ShyMystica
Romantically Minded...
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Nadine violently awoke and frantically gasped for air, her body trembled as excruciating bolts of pain agonizingly ripped through her body. The memory of the woman's eyes burned into her sight…the emerald eyes pleading, begging…filled with so much pain.
Her voice echoed through her head.
“Please? My love…please?”
The desperate whisper rang in her ears. The piercing plea rendered her paralyzed, tearing the last pieces of her soul in a direction she couldn’t recognize. The pain filled her petite, lithe body yet she was unable to move. It absorbed her; Nadine’s mind screamed in torture unable to hide from her plea. In that instant the eyes were gone, the pain resolving to numbness. Jerking to sit upright, her wheat coloured hair stuck to her perspiring forehead, she gazed wearily, her mind desperate to comprehend her surroundings.
A delicate wind blew open a silk curtain, revealing the twilight horizon of the city. Moonbeams highlighted the room; an old bookcase stood in the corner as ancient books overflowed onto the wingback leather chair beside it. An antique wood chest stood adjacent, adorned with newly lit candles and a small pile of paperwork. Satin sheets canopied over her, tied gracefully to the tops of the four-post bed in which she sat. Her body slowly regained its feeling, her delicate fingers grasping at the dark satin sheets below. Laying back she slowly regained her breath, her composure slowly restored as she realised she was in her own room.
Again she haunted Nadine's dreams. Just as every night for the past few weeks, her soul visited her, the same message repeating itself, the pain intensifying as each night passed. Even in her waking hours she could hear it humming in the back of her mind, a voice she could never forget even if she tried. It was her mother; Nadine recognized the sea-green eyes. They were a splitting image of her own. It was if she gazed into a mirror tainted with pain each time the dream swept through her unconscious sleeping state.
Shakily Nadine moved to the open window, shutting it abruptly, shielding herself from the sudden outpour of rain. She watched over the city as the full moon highlighted the streets, the stars flickering across her hazy vision. Her eyes wandered over her room, passing over the mass of delicately painted canvases now hidden below several sheets. It had been weeks since her mother passed away, and she began to neglect her work. The night her mother died was the last time she had painted, no longer finding the burning desire to put a brush to canvas. She struggled through her initial stages of her dwindling inspiration, but as the weeks dragged on she couldn’t physically bring herself to even look at her blank canvas, the space only serving to remind her of the emptiness she now faced, and the grief that had replaced her affectionate heart. Instead she had locked herself away from the world, choosing to hide from its ugliness instead of characteristically fighting. It had been weeks since she stepped outside her own door.
Nadine’s eyes stopped on a half-finished piece that peaked shyly from the corner of a sheet. Hesitantly she made her way to where it sat, pulling the covers to reveal the whole piece to her eyes. She breathed slowly, her emerald green eyes focused intently on her canvas. From a close inspection puddles of blacks, blues and purples were seemingly splashed randomly over the canvas. It wasn’t until one would stand back that the image would appear…a brilliant full moon hung delicately in a sky, its beams highlighting the forest lake below. That was what she loved about her pieces…it took a creative mind to see the beauty she put on paper.
She sighed in discontent. Her piece lacked something though she couldn’t put her mind on what it needed. Another sigh escaped her lips as she peeled her eyes away from her work, her heart fluttering with failure and defeat. She needed to escape, be free of the walls that had begun to close in on her. With each passing second the room seemingly became smaller; her heart began to race as a strange sense of claustrophobia set in. Within seconds Nadine had frantically run from her room and quickly out into the midnight street. Stores seemed to blend together as Nadine strolled through the street and to her car, the morning chill running through to her bones. Boutique stores, upper market bookstores, high class studios and cafes all closed…the normal hustle and bustle a distant memory. Finding her small, rundown Volkswagen Beetle, she started the engine, listening as it coughed to life. She pulled out of the parking space and quickly made her way to the city’s edge, her foot pressing hard on the accelerator as she sped from the city with no intention of looking back. She didn’t know where she was going, she didn’t even care. All she knew was that she could no longer go back.
Her voice echoed through her head.
“Please? My love…please?”
The desperate whisper rang in her ears. The piercing plea rendered her paralyzed, tearing the last pieces of her soul in a direction she couldn’t recognize. The pain filled her petite, lithe body yet she was unable to move. It absorbed her; Nadine’s mind screamed in torture unable to hide from her plea. In that instant the eyes were gone, the pain resolving to numbness. Jerking to sit upright, her wheat coloured hair stuck to her perspiring forehead, she gazed wearily, her mind desperate to comprehend her surroundings.
A delicate wind blew open a silk curtain, revealing the twilight horizon of the city. Moonbeams highlighted the room; an old bookcase stood in the corner as ancient books overflowed onto the wingback leather chair beside it. An antique wood chest stood adjacent, adorned with newly lit candles and a small pile of paperwork. Satin sheets canopied over her, tied gracefully to the tops of the four-post bed in which she sat. Her body slowly regained its feeling, her delicate fingers grasping at the dark satin sheets below. Laying back she slowly regained her breath, her composure slowly restored as she realised she was in her own room.
Again she haunted Nadine's dreams. Just as every night for the past few weeks, her soul visited her, the same message repeating itself, the pain intensifying as each night passed. Even in her waking hours she could hear it humming in the back of her mind, a voice she could never forget even if she tried. It was her mother; Nadine recognized the sea-green eyes. They were a splitting image of her own. It was if she gazed into a mirror tainted with pain each time the dream swept through her unconscious sleeping state.
Shakily Nadine moved to the open window, shutting it abruptly, shielding herself from the sudden outpour of rain. She watched over the city as the full moon highlighted the streets, the stars flickering across her hazy vision. Her eyes wandered over her room, passing over the mass of delicately painted canvases now hidden below several sheets. It had been weeks since her mother passed away, and she began to neglect her work. The night her mother died was the last time she had painted, no longer finding the burning desire to put a brush to canvas. She struggled through her initial stages of her dwindling inspiration, but as the weeks dragged on she couldn’t physically bring herself to even look at her blank canvas, the space only serving to remind her of the emptiness she now faced, and the grief that had replaced her affectionate heart. Instead she had locked herself away from the world, choosing to hide from its ugliness instead of characteristically fighting. It had been weeks since she stepped outside her own door.
Nadine’s eyes stopped on a half-finished piece that peaked shyly from the corner of a sheet. Hesitantly she made her way to where it sat, pulling the covers to reveal the whole piece to her eyes. She breathed slowly, her emerald green eyes focused intently on her canvas. From a close inspection puddles of blacks, blues and purples were seemingly splashed randomly over the canvas. It wasn’t until one would stand back that the image would appear…a brilliant full moon hung delicately in a sky, its beams highlighting the forest lake below. That was what she loved about her pieces…it took a creative mind to see the beauty she put on paper.
She sighed in discontent. Her piece lacked something though she couldn’t put her mind on what it needed. Another sigh escaped her lips as she peeled her eyes away from her work, her heart fluttering with failure and defeat. She needed to escape, be free of the walls that had begun to close in on her. With each passing second the room seemingly became smaller; her heart began to race as a strange sense of claustrophobia set in. Within seconds Nadine had frantically run from her room and quickly out into the midnight street. Stores seemed to blend together as Nadine strolled through the street and to her car, the morning chill running through to her bones. Boutique stores, upper market bookstores, high class studios and cafes all closed…the normal hustle and bustle a distant memory. Finding her small, rundown Volkswagen Beetle, she started the engine, listening as it coughed to life. She pulled out of the parking space and quickly made her way to the city’s edge, her foot pressing hard on the accelerator as she sped from the city with no intention of looking back. She didn’t know where she was going, she didn’t even care. All she knew was that she could no longer go back.
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