You can do it!
It's an old thread. I wonder if the OP ever went through with it!
I faced the same problem other guys do, and some other hang ups. But once I got drunk, jerked if into a shot of iced vodka, and drank the shot. It wasn't that bad.
I've since swallowed my cum on bread, crackers, and lately, spoons.
It takes nerves of steel to do it the first few times but I like it now and am ready if the opportunity ever cums up.