I Really Shouldn't

OOC: As you read below, you'll see that I'm looking for a female writing partner.

Me: Nick Byrd, 44. 6', 195, brown hair, dark brown eyes

I really shouldn't be doing this, I know that and I keep telling myself that, but I can't stop myself. Every night at this time, I take the dog for a walk. I realize that doesn't seem like a big deal, certainly it shouldn't be a problem. The thing is, though, that I'm not doing it for the dog, I'm doing it for myself.

I realized about a month ago, that the girl next door, the 18 or 19 year old, she doesn't close her curtains fully when she changes. If I'm outside at night, just about this time, I can get a nice view of her as she takes off those tight clothes that it seems like all the girls wear these days.

So far, all I've seen is her in a cute little bra and some little boyshorts. Once, I saw some side boob, but nothing more, yet. I guess I'm hoping for more one of these days.

- Fawn Hillwood
- 18
- Long dark brown hair, blue green eyes, 114lbs, 36C, curvy

I walked up the stairs, as I hung up on my mother. She wanted me to run to the Willsons house across the street and check on there cat while they were out. I walked into my room and closed the door before I walked to the closet, not bothing with the window.

I pulled off my tiny black night gown and threw it down on the floor, leaving me in only my white panties, my perky breasts set on display. I looked for something to wear in the closet, but could only find frilly and lacy outfits. I sighed and walked over to me dresser, passing the open window. I got on my knees in front of it and pulled out a pair of short black shorts and a white tank top.

I stood up and pulled them on quickly before I walked out of my room.

I'm hanging around the sideyard, not wanting the dog to hurry up, just waiting for an opportunity to see her again. Yes! Her light came on, I step back further into the shadows and watch hopefully. I catch a glimpse of her arms moving upward, a flash of black in them, then I realize that she's taken off her top, but then she disappears past the edge of the window.

I keep looking, hoping for more, within moments she comes back, slower this time. More exciting for me, this time she's also facing the window and topless. Those firm breasts that seem so large on her frame and clearly visible and look even better than I had imagined. I try to move a little bit to the side, hoping to keep her in the frame of the window even longer, but she walks on across the room and out of my sight.

When the light shuts off, I sigh, my little opportunity for the evening over. "C'mon Otto, let's go for a walk," I say to the dog and head down the street away from my house and in front of hers.

I grabbed my jacket before I opened the front door and stepped out. I looked around the dark streets, jumping when I saw a figure standing there. I soon notice it was my neighboro and his dog. "Oh hey!" I said happy as I gave a small wave. I closed the front door before I walked towards them.

Otto is taking his time, sniffing at every little thing along the curb, when I'm startled by the light coming on and her coming out of the door. 'Oh crap, did she see me? Does she know what I've been doing?'

"Hey," I respond to her greeting, standing there waiting for the stupid dog. Unconsciously I stand up a little bit straighter, pulling in my middle-aged gut as this stunning young girl walks up to me.

I stopped next to him. "I'm sorry your my neighboro right?" I asked him as I looked at him dog. I looked up at him with asweet smile. "I'm sorry I haven't come by to say hi yet. School and homework." I sad before holding out my hand to him. "My names Fawn. Fawn Hillwood." I said

"Ummm, yeah...we live right next door," I say, nodded my head back towards the house. "I've seen you all around, but haven't been too neighborly either." With relief, she doesn't seem angry, I don't think she knows what I've been doing.

"And this little guy," giving a tug on the leash, "is Otto." Otto, at this point has stopped sniffing around and is instead sniffing at her feet and trying to jump up on her for attention.

"I'm Nick, it's nice to meet you Fawn."

"It's nice to meet you Nick." I said before I got on my knees and started to pet Otto. "Oh my he's so cute Nick." I said as he licked my cheek. "Oh I wish I could play with him more." I said with a laugh before I stood up. "But I need to go check on a cat."

I kissed my hand and placed my hand on the dogs head. "So I guess I'll see you later Nick." I said softly before I back up. "Bye." I said before turning away.

As she kneels and pets the dog, I realize that I get a great view down her tanktop to those glorious breasts that I've so recently seen for the first time. I know that I shouldn't, but I can't stop myself and stare, wishing the top was just a tad bit looser and would fall open so I could see more.

"He loves anyone who pays him attention, you should come visit him sometime," I finally say.

As she turns away, my eyes fall to her butt, noticing how nicely it fills out that tight pair of short shorts she's wearing. Feeling myself getting hard again, I manage to say, "Bye Fawn" as she walks away.

I gave him one last wave before I turned away and walked down to the Wilsons house, five doors down. I reached into the pot by the door and pulled out the key they left for me. I unlocked the door and walked inside quickly before shutting it. "Here kitty kitty." I called as I went to the kitchen.

I grabbed her a fresh can of cat food and put it in her bowl before she came running in. "Hey Mittens." I said running my hand over her. I stayed for a few minutes before I left, giving her more water as I did.

I locked the door behind me and put the key back in the pot before I started to head back home.

Realizing that she was probably not going to be long, I take Otto for a bit of a longer walk that usual, heading down the cul-de-sac across the street and back. I've just gone past the Wilson's house on the way back home when I hear her come out the door.

I slow down a little bit as I walk, hopefully not too noticeably, I don't want her to think of me as some creeper, even though that's exactly what I am.

I saw Nick and Otto as I walked out and smiled. "Hey Nick wait up!" I yelled before I ran to them. I slowly down into a walked when I got close. "Hey do you normal take night walks?" I asked him sweetly as I looked down at Otto.

"Not that's it's weird, I just thought since not many other people walk in this neighborohood maybe you'd like to come walking with me some day?" I asked him.

"Well, I normally take Otto out around this time, not really a walker at other times. Maybe I should start, is that what you're saying?" I say with a laugh.

When she looks at me with a surprised expression, I laugh again, "relax, I'm just teasing you."

As we continue to stroll towards the house, I'm feeling a little strange. Now that I'm talking to this pleasant young woman, I'm almost feeling bad for sneaking peeks at her every night. She's not just a hot body, but an actual person as well.

I looked up at the stars. "I don't blame you for wanting to walk at night. It's beautiful." I said as I looked at the stars. She looked back down when they got close to her house. "Look you don't have to come, but I start walked at 6. If you wantto come with me then just meet me outside my house." I said sweetly.

"I dunno, maybe I'll surprise you sometime," I say with a laugh as we reach her house. The dog and I keep heading towards our house. I turn with a smile, "I'll see you later."

I keep going, moving back to the side of the house. Even though a part of me is thinking of this girl differently now, the more insistent part of me wants to see her naked again. I'm hoping that she'll be heading back up to her room to change again and I'm hoping for another peek.