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Clarice could feel it. The fear within the walls. It only made her demeanor more giddy. Literally making her skip down the corridor to her rooms like a child on holiday. She never knew where they hid them but they were pulled from where ever they were every new moon. The bodies. Piled in the pyre in the courtyard outside her rooms.
Stopping halfway down her hall she found her table also piled and waiting. A silver plate of assorted berries and a lit torch. She really did enjoy her gift, from touch to ash, the whole process just tickled little parts deep within her.
Taking the plate and the torch she slipped quietly through her rooms and out into the courtyard. It was always so quiet. The only breathing was hers even though there were many here, 23 she had been told, along with the cherry wood, walnut and dried wheat for kindling. Quite the morbid bouquet. Grinning broadly she hummed to herself setting alight the fire that would burn through most of the night.
She settled herself in a lounge in the courtyard eating berries, watching the flames lick the sky and thinking of just how everything is the way it is.
----
She was an enigma. A peasant ruler that no one crossed directly. One that was talked about in hushed tones and fearful glances. But also one that was relied upon in times of need. She came from a long line of empaths though the gift was dwindling greatly as there were less and less of her mothers kind to keep the line strong.
She was different though. Much different. Even from the womb her mother knew she was. She should have been able to feel her babes emotions but she couldn’t. After birth she still felt nothing from her daughter. Months went by and everyone that had contact with the child grew ill. Scared her mother fled. She didn't understand then what she had birthed or why she was cursed with an inability to feel her daughters emotions. She sought out healers, wise women and many others that were founts of knowledge that no one talked about in open court. None would touch the child even though outwardly there seemed to be not a thing out-of-place but they could feel her. Her mother couldn’t understand that either, how they could feel her and she could not.
So she retreated to the deep edge of the city and hid them both in an abandoned farmhouse. Keeping them both from people as the child grew. She taught her everything she could remember and everything she was learning about living alone. From how to be a lady in court to planting crops for food and medicine. Though the lessons in being a lady halted when the young one was in her sixth summer.
Clarice had come running in the door, flush faced and excited. Her dark mane past her shoulders. Her flushed skin nearly hiding her freckles but it was her eyes that bore the most of her mirth; glittering hazel of jade and gold, sprinkled with points of every color. In her excitement she ran smack into her mother, dropping a crow she had in her hands. She hurriedly bent and retrieved it, depositing the mass of black feathers in her mothers hands.
“Mother, look! I brought home dinner! I'll go dig up some vegetables from the garden so we can make a stew!”
The look on her mothers face didn’t stop her, she was proud and that was all that mattered. When she returned her mother had only sat down at their small table and lain the bird in the center where the flowers usually were. Confusion was mixed with pride and excitement but didn’t slow her jabbering mouth. She explained as best a child can that the crow didn’t fight being caught at all. That it was sad that it lost its mate but after she caught it. Oh, after she caught it, it was as excited as she was and happier than she had ever felt a crow could be. That is until it was dead. So she brought it home like a good little lady. After all, food was food.
Clarice went right on to prepare her stew. Washing the vegetables, plucking and cleaning the crow, filling the pot and stoking the fire for cooking. Nothing could or would ruin her good mood. It was the happiest day of her life. She felt accomplished. Never before had she caught something she could make for dinner. Sure she could feel her mother watching her, feel her fears but it was beyond her to care.
That was her beginning of so manys' end. Even her mothers. Years would pass with similar occurrences until her early teens. Her mother, fearful, fretful and jumpy, had lost her happy glow. She had stopped eating meat all together. Denying Clarice the joy of providing for their little family just like she denied her any allowance to visit the village or any neighbors what so ever. She barely talked with her mother by then. The woman just didn’t understand that everything wants to die eventually. That she wasn’t doing anything wrong. That yes, maybe some were fearful, but not after she touched them. Well most of the time anyway. When she was angry they still didn’t want to die, even more so after she touched them. They made loud noises that hurt her ears. So she made them die faster.
It was that conversation that she felt a deeper change in her mother. From fear to something that was well past terror blended with a resolve and determination she learned to identify. Her mother tried to sneak up on her in the garden the next day, tried to bash her in the head with a large stone, tried and failed. She learned then if you're going to sneak up on someone; make sure they don’t have a pitchfork in their hands or any other weapon for that matter. She didn’t even take it out, the pitchfork that is. She simply realized she was free and walked away. She wouldn’t be denied access to the neighbors, the village, the kingdom, anything anymore and she would go where she pleased.
----
Her fire not so bright now she could see the stars. To her that’s what her life was, what her memories were; infinite points all definable if you focused on one or the other yet a tangle of blurring lights if you tried to think of all of them at once. So she stopped trying to remember and drifted off to sleep in her courtyard. Her fire would keep her warm.
+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
Dawn began as it always does, pinks and oranges lighting the spires to the palace on the hill. Except this day he was dressed in his best attire standing at the foot of his finished grave. Next to that of his wife. Only hers was not as empty as his was now. They had near 30 years together and 4 children but he couldn't go on. His body wouldn’t let him and here in the shadow of the palace he didn’t have to. Didn't have to grow any older or live in anymore pain. He would know again what it was like to feel that touch, to feel that rapture. It would be the last thing he ever felt.
He turned and walked to the carriage, his middle son was already waiting with the restless horses. Climbing in he laid out letters for his other children, his solicitor, and youngest nephew on the bench. One for his eldest son explaining his Will, his assets and his love for his first-born son. One for his only daughter, married and moved more than two handfuls of hills to the south. And finally one for his youngest son, off to study with the monks or priests or shaman. Or was it the knights in the next kingdom. It didn’t matter. He had been gone eight years in his quest to read every book he could find. Being the youngest gave you the privilege of an education over labor. The letters to his solicitor and nephew also explained his will and little else.
The carriage moved and the road swept past as quickly as it will when you wish for something so long and dread it just as much. Cravings were like that. The desire to feel a feeling no matter the cost. Though in his case, like so many others, the cost was dire. To crave her meant you were Touched. You felt her within your blood. Within your bones. Simply within you. A tickle, a heart beat.. She really didn’t know but they all craved her touch.
If they lived past that first touch that is.. but this is Roberts part so I'll get back to him.
The palace came into view sooner than later. It was only late dawn but the gates were wide and servants silently helped him from the carriage. They had seen that look he carried in his eyes many times before. Robert took his son for one last hug, not needing to discuss anymore. It was all said in the days preceding this journey. Releasing his son Robert was led into the palace, never to walk out again.
+*+*++*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
Waking to suns crest over courtyard walls Clarice ran her fingers over the blanket someone had laid across her. Chuckling she sat up only to be greeted by a man sitting in the grass by her lounge. His face was lined and his eyes were pale. He was watching her with not a shadow of doubt. Just a look of want; weary, tired yes... and almost defeated but wanting none the less. He looked like he could use a nap, a long one and had the most comfortable bed in his sights.
“It's time, isn’t it?”
His reply was a shaky nod. She didn’t know if he feared to answer or really couldn’t anymore.
Her fingers stretched and he flinched just that bit. A flash of fear so faint she would have missed it if she blinked. Smiling she soothed him the best way she knew how. With a touch.
It was a simple touch, without malice or contempt, without much of anything but joy for morning gifts such as him. She watched a smile tug at his mouth as his whole body relaxed, his eyes closed, his breath pulled deeply within his chest. Her fingers retreated almost pulling a whimper with them.
“Not so fast. Lay back on the grass and tell me, Are all your affairs in order?”
“Yes Ma'am, Every T crossed and I dotted, debts repaid, letters of notice sent, Will filed, grave dug... please, I want to feel that way again, please.” As he talked he laid out in the grass, his fingers clenched, lips tightly closed to end his plea and his eyes locked on to her in a far away glaze she knew so very well.
She slipped from her seat and sat in the grass beside him watching him breath and paused for a moment or two before she slowly leaned closer and closer still. Somehow they all knew taking what they wanted would not be pleasant. As touching her would cause just as much death but the moments, the lifetime before that could be either bliss or torture. She loved to make them wait though.. just so much. The anticipation was worth it.
“You have made my day. Rare is it that I get a start to my day such as this.”
Her smile was genuine as she dropped a hand over his heartbeat. She loved to feel their chests rise and fall. Feel their hearts beating faster before they slow and stop. A mirthful giggle escaped as she laid her other hand on his cheek. She bit her lip and watched his eyes flutter, hell his whole body fluttered. Her joy was his only infinity more. It was within every fiber of his being, every memory, every nerve. Her own body shivered in delight. And then it was done. Well, he was done.
Grinning she got to her feet and left the courtyard to find her rooms already bustling. So many would help her this day. While she was happy. They all knew she would be in good spirits waking like that, so no one flinched all morning. Surely they shuttered when skin brushed skin but it was with sighs and happy noises. But still, too much could be too much. She didn’t need so many people in her rooms to get her ready to visit the village. She sent over half of them to care for the courtyard and deliver the man to his son. That one didn’t need to be hidden or swept away. That one was completely prepared. Just like the crow.
The day passed and she was finally ferried off to the edge of the village dressed well but not as nobility. She dismissed her guard and slipped away, hoping to find a treat or two within the endless flow of faces.
.
.
Clarice could feel it. The fear within the walls. It only made her demeanor more giddy. Literally making her skip down the corridor to her rooms like a child on holiday. She never knew where they hid them but they were pulled from where ever they were every new moon. The bodies. Piled in the pyre in the courtyard outside her rooms.
Stopping halfway down her hall she found her table also piled and waiting. A silver plate of assorted berries and a lit torch. She really did enjoy her gift, from touch to ash, the whole process just tickled little parts deep within her.
Taking the plate and the torch she slipped quietly through her rooms and out into the courtyard. It was always so quiet. The only breathing was hers even though there were many here, 23 she had been told, along with the cherry wood, walnut and dried wheat for kindling. Quite the morbid bouquet. Grinning broadly she hummed to herself setting alight the fire that would burn through most of the night.
She settled herself in a lounge in the courtyard eating berries, watching the flames lick the sky and thinking of just how everything is the way it is.
----
She was an enigma. A peasant ruler that no one crossed directly. One that was talked about in hushed tones and fearful glances. But also one that was relied upon in times of need. She came from a long line of empaths though the gift was dwindling greatly as there were less and less of her mothers kind to keep the line strong.
She was different though. Much different. Even from the womb her mother knew she was. She should have been able to feel her babes emotions but she couldn’t. After birth she still felt nothing from her daughter. Months went by and everyone that had contact with the child grew ill. Scared her mother fled. She didn't understand then what she had birthed or why she was cursed with an inability to feel her daughters emotions. She sought out healers, wise women and many others that were founts of knowledge that no one talked about in open court. None would touch the child even though outwardly there seemed to be not a thing out-of-place but they could feel her. Her mother couldn’t understand that either, how they could feel her and she could not.
So she retreated to the deep edge of the city and hid them both in an abandoned farmhouse. Keeping them both from people as the child grew. She taught her everything she could remember and everything she was learning about living alone. From how to be a lady in court to planting crops for food and medicine. Though the lessons in being a lady halted when the young one was in her sixth summer.
Clarice had come running in the door, flush faced and excited. Her dark mane past her shoulders. Her flushed skin nearly hiding her freckles but it was her eyes that bore the most of her mirth; glittering hazel of jade and gold, sprinkled with points of every color. In her excitement she ran smack into her mother, dropping a crow she had in her hands. She hurriedly bent and retrieved it, depositing the mass of black feathers in her mothers hands.
“Mother, look! I brought home dinner! I'll go dig up some vegetables from the garden so we can make a stew!”
The look on her mothers face didn’t stop her, she was proud and that was all that mattered. When she returned her mother had only sat down at their small table and lain the bird in the center where the flowers usually were. Confusion was mixed with pride and excitement but didn’t slow her jabbering mouth. She explained as best a child can that the crow didn’t fight being caught at all. That it was sad that it lost its mate but after she caught it. Oh, after she caught it, it was as excited as she was and happier than she had ever felt a crow could be. That is until it was dead. So she brought it home like a good little lady. After all, food was food.
Clarice went right on to prepare her stew. Washing the vegetables, plucking and cleaning the crow, filling the pot and stoking the fire for cooking. Nothing could or would ruin her good mood. It was the happiest day of her life. She felt accomplished. Never before had she caught something she could make for dinner. Sure she could feel her mother watching her, feel her fears but it was beyond her to care.
That was her beginning of so manys' end. Even her mothers. Years would pass with similar occurrences until her early teens. Her mother, fearful, fretful and jumpy, had lost her happy glow. She had stopped eating meat all together. Denying Clarice the joy of providing for their little family just like she denied her any allowance to visit the village or any neighbors what so ever. She barely talked with her mother by then. The woman just didn’t understand that everything wants to die eventually. That she wasn’t doing anything wrong. That yes, maybe some were fearful, but not after she touched them. Well most of the time anyway. When she was angry they still didn’t want to die, even more so after she touched them. They made loud noises that hurt her ears. So she made them die faster.
It was that conversation that she felt a deeper change in her mother. From fear to something that was well past terror blended with a resolve and determination she learned to identify. Her mother tried to sneak up on her in the garden the next day, tried to bash her in the head with a large stone, tried and failed. She learned then if you're going to sneak up on someone; make sure they don’t have a pitchfork in their hands or any other weapon for that matter. She didn’t even take it out, the pitchfork that is. She simply realized she was free and walked away. She wouldn’t be denied access to the neighbors, the village, the kingdom, anything anymore and she would go where she pleased.
----
Her fire not so bright now she could see the stars. To her that’s what her life was, what her memories were; infinite points all definable if you focused on one or the other yet a tangle of blurring lights if you tried to think of all of them at once. So she stopped trying to remember and drifted off to sleep in her courtyard. Her fire would keep her warm.
+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
Dawn began as it always does, pinks and oranges lighting the spires to the palace on the hill. Except this day he was dressed in his best attire standing at the foot of his finished grave. Next to that of his wife. Only hers was not as empty as his was now. They had near 30 years together and 4 children but he couldn't go on. His body wouldn’t let him and here in the shadow of the palace he didn’t have to. Didn't have to grow any older or live in anymore pain. He would know again what it was like to feel that touch, to feel that rapture. It would be the last thing he ever felt.
He turned and walked to the carriage, his middle son was already waiting with the restless horses. Climbing in he laid out letters for his other children, his solicitor, and youngest nephew on the bench. One for his eldest son explaining his Will, his assets and his love for his first-born son. One for his only daughter, married and moved more than two handfuls of hills to the south. And finally one for his youngest son, off to study with the monks or priests or shaman. Or was it the knights in the next kingdom. It didn’t matter. He had been gone eight years in his quest to read every book he could find. Being the youngest gave you the privilege of an education over labor. The letters to his solicitor and nephew also explained his will and little else.
The carriage moved and the road swept past as quickly as it will when you wish for something so long and dread it just as much. Cravings were like that. The desire to feel a feeling no matter the cost. Though in his case, like so many others, the cost was dire. To crave her meant you were Touched. You felt her within your blood. Within your bones. Simply within you. A tickle, a heart beat.. She really didn’t know but they all craved her touch.
If they lived past that first touch that is.. but this is Roberts part so I'll get back to him.
The palace came into view sooner than later. It was only late dawn but the gates were wide and servants silently helped him from the carriage. They had seen that look he carried in his eyes many times before. Robert took his son for one last hug, not needing to discuss anymore. It was all said in the days preceding this journey. Releasing his son Robert was led into the palace, never to walk out again.
+*+*++*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
Waking to suns crest over courtyard walls Clarice ran her fingers over the blanket someone had laid across her. Chuckling she sat up only to be greeted by a man sitting in the grass by her lounge. His face was lined and his eyes were pale. He was watching her with not a shadow of doubt. Just a look of want; weary, tired yes... and almost defeated but wanting none the less. He looked like he could use a nap, a long one and had the most comfortable bed in his sights.
“It's time, isn’t it?”
His reply was a shaky nod. She didn’t know if he feared to answer or really couldn’t anymore.
Her fingers stretched and he flinched just that bit. A flash of fear so faint she would have missed it if she blinked. Smiling she soothed him the best way she knew how. With a touch.
It was a simple touch, without malice or contempt, without much of anything but joy for morning gifts such as him. She watched a smile tug at his mouth as his whole body relaxed, his eyes closed, his breath pulled deeply within his chest. Her fingers retreated almost pulling a whimper with them.
“Not so fast. Lay back on the grass and tell me, Are all your affairs in order?”
“Yes Ma'am, Every T crossed and I dotted, debts repaid, letters of notice sent, Will filed, grave dug... please, I want to feel that way again, please.” As he talked he laid out in the grass, his fingers clenched, lips tightly closed to end his plea and his eyes locked on to her in a far away glaze she knew so very well.
She slipped from her seat and sat in the grass beside him watching him breath and paused for a moment or two before she slowly leaned closer and closer still. Somehow they all knew taking what they wanted would not be pleasant. As touching her would cause just as much death but the moments, the lifetime before that could be either bliss or torture. She loved to make them wait though.. just so much. The anticipation was worth it.
“You have made my day. Rare is it that I get a start to my day such as this.”
Her smile was genuine as she dropped a hand over his heartbeat. She loved to feel their chests rise and fall. Feel their hearts beating faster before they slow and stop. A mirthful giggle escaped as she laid her other hand on his cheek. She bit her lip and watched his eyes flutter, hell his whole body fluttered. Her joy was his only infinity more. It was within every fiber of his being, every memory, every nerve. Her own body shivered in delight. And then it was done. Well, he was done.
Grinning she got to her feet and left the courtyard to find her rooms already bustling. So many would help her this day. While she was happy. They all knew she would be in good spirits waking like that, so no one flinched all morning. Surely they shuttered when skin brushed skin but it was with sighs and happy noises. But still, too much could be too much. She didn’t need so many people in her rooms to get her ready to visit the village. She sent over half of them to care for the courtyard and deliver the man to his son. That one didn’t need to be hidden or swept away. That one was completely prepared. Just like the crow.
The day passed and she was finally ferried off to the edge of the village dressed well but not as nobility. She dismissed her guard and slipped away, hoping to find a treat or two within the endless flow of faces.
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