Dave4play83
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He couldn't believe he was doing this. Where had his personal life gone so wrong that he was resorting to this? I mean it wasn't all that long ago he was in, what he thought was, a happy, loving, long term relationship. Or was it? Shit...Becky was 18 months ago. The way it had ended had left some pretty deep scars, maybe that was why it felt like only last week she had torn his world apart. Since then his confidence had hit rock bottom and steadily his social life had crumbled away, leaving him spending long nights alone in what he liked to think of as his bachelor pad, but what in reality had become a cage of nightly (sometimes twice nightly) self abuse.
But porn and internet chat rooms where quickly loosing there appeal and, apart from one very brief encounter in a corridor of a night club, it had been 18 months since he had felt the silky flesh of a woman against him. He had almost forgotten what a woman felt like, the soft velvet of their skin, the heat of their body, the joy of taking a hard nipple and sucking it gently between his lips. Oh and the taste of pussy, what was that like again? He couldn't recall but he remembered it was good.
It was these thoughts endlessly swimming through his head as he sat alone in his 'pad' this evening that had forced his hand. He needed a woman's touch again. So he emptied his account of what money he had left from that months wages and dressed himself to impress. Shiny fake Italian leather shoes, best suit trousers and tight fitting dress shirt leaving the top few buttons open. He messed up his wavy brown hair with wax and lightly coated his skin with Hugo Boss. He even trimmed his messy beard (of which he was quite proud) into some fashionable stubble. Standing there in front of the mirror staring at his slender, athletic, 6ft frame he wondered what the problem was. 'I'd do me' he thought.
He almost changed his mind at this point, maybe the local pub would be a better idea? Maybe I'll meet someone there. But he had already tried and failed in this endeavor, women can smell fear.
And so it was that at 10pm on this Friday evening Dave took a last deep breath, strode with all the confidence he could muster past the two burly men on the door, up the long dark staircase, paid his £10 entrance fee, before walking through the black curtain into Diamonds Strip Club. Alone.
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