Humiliation

As we probably all know humiliation is a very powerful thing.

I feel a deep flush come over me that literally bows my head and makes me breathe deeper and stirs my cock.

I am fortunate to have found a Master who enjoys humiliating me. He knows how to tease me and touch the nerves that I crave to be touched but of course it is more important it touches his nerves. I am lucky to have found him.

He has put me
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He has control of those images and I am totally helpless to do anything about them. I cannot delete them. I think about it many many times during the day knowing anyone can see me not only sissified but clearly aroused at being so.

In addition, I have posted MANY embarassing pictures of myself on Yahoo:
To heighten my feelings of shame most of my pictures show my face and many of them show me erect.

Submissively,

sissyjeri

Thats great that you have found something that excites you that much. My bf is the same way. Here are a few pics I took of him last night. (Large fake tits, wig and all) Unfortunatly, I had to cut off the face, but it still works.

Beautiful

Dear FallenAngel,

The pictures are beautiful!

Thanks for your note.



sissyjeri

That's all well and good, but what if you look awesome in lady's lingerie? Is it still humiliating?

MechaBlade said:

That's all well and good, but what if you look awesome in lady's lingerie? Is it still humiliating?

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I guess it depends on the person. I don't think it's about how he looks necessarily, it's more about how it makes him feel.

FallenAngel3 said:

I guess it depends on the person. I don't think it's about how he looks necessarily, it's more about how it makes him feel.

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makes sense.

great shoes!

EXCELLENT pics - your master should get a pretty brunette wig for you!@

Your Master and you are very lucky to have found each other.

I am in 100% agreement humiliation is a wonderfully powerful and erotic force.

thanks and a little leather for you

for both the compliments and advice. I do have a wig I may try next time. The reason I don't try to pass as a woman is that I want to be seen as a "man" wearing women's lingerie which I feel makes me look more like a sissy. I prefer not to block the look on my face given the wonderful shame I feel. Of course this is all so personal. I do not mean for one moment that crossdressers should feel ashamed - not at all - but I do and it is so terribly arousing!

Thanks for looking.



sissyjeri

i find humiliation a awesome tool. I cant say i enjoy it, but my god, its powerful and i respond is seconds. The head space is amazing, i feel like a rabbit caught in the headlights.

thumbs up from me, the unkeen receiver of humiliation. I dont understand why, and im not sure i want to. It just IS the muts nuts.
pandoravampire

more sissy pictures of me

I hope someone enjoys these.

submissively,

sissyjeri

pandoravampire said:

i find humiliation a awesome tool. I cant say i enjoy it, but my god, its powerful and i respond is seconds. The head space is amazing, i feel like a rabbit caught in the headlights.

thumbs up from me, the unkeen receiver of humiliation. I dont understand why, and im not sure i want to. It just IS the muts nuts.
pandoravampire

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Wow, i could not have said it any better than this. Thanks!

sissyjeri said:

I hope someone enjoys these.

submissively,

sissyjeri

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You know, I'm straight, and what's more, I'm a male dom, but I actually enjoy them on a different level: I hope someday I can find a female sub who will let me humiliate them by posting pics of them in embarrassing clothes/positions online. I also admire your committment to your Master and to your fetish.

jeri, you're a lovely person. I like your bottom... it could make grown man swoon.

Thank you Myst

Dear Myst,

Thank you for the compliment. It makes me feel like swooning to know you are enjoying my bottom. From your picture you have a very nice bottom too.

If you would like to see many more pictures of me and you have a yahoo account you can see them at:
Peace,

sissyjeri

MechBlade

Thank you for your post. It has taken alot of courage on my part to seek and fully give myself to humiliation. I started off using photo software to remove almost all of my head - being afraid someone will recognize me. Then as time went on I got more brave and just blocked out my eyes. Eventually I would post a picture showing my face. But then I would masturbate at the great sense of arousal, lose my courage then delete my pictures.

In the meantime I began to fantasize about someone taking the option to humiliate me out of my hands. To be truly helpless and at the mercy of someone who could chose to humiliate me whenever and wherever on the Internet they wanted to. It was hard to find someone, Man or Woman, with the desire and strengh to resist my begging and who enjoys invading my every other thought as I worried about someone recognizing me and what shame and embarassment that would bring.

I did find someone who has now put me helplessly on display and I am terribly grateful to him.

Now that I do have no choice but to feel humiliated and exposed I figured I could post embarassing pictures of myself since I have nothing to lose - I am already in a state of total humiliation.

When I see an e-mail from him I wonder in what new way he has found to humiliate me. I wonder and fear and am aroused to find out.

submissively,

sissyjeri

Dear Jeri,

I viewed your pictures for the first time a few days ago when your Thread here started and I think you do 'humiliation' with immense style and dignity.

Usually when I view pictures of humiliation I find them kind of 'tragic'. I do understand the draw of this expression for others but something quite deep within in me says 'no' . I could rant over a range of reasons why I find humiliation personally unacceptable. My reasons to are valid and when explored quite unrelated to BDSM practise or mindset of erotica and power exchange and I have no wish to kidnap your Thread in doing so.

Now if my professed drive/hunger is to serve it would make far more sense to me to accept 'humiliation' as a component of such. If it pleases my Dominant to do so then in submission I in best practise would be compliant. Even more so charming for the submissive if there is a fringe benefit of finding participating rewarding/arousing .....smiles ........though that may not be as high on the agenda of the Dominant .

Ohh I am starting to rave. What I am really trying to say in reference to your pictures jeri is that they are the first and only time I believe I have witnessed humiliation pictures and 'seen' the submission and NOT a victem. They don't suggest an abuse is taking place to me, they don't suggest a Dominant of questionable mindset lurking in the background and they certainly do not suggest a submissive publicly vulnerable or lacking in value.

This has been difficult for me to articulate jeri. Please be assured its a compliment from me to your Master and yourself. even in my perhaps odd and drawn out way of expressing it.

kind regards and wishing you both well

@}-}rebecca----

ohhh one last thing, as Lilith stated in her post 'great shoes'...lol....smilesssss

Rebecca

Dear Rebecca,

Thank you for your sweet note. And thank you for your sensitivity and perceptions. Far from kidnapping my thread you have instead added great food for thought and I appreciate your sharing.

You're absolutely correct. I am not nor do I feel vicitimized. As anyone who knows me will attest to I have a very healthy ego. Of course I've spent alot of time gazing at my belly button trying to get to the reality of what I feel and need. I was worried that maybe I felt like I wanted to be a victim (I believe you and I share the same definition of victim). Not the case. It was simpler than that really. Putting myself in a symbiotic relationship with someone who enjoys humiliating someone has of course worked for both of us.

I am very lucky to have found an intelligent, wise, perceptive, strong, understanding Dom. I am SO grateful to him for causing the feelings he makes me feel.

Thank you for looking at my pictures. It is always a great thrill knowing someone has seen me in such an embarassing state.

Sincerely,

sissyjeri

Rebecca - ps

Ah, the shoes. I just love them.

sissyjeri said:

If you would like to see many more pictures of me and you have a yahoo account you can see them at:

http://profiles.yahoo.com/explords

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I'm a bit confused - the photos section indicates you haven't shared any albums with the public. Can you point us to the pictures?

Ooops

Dear Etoile,

Sorry for the mistake. The albums are now open to the public.

Enjoy!



sissyjeri

It's hard to know how other people see things when you're logged in yourself - I do it all the time!

wonderful

Dear Etoile,

The photos of you are marvelous. Your friend is a very talented photographer (understatement). Of course it helps to have a beautiful subject like you.

Thanks for your note.

submissively,



sissyjeri

Jeri,

I dont have much to say but i would just like to comment on how wonderful your photos are, i spent a good deal of time browsing through them.