I haven't been on for a few months now. I haven't been very well and it's had a life changing impact on me. I found a lump in one of my tesicles and it wasn't good news. Straight into surgery and one testicle gone.
It's a bit of a stark realisation laying in a hospital bed coming to terms with what's just happened, but also how lucky I've been.
In that moment I decided I'm going to do what I want to do and be myself. So I've elected to have the other one removed as well. Not only will this prevent the prospect of anything nasty occurring in the future but as some of my close friends on here already know, becoming ball-less has been a big fantasy of mine.
Obviously this will be of benefit for my en femme dreams as well which I will now be pursuing full time, with a little nudge from some hormone help. I'm also considering a 24/7 chastity lifestyle as well so I can focus on gaining any sexual pleasure from being penetrated.
Not sure why I'm really posting this, guess it's just nice to get stuff out there sometimes.