the structure.
Her father came to her aid, a lie spewed out about a dropped lantern as she came to check upon the horse, a promise to repay every lost piece of food taken in the fire sworn to him.
Magic would not be enough to pull off such a thing. Money was not an available thing, as well.
Thievery became her only option, using the little levitation spell she had taken up so well to pilfer coin pouches from people in the market. It was working rather well, for a time. No one had yet to really notice what she was doing. It was not the way she intended to use the book, but... Even the greatest of heroes had to make a few wrongs to find their final righteous act, did they not?