Hunger

Brian

I had really believed that my current partner was the one, right from the beginning. And still, I wanted to believe that. I realized that yeah, after five years together people can tend to get ‘bored’ or whatever. That just wasn’t the case for me. I still found him so sexy, so cool..I loved his sense of humor, we communicated better than any of my past partners, and in bed, he was HOT.

But over the last couple of years, he seemed to start feeling differently. I told myself that it was a phase…that it would pass, and things would be like they once were between us. But, despite my attempt at being patient, it wasn’t changing. The frustration I began to feel was just getting to be too much. I wondered why, if he was so disinterested in having a physical relationship with me anymore, that he stayed. I supposed that a lot of people didn’t hold sex, or a physical relationship as a priority. I’d like to be able to say that I didn’t as well. But I can’t say that and not be lying. Guess I’m shallow…or needy…or just red-blooded. Who knows. All I know is that no matter how much I loved him, I was becoming ever-resentful with his lack of interest in me. My libido seemed to only grow, the more rejection I got. It was really making me crazy!

And don’t get me wrong..I wasn’t asking the moon and the stars from him. I just wanted a physical show of affection, and to feel appreciation from him. At this point, I felt totally taken for granted. All my attempts to pleasure only him, to suck his cock and want nothing in return but to know I gave him pleasure, were rejected. No matter how much I told myself that it wasn’t about me, I still couldn’t help but to take this very personally.

At 35 I still looked young. And yes, my sexual appetite was not unlike that of a guy half my age. Plus, I was the kind of guy who would not turn down an opportunity to try something new, if my partner were so inclined. I didn’t know the meaning of the term ‘hang ups’. If it makes him happy, it can’t be that bad..that was my line of thinking. And maybe my openness and enthusiasm had just ‘burned him out’. That wasn’t something I could grasp, from my perspective. And I was tired..tired of feeling single while I shared a home with him. Tired of seeing him, a foot away from me as he slept and not being able to reach out and touch him without hearing him growl "Man, I'm trying to sleep." In the last couple months, I couldn't bear to share the bed with him anymore. It drove me crazy being so close to him, yet so far.

Maybe there was someone else. Maybe he was questioning his sexuality. I didn’t know, and was sick of trying to figure it out. The only place my questioning got me was getting even more puzzled with his evasive answers. I tried so many methods to spark his interest, but it seemed that if it involved me, nothing worked. I finally had reached the point that I’d often thought I’d get to…I was going to find someone who would appreciate my ‘giving’ nature, if only for a night..an hour even. I was going to find some temporary satisfaction, if it only meant satisfying another. That would be enough for me, I was convinced.

After he’d gone to bed, I dressed. I put on my leather trench coat and picked up my keys off the table before I had a chance to question what I was about to do. The moment a single guilty thought crossed my mind I said to myself, Shit, you have needs. And if he has no intrest in meeting them, it’s up to you to do something about it. I put the key in the ignition of the car and as I pulled out of the driveway, I realized I had no plan..no idea where I was going. I’d been out of the ‘circuit’ for so long, I wasn’t sure where to start. The logical idea was a bar. A gay bar, of course. Maybe just finding someone there who I could make feel special for a few minutes..someone I could use my talented mouth on for long enough that it made them come harder than any time in their recent memory.. That’s what I wanted. But I had no idea what I was going to get.

Walking from the car to the entrance of the bar gave me one more chance to change my mind, but even if I had had a desire to talk myself out of it, my mind wouldn’t have listened. Stepping into the bar, I knew the first thing I had to do was get a drink and relax some. Then I could be comfortable as I scoped out the place and decided what my next move was to be. I got a beer from the bartender, who, I might add, shot a sexy look my way as he took the five from my hand. See, I thought, you’re still attractive. I went and sat at a small table, and began to take in my surroundings.

Josh

I had been wanting to check this place out for some time now. None of my close friends ever wanted to, not sure why, but they didn't. Maybe it was the fact that some of them were straight and this was a gay bar, maybe it was because in many ways it was like a neighborhood bar, which was my favorite kind. Maybe it was because my gay friends all wanted to hit the new hip bars.

Anyway, having lost my girl months ago when she found me in bed with a guy, and now having that guy move out of my life, I knew I needed something different. Actually, I don't think I needed something different in my life, I think I just felt like some good ol fashion hot lustful sex. Once I decided that's what the doctor ordered, I figured I might as well start my search at this place. If I wanted hot lustful sex, then the place to find someone for that was a gay bar. The straight bars would all have women who wanted love, a relationship, etc etc. That's not what I wanted tonight, tonight it was all about getting myself pleased. Dressed in tight black jeans, and polo shirt I wlked in and up to the bar, ordering a beer.

It was while drinking that first beer that I saw him walk in. I checked out his body as he walked up to the other end of the bar. It was somewhat dark and he had a fucking trench coat on, so I couldn't really tell much about his look. I did see the bartender eyeing him, so that was probably a good sign. I watched as he got his drink and went over to a table, wondering what his story was.

I took small swallows of my beer, knowing I didn't need to be in any hurry. Looking around the dim bar, I tried to check out each guy in my view and assess them. I then realized how unnecessary that was, I knew it didn't matter. Any one of the guys there would've been just fine for me to achieve the feeling I craved.

I stopped scanning the room and turned my eyes to the green beer bottle in my hand. For a fraction of a second, I started to ask myself what the hell I was doing here, and how my partner might actually be awake and wondering where I went. But as soon as I had that though, I actually laughed out loud. I knew that was a fantasy..

As I put the bottle to my lips and tilted my head up to take another drink, I saw a guy leaning on the bar checking me out. I held his gaze for a second. Then I looked to the bottle in my hand again, and wondered what I should say if he approached me.

Josh

I had no idea what it was about him, but he seemd dark, brooding almost, secretive. I had no idea really what he looked like, not that it mattered. But of all the guys there tonight, he was the one that peaked my interest. It was weird how that happens.

Watching him drink his beer, he saw me watching him. I got a little nervous and almost looked away. I am not the type to do this type of thing.

But yet, my body would not let my eyes leave him. I noticed as he took another drink, that his bottle was almost empty. Ordering another for me and one for him I walked to his table, scared, nervous, and horny.

"Hey," I said as I set his beer down, "Mind if I sit with you a bit?"

Brian

Glancing up again, I saw the same guy, now with two beers, walking over to me. Oh, shit.. I thought, That didn't take long. Now what am I going to say?

As he got closer I could see that he was the sort of guy I found attractive. That was lucky. Even though I had some confidence that the reason guys came here was soley to hook up casually, I still wondered what he was looking for.

I didn't have to wait long. In seconds, he was standing at my table holding another beer out towards me asking if he could join me. As naturally as I could manage, I said, "Sure, dude." Then I decided to sound like a complete dork by saying, "So..you come here often?" I wanted to kick myself. But then I recalled my purpose, it wasn't to front or sound cool.

The attractive guy sat across the small table from me. Taking the beer he'd offered, I thanked him and told him my name. He introduced himself, and we shook hands awkwardly over the table. I had no clue how to break the ice with him. I decided I'd let him be the one to do that. After all, he was the one who had the balls to approach me in the first place. He must've had a plan..

Josh

"Hi Brian," I said before taking a drink of my beer. "No, actually this is my first time here, what about you?'

I got a little better picture of Brian now that I was sitting at the same table. To me, he looked hot. II could totally see a lustful night with him. wondered why he was here by himself.

Leaning back some in my chair, tryint to look cool, comfortable, and well, a little studly, I asked "You here alone tonight or meeting up with someone?"

Brian

As Josh sat with me and made some small talk, I was aware of how exciting this was. I was out, prowling, so to speak, for the first time in years. After mere minutes I had been approached and was now getting the attention of an available and handsome guy. All this justified my actions leading up to this point. Now I could begin to really look at this as something that was supposed to be happening. I pushed any thought of my partner out of my mind.

"Uh, hey Josh. This is my first time here in a long while. And, yes, I'm just here with myself. Guess I just needed to get out and around, and see what was going on in this part of the world." Unsure of what else to add at this point, I smiled at Josh and raised the beer bottle to my mouth, talking a good sized swallow. I didn't want to stare, but he didn't seem real shy about checking me out. I wished I were bold enough to just come right out and say, Actually, I'm looking to suck some cock. You need to get blown, Josh? But I wasn't. I waited to see where he might take this conversation.

JOsh

"I know what you mean Brian, the need for something different, that's why I'm here. So... uh what exactly were you looking for Brian, or just looking to look?"

I gazed over his body, thinking. it would be a fun body to explore, I wondered if he was gay or straight just looking for a blow job. I was not yet good at determining those things.

"We could always head over to my place and party." Licking my lips, hoping I'm not too obvious, yet I feel nervous. I usually don't do this, usually its women or men hitting on me.

Brian

"We could always head over to my place and party."

When Josh came right out and said this, I was really relieved. Yet, part of me wanted to draw it out and not just get up and leave with him right away. A very strange thing for me...I'd never played hard to get in the past! Well, I'd never had the opportunity to. It was always me who was in pursuit; having someone else hit on me was a very different deal..

But the other part of me was so ready to blurt out, "Sounds great..let's go." I guess I didn't want to come off quite that desperate. But Josh was a really good looking guy, the longer I sat across from him, the more I realized how attractive he was. I had little doubt that he had no problem getting whomever he wanted as a sex partner. Still, I tried to exhibit some sort of control, and ease into it instead of jumping in head first, so to speak.

"Uh...well, what did you have in mind, Josh? 'Partying' can mean a few different things.." I took another drink and then found the balls to add, "You wanna..maybe move your chair over here, next to me, and tell me about how you wanna 'party'"

I prayed I didn't sound too retarded, or that what I'd said didn't make him have second thoughts. If he was someone looking for the same thing I was looking for, he might be thinking, "Oh fuck this...you're wasting my time, and there's fifty other dudes here." Man, I hoped not..

Josh

By your conversation I could not tell if you were playing hard to get, if you were straight and just wanted to get off, or if was you teasing me.

But, when you asked me to move over closer, asking what kind of partying I meant, well I was sure I was going to let you know.

I scooted my chair over real close. I leaned in to whisper in your ear, while my hand moved to rub your bulge,. "I wanna get naked with you, fuck the hell out of you and decide tomorrow if its a one night stand or something more. I'm not looking for more, I'm looking for lust. Can you handle that?" My hand squeezing your bulge, letting him know I wanted you

Brian

Oh, shit I thought as Josh wasted no time in coming over beside me, while his hand wasted no time in finding my cock under the denim of my jeans. This was exactly what I'd been wanting..yet, it caught me off guard. Guess it was proof that I certainly wasn't the only guy looking for temporary relief, looking to satisfy my hunger..

Josh's face was very close, even after he'd finished whispering in my ear. I looked at him as his hand settled in my lap, rubbing his hand over my dick. I felt so awkward! But...feeling a hand on my cock that wasn't attached to my arm..that quickly brought me out of the shyness I'd been feeling.

All I could manage right then was a "Mmm.." I moved my face closer to his and without giving him any forwarning, and without having any clue how he'd react, I touched my lips to his, showing him with a kiss that I was indeed game for some 'partying'..

Josh

I thought I might be scaring Brian off, being so direct about what I wanted. I usually do not act that way, but I guess it was my cock speaking tonight. I hoped I wasn't putting myself in danger, hell he could have been a murderer for all I knew. He could have been one of those guys who demands to be in total control, the kind who force his "boy" to do what makes him feel best regardless.

When his lips met mine I forgot all about the danger, I wanted those lips wrapped around my cock. I needed to feel a hard naked body, needed to fuck, needeed to get off really badly.

I kept rubbing your cock through your pants, squeezing making sure you got hard.

"Brian, shall we go now or you want to suck me off here first."

Brian

After that statement from Josh, after the feeling of his lips on mine and his warm hand massaging my growing cock through my jeans, there was no other answer I could give but an eager 'yes'.

"Yes, I mean..let's go", needing to clarify what I was saying yes to. Knowing that he was ready right now, that he would've had me suck his cock in the bar, excited me greatly. It was nice to feel that someone else was in need to the extent that I was.

Quickly finishing off the last of my beer, I stood and waited for Josh to lead the way. I had no second thoughts about leaving with this stranger, about going to 'his place'...I really took what he said at face value, not sensing any ulterior motive. I saw the bartender smile in our direction after observing our brief meeting, and now seeing us leaving together.

"So Josh, you live nearby?"

Josh

Damn, I thought, Brian is so sexy, his lips, face, hell, his entire body. I could tell he was in need of raw hot sweaty let's get fucking sex, just as I was. I imagined this would be a night to remember.

I was kind of hoping he might suck me off right there, not wanting to wait, but I guess his mind was being a slight bit more rational than mine.

I watched as he gulped his beer down, stood up and asked if I was ready. Boy was I ever ready!

"I live just around the corner Brian," I said seeing his huge bulge as he stood there waiting for me. I got up and led us out of the bar. I knew my roomate would not be home, I wanted to get him home and naked, naked before we could even make it to the bed.

Brian

"Right around the corner, eh? Does that mean you walked instead of drove?"

I stepped out of the bar with Josh just ahead of me, checking out his ass through his tight jeans. I felt like I had subconciously hidden myself with my trenchcoat, but I also figured it would be off soon enough, along with the rest of my clothes. I wondered what exactly Josh was looking for. Not that it mattered, I knew at the least he needed a mouth on his cock. And I was quite ready to provide that for the sexy guy.

Josh

"Right around the corner and we can walk, yep" I couldn't wait to get this stud naked. I needed to feel his cock in my hand and mouth. I hoped this would work out. I hoped he wanted his ass fucked hard and would not expect the same of me.

I had been fucked only once and decided it wasn't for me. I wondered if I had just had a bad experience, but had decided, at least for now, I was the one who would do the fucking.

My cock was still hard as we walked, almost ran, to my place. Not holding hands, not saying alot, just getting to where we needed to go to release our sexual tension.

Brian

I followed him, my mind racing at this point, realizing I was on the verge of being with someone who wasn't my partner. As I thought about it, I knew it had been months since I'd even sucked my partner, and when I'd done that, that was all it was. The intimacy we'd once shared had seemed to vanish, soon followed by his sexual desire.

Despite how long it had been, I knew that cocksucking came quite naturally to me. It wasn't like I needed to practice. But I was very eager to demonstrate on Josh just how much I enjoyed a big cock in my mouth.

Thinking again about the kiss in the bar, I felt a tingling in my stomach. I hoped that he'd be ok with doing some more of that. The long-time void I'd had was already beginning to be filled..

And then there we were, already at his place. As he unlocked the door I realized that the whole time we'd been walking, I hadn't said a word. But neither had he. I was pretty sure he had been busy thinking just as I had. I followed him inside, and shut the door behind me. Josh kicked his shoes off at the same time that he pulled his shirt off over his head. I followed his lead, and did the same.

Josh

I push your back against the wall. Moving in tight against you. Our crotches rubbing, our naked chests touching.

I kiss your neck, moving up along your jaw bone to your lips. Holding your arms up over your head I whisper in your ear "I'm so horny for your body Brian, I want to lick every inch, I want to suck your cock, fuck your ass." My mouth moving over yours, shoving my tongue in your mouth.

One hand holding your wrists, the other running down your arm, grazing your arm pit, over your nipple, pinching. My had continues over your crotch, rubbing your bulge and hearing you moan. Undoing your belt and unzipping your pants while my tongue fucks your mouth and sucks your tongue.

Brian

Holy shit.. I thought to myself. Things were happening so fast..

It's been months since I'd felt anyone's hands on me, with the exception of my own. I knew how much I wanted this, how much I craved this, but it was so intense. I wanted somehow to slow Josh down some, but I sure didn't want him to get the wrong idea, like I wasn't interested! That couldn't have been further from the truth..His hand on me felt so fucking good. His other hand, holding both my wrists up above my head while he pressed his chest into mine was such a huge turn on, I could hardly stand still....

I tasted his tongue as he kissed me hard, and felt his bulge rubbing against my own. Every inch of me felt electric. It was like Josh was plugged directly into a 220...and with every tiny touch he was making sparks fly off me!

His mouth was devouring mine, sucking, licking, biting...I became more and more powerless to his touch every second. This sexy stranger was undoubtedly going to make me his tonight, in whatever way he chose.

"Josh", I finally heard myself say between his kisses, "I.. fuck, you'e so hot. You've got me so turned on, dude...but, it's been so long for me.." I wasn't sure what else to say. God forbid him think that I didn't want him. I decided to just shut up before I said something really stupid, and instead of opening my mouth to speak again, I opened it offering my tongue to him, wanting more of his kisses.

Josh

One hand holding your wrists above your head, the other undoing your pants.

Leaving your mouth and kissing down your neck, my hand reaching in your pants rubbing your cock through your boxers, "You're so hot Brian, I want you bad. I don't care if you cum now, I'll make sure you cum again."

My tongue licking over into your arm pit. Licking, kissing, my hand slides inside your boxers, rubbing your cock. My thumb rubs the head, feeling your precum leak out.

"Damn Brian, your cock feels so good" Kissing down your chest, stopping to bite your nipples. My hand leaves your cock and runs back over your ass, pushing your pants and boxers down a little.

Pulling you into me, your exposed cock rubbing against my jeans. Hearing you moan I kiss down further. My hands rubbing along your side. Your hard cock under my chin as I tongue your belly button. My fingers sliding up and down the crack of your ass.

Josh

Sliding your pants and boxers down to the floor, holding your cock, rubbing it over my chin, face and lips. Kissing your balls as I smile and say "I'm going to suck you until you give me this load stud, so relax and enjoy."

I lick the head, tasting your precum. You moans encourage me on. Opening my mouth licking the head as I slowly suck your cock in. Feeling your hardness, my tongue wrapping around your cock. Pinning you against the wall with my mouth, letting you realize you have no choice but to let me suck you until you release your thick creamy load.

My mouth doing its best to please you. Sucking as much of you in as I can, my hand fondling your balls. I was not typically such a cock whore, but you were really turning me on. I felt more wanton than I had in quite some time. My head moving back and forth, alternating between sucking and licking. I felt your hand on my head, your moans increasing.

Brian

Before I knew it, Josh had undone my jeans and fallen to his knees before me, with his mouth wrapped around my hard twitching cock. His mouth was so fucking hot..so wet. He started sucking me with the same urgency that I felt, as far as wanting a cock in my own mouth. My hand involuntarily went to his head, encouraging his sucking. I could hardly believe this was happening...

I made a very deliberate effort to not say anything. Part of me was afraid that I might call Josh by the wrong name...I gritted my teeth together as his incredible sucking mouth brought me to the brink of a climax I hadn't experienced in a long, long time.

His lips were so tight as he moved back and forth on my shaft, and I was mentally reeling as his sucking just got more and more intense. Biting my tongue, not even letting myself groan or grunt as his tongue snaked around my shaft, he was working a kind of magic on me that was beginning make me feel so alive..

Josh

You cock felt so good in my mouth. It had been a very long time since I had been with a guy. I felt like I couldn't get enough.

Looking up at you, "I want your cum in my mouth Brian". Moving back onto your cock sucking it in deep. My finger working from your balls to your hole, teasing it, pushing in, knowing that would get a reaction from you.

Your cock throbbing in my mouth as I suck harder, coating you with my saliva. My nose hitting your skin as I work my magic. My finger opening your ass. Taking you cock out to lick the head and niblle on it. Then sucking you back in deep. Tonguw swirling around.

Brian

My legs were turning to jell-o. I was so not ready for this incredible blow job from this incredibly hot, willing guy. My fingers began to get tangeled in his hair as I unconciously balled up my fist while he sucked me deep into his mouth. This was too much; I had to sit down.

"Josh..man, I gotta take a seat. I haven't been blown like this in forever...I don't think I can stay standing when I come." Only taking his mouth from me for a second, as soon as I sat his tongue was flicking over my leaking cockhead. He wrapped his hand around it and looked up at me with the sexiest eyes, and said, "So, it's been a while, eh?"

"Good, if its been awhile, there will be more for me."

Pulling your legs from the pants, I stand leading you into my bedroom. Pushing you onto the bed, I kneel back between your legs. Licking and sucking your balls while my hand strokes your cock. My tongue traveling below your balls, teasing your hole. Getting you wet for my finger I move back up and suck your cock back in my wet mouth.

Your hands return to my head, I feel you squirm as my finger enters you. Your hips thrust up, your cock pushing down my throat. Almost gagging I try to slow down, but needing your cum so badly I can't slow myself down.

My own cock still covered in my pants, leaking precum. But, for now, its all about sucking you, milking your cum into my mouth. My tongue moving around your cock as my head moves up and down.