Originally Posted by ted918
Let me tell you about addicts they are every where and come from all walks of life. They have normal lives and have normal wants and desires like you and I.
I honestly singed up with this site thinking I wouldn't be critized by other poeple who are exploreing there sexual fanisties I am sure I wouldn't be called names like a bad person or unresponsible. I am an addict and have been for a couple years now but that does not define who I am as a person. Nor does the fact that I want to snort cocaine from my girl freinds breast. They all add up and at the end of the day it is me who will have to live with those decsionss.
And by the way to any other readers I do not suggest you explore useing drugs it will kill you and be aware I take responsiblity for the ACTIONS of any one who reads my stories. I made my choice years ago to try drugs and for better or worse I have lived my life.
Please if you like my ideas use them if they get you off all the better if you can relate then share if NOT please just move on to the next.
Okay well thinking no one will criticize you on here is a mistake. I mean I know what your thinking; sex site bunch of freaks, non judgmental. Yeah right some of the worst you will find here.
Having said that I grew up in a a family plagued with addiction. Some of us are okay now (or as okay as we will be) some are not. Everyone is entitled to their fantasies to me the only pieces of shit on here are the rape crowd anything after that is pretty much a "whatever floats your boat"
Cocaine can be a sexy plot device. The decadence or sleaziness depending on your view point. Partying with a hot girl and licking it off her sensitive clit. Been there done that lots of fun. Back then now you couldn't pay me to.
Now for your story if you want to use that go ahead but make it so that they party sometimes and get together and have this wild time. maybe they have made a pact to check into a rehab and this is a last hurrah's. Take the sting off of it by having them start out in the present sober and happy and they recall the story. So even though it seems wrong the reader knows they end up okay.
This way you get your desired "kink" into the story but all's well that ends well.
Now a question for you out of curiosity if you are in recovery i would find it strange that you would want a story like this. is this something you miss? Personally I have a series where the woman is in recovery but is plagued by flashbacks of things she has done. when I write them I find myself queasy and upset I can no longer find anything sexy in them. Just think it's odd that you do. But hey were all different as long as you stay clean it's all good.