What is your "go to" memory for masturbation?

[VA_Boy]

Baby oil on two massive boobies. Titty fucked until I came. Her face, nose, hair and eye glasses covered in my cum.

[man_4_milf]

GF's mom when I was a teen. She was my first mature woman and the first woman I had sex with repeatedly. She demanded no condoms and that I leave her something to feel inside when she left. It was hot and still stirs me even though my sexual tastes are so much wider now than they were then.

[MarathonATL]

My "go to" involves my first MM experience. My cousin was 6 years older than me, but introduced me to his group of friends who all accepted me readily. It was a pretty hard core party group back in the late 70's and we used to spend weekends at one guys apartment indulging in lots of alcohol and some mother nature. Glenn was a nice guy, probably 25 at the time and he worked as a local DJ at one of the radio stations. He had a massive LP collection and I got to the point where I would go hang out at his apartment and chill, listening to his vast collection of music. There was an Air Force base close by and a lot of the residents of the apartments were in the service.

One Saturday afternoon I was out by the pool at the apartment with Glenn, drinking beer, and we met a pretty, blond19yo Air Force girl. She was hitting on me pretty hard, at least I thought so anyway. We had a good afternoon, but unfortunately, I got a bit sunburn.

Later that afternoon I went home, showered and was hanging out with my uncle when my friend Glenn called and told me the Air Force girl wanted to go out on a double date that night with one of her friends. I hurriedly got ready for what I thought would be my "first" real date with a woman. I borrowed my uncle's truck, he was really casual about me driving when I needed to. I think about how stupid that was then, especially as much as we drank and smoked back then.

Anyways, I arrived at Glenn's apartment, early evening, and began drinking and smoking...already pretty lit, but coming down from an afternoon of partying by the pool. As the evening went on, the girls never arrived and by 11pm or so, I pretty much had given up on them. I was very well beyond the point that I was going to be able to drive, so Glenn insisted I spend the night at his place. I agreed and as the night was closing I started getting comfortable on the sofa. Glenn suggested that I should really join him on his King size bed so that I would be more comfortable...so I followed him into his room. Next to the bed was a stack of Penthouse magazines. He told me to get comfortable, that I couldn't sleep in those tight jeans -- remember those skin tight bell bottom jeans we wore back then, lol, so I should just sleep in my underwear. I didn't think anything about it, so I peeled off my jeans and crawled up into the bed. He said he was going to take a shower, and if I wanted I could check out the magazines. I pulled the top one off the stack and started looking at the pictures as he was showering. I noticed the second magazine in the stack was a Playgirl...I was curious about it, so after checking out the hot Penthouse babes for a while, I grabbed the Playgirl and started flipping through it, looking at the nice looking guys and focusing on the way too few "cock" shots, lol.

When I heard Glenn turn off the shower, I realized I was very hard and quickly went under the covers to keep from embarrassing myself...and as I was putting the Playgirl back down under the Penthouse he came strolling out and saw what I was looking at. Glenn was completely nude, with a half hard cock sticking out in front of him...he looked at the magazine I was looking at, then he saw my drunken gaze at his cock and kind of laughed. He asked me if I was looking at the naked guys...I said "yes - I was just checking it out, never seen one of those magazines before"...he kind of chuckled and ask me if I liked what I had seen. I was kind of dazed, but just said, I like the women better.

Glenn asked me if I minded if he slept nude, that he always did, and he hoped it didn't make me uncomfortable...I was in a mood where I said "of course not!"

After he crawled into bed next to me he asked me how my sunburn was on my shoulders, and if I wanted he could put some lotion on them. I was hard as a rock when I took my shirt off, so now all I had was my underwear on, lying next to a naked man, 10 years older than me. I lay on my stomach as he began applying lotion to my shoulders and back. I could feel his cock hardening against my leg and was going crazy, not yet realizing what was happening. The next thing I know, he asked me to roll over. I did and he continued to rub lotion into my chest, but I could see him looking at my hard cock poking its head out of the waistband of my underwear. His hands worked their way down my body and finally found my cock, which he began stroking softly. He asked me again about the Playgirl magazine and if the men had turned me on, because he likes to look at men as much as he likes women. As he stroked me, whispering how nice my cock was, he sat up on his knees with his cock a few feet from my face and asked me whether I liked looking at his dick. I moaned that I thought it was hot. With that, he knelt down and took my cock into his mouth and started giving me my first blowjob.

The whole time, he kept telling me how nice my dick was and how good it felt in his mouth. After a while, he asked me if I would like to like to suck his dick as well. He laid back and started stroking his hard cock...it was long and skinny..*****bably 9" with a big mushroom head, skinnier than my 7" but sticking straight up, where mine has a curve and clings to my stomach.

I went down on him, the whole time he was telling me how good I sucked cock and how wonderful it felt. Within minutes he began pumping into my mouth and exploded with a big load of cum. I sucked it down, thinking this is what I am supposed to do. When he was done, he told me to lay back that he really wanted to taste my cum as well...he began blowing me again...then a few minutes later said "wait, I need to go get something..." and he jumped up and went into the bathroom. He came back with a tube of KY, squirted some on his finger and started caressing my asshole as he went down on me again. As soon as his finger entered my tight virgin ass, his mouth clamped down on my cock and I started pumping my cum into his mouth. After I came down, I immediately felt guilty...the thoughts were running through my head "I can't believe I just did this...I am *NOT* gay!"

I jumped up and told him...I am sorry, I didn't mean to do this...I need to go. He was already rubbing the KY on his dick which was hardening again and said "let's continue...I have lot's more to show you..."

I was just whigged out and even though I was pretty drunk and stoned I just said "I can't...I need to go..." I grabbed my clothes and got dressed and hurried out of the apartment and drove back to my uncle's house.

That was the last time I saw Glenn...summer was coming to an end and I was so embarrassed and scared about "becoming gay" that I didn't go back over to his apartment, even though he would call me every night and invite me over. I kept blowing him off finding some excuse or another. Then a few weeks later I was on a flight back home, where I tried to put the memory to rest.

But I found myself, almost every time afterward that I was masturbating, thinking about that evening. Should I have stayed? Especially years later, when I found how much pleasure I get when anally penetrated, I often fantasized about what would have come if I had hung out longer that evening. I know he wanted to penetrate my virgin ass...and I fantasize about how wonderful it would have felt to be thoroughly fucked by him.

I recently told my wife of 20 years about this incident, the first person ever that I confided in. She thought I was essentially "molested" or "raped". She was apologizing, saying how horrible I must have felt. I didn't really have the heart to tell her how turned on it has made me over the years to remember this incident and to wonder "what if".

But, yes, this is and likely always be my "go to" fantasy.

[Beck31]

Bieng ridden and of course fooling around in the car parked behind a convience store. A bottle of cheap wine on the front seat.

[husky4life]

Originally Posted by RockHardKP

College days.....I headed to my girlfriends (Laura) apartment horny for some action. I had a key so I let myself in. She had just taken a shower and was on the couch wearing just a tee shirt talking on the phone to her friend back home (Stephanie). I waited patiently while they talked about silly stuff, until I couldn't take it any longer. I started sucking her toes and then licking behind her knee. Laura half heartedly tried to push me away but I persisted and she ended up spreading her legs. I dove in and just devoured her pussy as she put the phone on speaker and continued chatting with Stephanie. Eventually she was quietly moaning and whimpering and not responding appropriately to the conversation, until Stephanie finally asked "Are you OK?" Laura just blurted out "Sorry, but KP is eating my pussy and it feels really good". I was surprised that the call wasn't ended at that point but the girls kept talking with Stephanie asking a lot of questions and Laura explaining how I had come over and describing every detail of what I was doing. Stephanies breathing started getting heavy on the other end as she asked Laura things like "Is his cock hard?....Are you gonna cum?" I just kept licking away at Laura's very wet pussy until she groaned out a load orgasm........Stephanie immediately ordered from hundreds of miles away "Suck his Cock"....Laura and I switched places and Laura put the phone in my lap as she started a loud sloppy blow job, slurping and slobbering all over my dick. She was clearly making extra noise for her friends benefit.....I tried to hold out as long as I could but with Stephanie offering encouragement over the phone and Laura's obvious excitement, I soon emptied my balls..... Stephanie got herself off about the same time and then embarassingly hurried off the phone. Laura and I fucked for hours afterward. Months later we still talked about getting together with Stephanie for a live threesome, but we ended up breaking up before it could happen.........

That was fucking amazing... Wow

[Sonofawhore]

I always go back to the first time i saw my mom spread eagle for one of her boyfriends....think alot about her swallowing cock too

[Beck31]

Yeah. We know. Lol.

[Jay Richards]

I know this may sound weird, but my best excitement comes from reading my own submissions here on Lit. They are after all, my own fantasies put down in detail as I like it, with dialogue that I made up, but that I want to here her say. I definitely have become aroused by reading my own stuff, as well as some others here. Mr. Marathon for instance.

Jay

[Daniel_Hart]

I have a few, but a lovely interaction with a woman on lit when we first met is a favourite. It was searingly hot, and impromptu. Caught us both by surprise, and lead to many more interesting conversations which I also enjoyed. It opened my eyes to what is possible in the realm of just text...

[jomar]

So many to choose from....

The "so deep" one,

the "I want your cum in my mouth" one,

the "Come on my face" one,

the "I want you in my ass" one,

the "So fucking sexy" one,

the "Oh, God" one...

[stevec69]

Well, this one is a long story. We were in high school (all 18, of course). It was one of those raucous drunken house parties where everyone was toe up...but let's rewind.

My girlfriend--a stunning, 5'7" blonde tennis all star with legs that could kill ("Sarah" we'll call her)--and I had been together for some time. We had taken each other's virginity (at 18, of course) in center field of the baseball complex at the boarding school we both attended. It was like two blind kids fumbling around in the dark looking for a light switch...we had no idea what we were doing; I didn't even come. Needless to say, we both became much more skilled at sex as time went on and I pushed us into dirtier and dirtier, fringe acts.

In general, Sarah and I were like rabbits. Because we weren't allowed in each other's dorm rooms, we fucked in every outdoor place imaginable. We would carry a blanket into the woods, plop it down, and go to work. One time, we were going to a fairly popular spot overlooking the lake, and I told a few of my guy friends I was bringing her there to fuck...I suggested half jokingly that they come check it out. They took it seriously and were more than excited--it was obvious they'd fantasized about her before.

So there I am at the overlook, having pulled up her tennis skirt and ripped off her thong, eating her barren shaved pussy and slurping up her juices (she was the best I ever tasted), when I notice my three guy friends out of the corner of my eye creeping behind the shrubs up the path. That was when I put on a show. I ripped off her skirt and her top and had her completely naked then flipped her towards them, bent her over, and jammed my cock in her from behind. She never saw them even as their jaws dropped watching her in the throes of passion. I pulled back on her hair so her head would be angled up towards them, just so they could see her in all her glory, but I thought she never opened her eyes enough to see their lustful stares.

Though I'd never done this before, I wanted to demonstrate my dominance over her in front of the guys, so I flipped her back around toward me, laid her down on the ground, and finished myself off all over her face. I thought she'd be confused/frightened when I started stroking my cock right above her face, but she was smiling and reaching down to finger herself all the way through. After I came, she continued to touch herself, and with her other hand, she scooped my come that was all over her cheeks and forehead into her mouth. I looked up at my guys to see they were absolutely stunned. I was a hero.

Now, back to the house party. After the overlook incident, word about my sexual exploits with Sarah had spread through my class. Particularly impressed was a very close friend girl of mine (Liz, we'll call her)--even though I considered us platonic, I'd lusted after her for years; she had the kind of C-cups that pop horizontal and generally a body that could kill, and she was immensely sexual (one time at her house she allowed me to watch her as she showered, pressing her tits up against the glass and reaching down to soap her pussy and ass; in exchange, she made me stand there outside, hopeless and naked, stroking my bulging cock). She had profound sexual confidence and was desperate to fuck, but she hadn't found the relationship for it and wanted to wait. One of the guys she was most considering giving in to was a friend of mine (Tony, we'll say), and he had been there at the overlook as well.

We were all drunk. I went out to with Liz to her car to get more alcohol, and for some inexplicably reason we started making out. We'd flirted around the issue for years, and my lust towards her was a constant in our friendship, but this was the first time we'd just had at it. I pushed her up against the side of her car and reached down in between her legs. She had a loose summer dress on and I forced her underwear to the side and pushed my middle finger in her pussy. When I felt how tight and wet she was (and different, really, from Sarah), I sobered up. Woah, we have to go back inside, I said. This isn't right. She agreed.

I was so turned on by what had happened outside though that I immediately grabbed Sarah, who was talking to Tony, and suggested going to one of the guest bedrooms. Liz was right with me, and she half jokingly asked if Tony and she were invited. I said absolutely. All four of us went to the bedroom and shut/locked the door. Liz and Tony were acting reticent. I said, do you guys care if I demonstrate? I threw Sarah onto the bed and stripped her pants and top off, pulled my cock out of my fly and shoved it into her mouth as she lay flat in her bra and underwear.

It couldn't have been 30 seconds before Liz and Tony were hooking up and stripping clothing too. Soon, all four of us were in bed together. Sarah was naked and the rest of us were in various states of undress. Liz asked Sarah if she wanted to trade: Liz could have me and Sarah could have Tony--Sarah clearly would take it from him any way he wanted to give it, and Liz and I were already acquainted. Tony didn't even agree before Sarah had shifted toward him, forced his legs outward, and taken his cock fully in her mouth. It was the sexiest sight I'd ever witnessed, and I punched Tony in the arm and said "whatever, you better not come inside her." Sarah looked up at me coyly, as if she wanted nothing more than his load.

Meanwhile, Liz was horny, willing, and ready to continue what we'd started outside by her car. I was rock hard and proceeded to fuck her mouth for several minutes (this was a long-held fantasy fulfilled) when I looked over and saw my girlfriend of two years in absolute raw pleasure being penetrated by one of my best friends. Seeing how much she liked it was hard, and I took it out by doing increasingly impulsive things to Liz. I forced 69 with her on bottom and with her pussy and ass right next to Sarah's head. Occasionally, I would take a break from tonguing Liz's pussy and asshole and kiss Sarah, in the middle of her being fucked by Tony, to let her taste Liz's juices on me.

I wanted to fuck Liz so bad, but she was a virgin and I knew it was off limits. Regardless, I was drunk and frustrated and eventually threw her on her back and put my cock right on the outside of her opening. She told me she wouldn't stop me if I wanted to--she was wound up by hearing Sarah's moans of pleasure too--but some odd sense of integrity prevailed and I refused to put it in. I rubbed the tip all up and down her pussy and down to her ass, and I told her that her eager little opening was almost more than I could take. I could literally feel it pulsing, gripping onto me, pulling me in.

With frustration mounting, I resorted to fucking her mouth until I heard increasingly accelerated breathing coming from Tony--before I realized what was going on, he had blown his entire load inside my girlfriend...no warning, and without protection. I shoved him off of her immediately. She, drunkenly, was smiling, seemingly thrilled to have his juices inside her--she stuck her fingers in and licked them clean afterward--but I was pissed my one rule had been violated. He grabbed his clothes and ran out of the room, while she seemed blissfully dazed but ready for more.

With two girls to play with and a bit of an ax to grind, I started to have fun. As Sarah lay freshly fucked with a pussy full of Tony's come, I forced Liz to go down on Sarah and lick everything clean. Meanwhile, as Liz bent forward on her hands and knees to eat Sarah's pussy, I licked Liz's pussy and ass from the backside and impulsively forced my index finger into her anus. When I penetrated her tight little asshole, her body tensed up but her pussy became a fountain...it was literally dripping as I fingered her ass. She was clearly horny for an unconventional fuck, and I was ready to give it to her.

As Liz continued to lick Sarah's pussy, I shifted over and put my cock in Sarah's mouth. I needed to get it nice and wet so it would be lubricated for Liz's ass. As I pulled it out of Sarah's mouth, I slapped her across the face and called her a stupid slut. She was surprised, but then smiled and reached down for her pussy, again.

Then, when I angled my cock toward Liz's anus from behind and made contact with the opening, she expressed surprise and clenched her ass cheeks. Then, she seemed to process and accept what was happening to her as I slowly inched my cock in. She widened her doggy style stance and spread her ass open, doing her best to preserve her virginity by accepting a rear entry. When Sarah realized I was giving it to Liz anal, she was obviously floored--after all, I had never fucked her (or anyone else's) ass, though I'd wanted to--and she sat up for a closer look as I made slow progress toward full penetration.

When I finally pushed all the way in, Liz was clearly in pain. From all fours, she collapsed flat onto her stomach. I was still deeply buried in her ass, and despite her pain, I selfishly began thrusting in and out--at first, she seemed to be literally in agony but then she began crying out and backing her ass into me, simultaneously barking things like "ok I can take it" and "yeah fuck my dirty ass" and "I love it in my ass...fuck me!". Sarah was off to the side at this point, not sure quite what to do but clearly intrigued as she was touching herself and occasionally offering encouragement like "you can take it Liz; take it in your dirty ass." Eventually, after I pulled my cock out of Liz's ass, I grabbed Sarah by her hair, forced her head down to my waist level, and shoved my cock in her mouth. She'd had her fun with Tony--she was going to polish me clean.

But I still hadn't come. I couldn't get into a solid, repeated rhythm with Liz's ass--she kept having acute pain that forced me to slow down. As I pulled out, I whispered in her ear that she needed to hurry up and agree to take it in her pussy, like everyone else. I then began fucking Sarah, who'd already handled a good fucking and taken a solid load from Tony...and Liz became really involved. She was capitalizing on every position as we fucked--when I railed Sarah from behind, Liz was in front with her pussy angled up toward Sarah's mouth. When Sarah was sitting up riding me, Liz was underneath, licking my balls and tonguing Sarah's clit. It was like she wanted to be involved and would do anything necessary.

Oddly, I was stilling having trouble concentrating enough to come. What ultimately put me over the edge was Liz circling back behind me (as I was fucking Sarah doggy style)--she spread my ass cheeks with her palms, licked the very perimeter of my totally exposed asshole, and for some reason I totally relaxed as she was licking me, and I exploded into Sarah one of the most powerful and substantial loads of come I've ever released.

Sarah fell limp, smiling at having been more sexually satisfied than ever and being sexually released. Later that morning, she told me that bringing Tony's cock into her mouth in front of me was the most sexually liberating thing she had ever done--she's fantasized about him before--and that being fucked by another man while I watched had driven her to multiple organisms. She went on to admit not only that she'd seen my friends at the overlook that day (and performed accordingly) but that she was hoping all of them would come down and have their way, and that I would let them. Her ultimate fantasy was coming over to my dorm of 18 guys and satisfying every single one of us with her mouth, pussy, and ass.

To this day, I make myself come thinking of the actual memories: the lust on Sarah's face when she took Tony's cock and the extreme passion she showed as he was fucking her, and I think of Liz's bulging eyes as I fucked her mouth like I would a pussy, and the strain as I penetrated her ass. And then I think of Sarah's fantasies, which were hotter still...of being fucked and some of the things she admitted--"it's just so hot to think of Logan and Danny and Beau and Scott and you all circled around me stroking your big hard cocks and coming in my mouth and on my face as I ride Tony and take it in the ass from Shamari--oh my god, do you think I could even fit Shamari's cock in my mouth? I bet he's huge, but I think I would take him anywhere." Some things remain a fantasy, and maybe that's a shame.

[Millie_ann]

My go to memory is definitely one iv used MANY times in need of pleasure aid...

The memory is from a session with a guy who was very well grown in the right place (). I was on all 4's, doggy style, head buried in a pillow with my ass in the air as high as possible. With my legs spread, the guy (who's hand was shiny with lube) was slowly sliding his entire hand in and out of my pussy. After a time (felt like eternity) he sped up past until all I could hear was a continuous rhythmic sloshing noise. Looking in-between my legs I could see fluid (cum..wee..who knows) pouring our of me. Soon I buckled, screamed with a skin numbing orgasm and actually passed out. Apparently the guy didn't even stop fisting me and after a few seconds, I was brought back round to reality through another orgasm and that sounds of wet sloshing!

Anyway, thats my memory.

xxx

[Ozfetishguy]

Originally Posted by Millie_ann

My go to memory is definitely one iv used MANY times in need of pleasure aid...

The memory is from a session with a guy who was very well grown in the right place (). I was on all 4's, doggy style, head buried in a pillow with my ass in the air as high as possible. With my legs spread, the guy (who's hand was shiny with lube) was slowly sliding his entire hand in and out of my pussy. After a time (felt like eternity) he sped up past until all I could hear was a continuous rhythmic sloshing noise. Looking in-between my legs I could see fluid (cum..wee..who knows) pouring our of me. Soon I buckled, screamed with a skin numbing orgasm and actually passed out. Apparently the guy didn't even stop fisting me and after a few seconds, I was brought back round to reality through another orgasm and that sounds of wet sloshing!

Anyway, thats my memory.

xxx

Wow - that sounds so hot!

No wonder it's your "go to" memory!

[HeyAll]

Old teacher and professors I've had. That teacher/student fantasy never gets old for me.

[sterculius]

I most often jerk off, reliving in my mind the way that my best friend Larry would tightly hold onto my head and roughly fuck my mouth and throat as he was standing up while I was down on my knees in front of him. It made me feel like such a slut! I loved it!!

[Beck31]

Well the few times that I have felt the need to take care of myself--and I hope I don't get into trouble with a certian person for this--that memory has been an ex flat mate and crush. Wow she was cute. But that was a long time ago hence just a memory.

[wildxchild78]

I have a few fantasies that I think of when masturbating..

-daddy/daughter or mommy/daughter
-me and a tranny/ me, a tranny and my ex
-dominate older women/ younger sub girls

[Paul_Chance]

A memory from about four years ago. During the summer, I was staying at a rental on Cape Cod and the next door neighbor was a single blonde struggling-artist-on-a-trust-fund-divorcee. She was also, in some unfathomable way, sexual catnip. I go to the memory of how her scent, her taste, her touch, the way she felt when I was inside of her, and it's a short trip from there to an orgasm.

[Jessie_Pinkman]

Recently, it has been reliving an night with a husband and wife, who wanted to explore their kinkier side. It was pretty awesome.

[sereneone4u]

Various things, always ending in my capitulation

[The Next Big Star]

Back in high school, there was the following circle of friends:

Me
Dan
Stacy (Dan's younger by 2 years, and only, sister)
Jason (Who is married to Stacy)
Ken
Laura (Ken's wife)
Tim
Monica (Tim's wife)

We all always hung out and did everything together. Summer BBQ's at each other's houses/parents' houses, bowling on Saturday nights, going to movies as a big entourage (there were about 15 friends in our above mentioned circle of friends altogether), boating, movie nights in, etc.

We had all kind of known each other in middle school, but we all really first met and started hanging out when we got to high school. Dan and I had been hanging out all the time since we got to high school and then I met Stacy about a year later. Stacy and I tried dating for about a month in high school, but the extent of our physical romance was post-date hugs. I was extremely shy and lacked confidence with girls/women. After about a month, I assume the reason being that I was moving slower than a snail with affection, Stacy gave me the line on the phone one day of "I think we should just be friends". (All of us here groaning in unison right now). Dan, Stacy and I, as well as the rest of the group remained the best of friends and me and Stacy's 1 month of dating had no affect at all on me and Dan's friendship. The last two years of high school, Jason and Stacy started dating and really connected and at Stacy's open house 2 years after the rest of us graduated, Jason proposed to Stacy and they were married later that year. They had a son (their only child) about a year later. Jason and I were friends, but not nearly as close as Dan and I. Whereas Dan and I or Ken and I would hang out together all the time away from the group, Jason and I never did. We never spent the day together or went out to the bar with just each other.

Fast forward about 5 years later. One night online, Stacy and I were just having a normal, friendly chat (any of the guys in our group could chat with the guys and any of the girlfriends/wives could chat with the girlfriends/wives and also any of the guys in the group were totally cool with their girlfriend or wife chatting with any of the other guys in the group).

I can't remember what comment I made to cause her to say it, but I said something to which Stacy responded "lol...I'm really glad that we've always been able to remain good friends without there being any awkwardness between us from having dated at one time".

I told Stacy "Yeah, but to this day, there are things that I would have done a lot differently". Stacy asked "Like what?". I proceeded to tell Stacy "Well, for starters, I couldn't believe I was so shy and slow-moving with affection when we dated and that I'm sure that's why you broke it off". She did confirm it in a polite way and then asked "How would you have done things differently?" I told her "I definitely would have kissed you and had thought about how I would have done it the first time". In a non-threatening way, at least initially, she said "Well, it's a little boring around here tonight, so how about you entertain me? How about you describe for me how that kiss would have gone down?"

I began by saying "Well, first I would have brought your face close to mine like this" and within seconds, it somehow began to turn from a hypothetical re-telling of how it would've happened to what it would be like in person at that moment, thus turning it into the very initial stages of a "Cyber Makeout Session"/"Cyber Sex Session". Before it really kicked off, I asked her where Jason was and she replied "He just got a new video game that he's totally engrossed in right now". Having been over to their house several times and knowing that the computer was in the living room, located just feet away from the TV, I asked "Yeah, but isn't the computer right next to the TV?". She responded by saying "Yes, but earlier this week, we moved the furniture around in the living room, so the TV is facing the other direction. Trust me, he's completely oblivious to the fact that I'm even on the computer at all right now".

With that being said, we continued our little Cyber session, and I went into great detail with every move, which she was enjoying. We had gotten to the point in the "session" where she had my shirt off and had been kissing my chest and I had her shirt and bra off and had been sucking her breasts and, somehow, I think we could both predict what the next set of moves was going to be. I don't know if she legitimately had to go because I was taking so long with going into detail or if something startled her or scared her off, but she mentioned that she had to put her son to bed and then take a shower and get ready for bed herself.

I delayed her departure a bit by saying "Hmmm, it's a shame, because I don't suppose there's ever a possibility of us sharing that kiss that we never shared, is there?". She said "You never know ;-) ". I said "Seriously, so do you think there would ever be a possibility?". She said "I wouldn't be totally against it. But if we did, NO ONE could ever find out". She said "Now, I have to get the boy to bed and then take a shower, which our little chat here tonight will help make more pleasurable for me". I said "Yeah, I think I'll take one too". She said "Ahhh, nice. So, you can picture me in my shower while I'm on the other side of town, I'm picturing you in your shower. What's that word? When two people are doing the same thing in two different spots at the same time? (I couldn't come up with it at that moment) We'll talk more about the possible kiss tomorrow".

As I showered and then went to bed absolutely TREMBLING as I laid there in bed jerking off over our chat, I immediately remembered that 2 nights later, her and Jason were going to be hosting a "Fight Night" of boxing matches. Since we had in the past, I started thinking to myself "Oh my God, what is going to happen if the group happens to ask Stacy and I to be the ones to go make the beer run before the fights? Well, here's the deal...if we do and she makes any mention of our chat from tonight, I'll go for it and finally kiss her. But if she doesn't say a thing about it, then I'm not doing anything or bringing the subject up".

The next day, I got home from work and went online and received an IM from Stacy. She said "So, I thought about it as I don't think it's a good idea for us to kiss". I asked "Why not?". She said "I just don't want anything to come between you and Jason's friendship". I thought it was kind of a lame excuse, since Jason and I weren't really that close. Stacy then said "And besides, just for your information, last night after our chat, Jason and I had the most intense night of sex we've had in months". Later that day, I mentioned that line to one of my few lady friends at work who I was chatting with and she said "Oh my God, you know what that means, don't you?". Still being somewhat naive, I said "Noooo...what?". She said "Oh my god...DUDE!...it means she was fucking his brains out and fantasizing that it was YOU!". (To this day, I don't know if that's necessarily true or not. Yes, I agree that our chat that night fueled the sex between her and Jason, but I don't think she was imagining that it was me that she was riding. I don't know...curious to see what you all think). I still carried out with my plan to try for a kiss if she mentioned anything about the previous night.

The next night, we all showed up at Jason and Stacy's and after about half an hour, the discussion of a beer run came up. As I predicted, Stacy and I were assigned to go grab the beer, but Ken wanted a specific kind of beer which had recently started to be discontinued, but thought that Stacy and I might be able to find it since Jason and Stacy lived in an area where it was easy to find some rare beer selections. Stacy and I made idle chatter in the car and started by going to two different places, niether of which had Ken's beer. Before long, I noticed that Stacy started becoming desperate to find this stupid, cheap brand of beer for Ken, so desperate to the point that we were going to little convenience stores out in the middle of nowhere (looking back now, I wish I would have picked up on what might have been a hint). Never once during all of the driving that night did Stacy or I mention anything about our Cyber session from two nights before. But things weren't awkard either. It was almost as if we chatted like the session never even happened. We finally settled on a case of beer for everyone and when we got back, Dan laughed and said "You guys were gone forever. I thought you might have tried pulling some funny business and Stacy kneed you in the balls and left you on the side of the road out in the middle of nowhere or something". For the record, I don't think he meant anything by it and I don't think there was any way that anyone in the group could tell that there was anything between Stacy and I. I think it was just a combination of a coincedental line from Dan and my guilty conscience. Later as we were watching the fights, the word came to me. "Hey, Stacy. Simultaneous. That's the word you were looking for the other night. When you were looking for the word to describe when one boxer is fighting in a ring in one arena and another is fighting on the same night in a ring in another arena...they're fighting simultaneously!". She looked at me and grinned "Yeah, that's it! I know what you're talking about now". I about died when she said that, because I thought to myself "Umm...genius...don't make it so obvious-sounding, as if that's not what we're talking about!".

We all continued to watch the fights and then said our goodbyes and went home. A week later, I told the story of the beer run to my co-worker and she said "Why didn't you kiss her?". I told her that I had promised myself that I would only kiss her if the chat session were brought up. She said "That's ridiculous...lol She was probably waiting for you to kiss her, but when you didn't, she probably thought something was wrong and you didn't want to kiss her.".

Sadly, a few years later, the whole group ended up having a falling out with each other and none of us talk to each other or see each other anymore.

But just the tension from the night Stacy and I chatted and the tension from driving to those 6 different backwoods convenience stores and thinking that, at any moment, something might happen, but didn't, forever serves as one of my biggest "go to" fantasies.

[irvlyn]

I girl I knew at work when we were in our twenties. I didn't date her because she was not that good-looking and a little bit overweight, but she had the sexiest aura, very big tits. We were friends, so I invited her to just a friendly dinner one night. After dinner we were talking and she just kissed me. After a few minutes I could tell she wanted to fuck. (It turns out she was anymphomaniac). The memory of that night (and lors more) gets me off all the time. She was multi-orgasmic, getting off every two minutes practically, would do anything I asked except take me in her ass, liked to spread eagle, wear stockings and outfits, loved to have her tits mauled. Sucked cock like a vacuum cleaner!

[chas12345]

Lately my go to memory is my wife laying on her back with her legs spread rubbing and fingering her very wet pussy in front of four other couples at a swingers party. As part of a game we were playing her dare was to act the part of a stripper. This was her finale and it was hot!

[hotrodtom]

My go-to memory has always been the time I lost my virginity, which I just realized was fifty years ago this week, 11/2/62. I had dated this ole gal who was about a year and a half younger than me and gotten all sorts of hand jobs from her but we were 'saving it.' She was the most orgasmic lady I've ever been with -- one time we got up to 27, no kidding, in one evening session. We broke up, she married a 'best' friend, and I still stayed horny for her beautiful perky tits and puffy nips, and those multiple orgasms she could have. One Saturday I went to their apartment at a time I knew he would be at work, and she met me at the door in a babydoll outfit. I started trying to kiss her as soon as we had hugged inside the door, and she finally said, "Tommy do you want me?" Oh god did I ever, and she led me into the bedroom and shucked her panties. In I went, and it was over immediately, splooosgh, no thrusting or pulsating. She got up and said, "Hurry, Flossie and Barbara (her mother- and sister-in-law) will be here any minute." I put myself back together, kissed her goodbye, and met them coming up the stairs. Oh, ah, nine months later she had a baby boy.

[rob35can]

I have more than one...
But a favorite of mine is to imagine i am getting a BJ from my sis in law..while my wife watches and masturbates from a chair across the room. Of course it will NEVER happen for some reason it just turn me on.