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Three hundred years is a long time to live when you're alone.
That's what I keep telling myself each and every evening when I wake and rise. Knowing each time I was truly and utterly...alone.
For how could I tell any human being what I was and not expect instant fear...or retaliation from them?
For at times I disgusted even myself....
My name is Jacque Landau. I was born the second time in the tiny town now called Baton Rouge in the year 1702....
I was a young man. 32 years old and in my prime. A hunter and explorer who loved life. Until one night I met a demon I couldn't slay with my knife or pistol, and died under his teeth.
Yes, his teeth. I felt them tear through my flesh. Rip out my voice box so I couldn't even die screaming. And then to my horror the demon drank my blood.
Drained my bodies’ life source while I lay helpless and listened to my own heartbeat slow...and then almost quit entirely.
What happened next sickened me even though I knew I was near death.
For as I gasped for my last breath of air I tasted the salty taste of blood...and with my last strength opened my eyes to see the same demon's wrist hovering over my lips and his own blood pouring out of a self inflicted wound.
What could I do?
His blood was pouring into my torn throat and I somehow swallowed it, trying as instinct guided me even in that terrible moment...to live.
And in doing so I sealed my own fate for all of eternity.
The pain I felt as I woke was nothing compared to the pain I felt later as I realized I had lost my humanity.
It felt as if my entire internal organ system was being ripped out...for hours it burned away inside me and if I tried to drink the once life sustaining water it became worse...
Later I understood the dire meaning of all of it. I could no longer live on the foods I had as a mortal. I was forced to hunt instead for the very thing taken from me at my death.
Blood.
Now I'm getting ahead of myself. Or perhaps too far behind.
What I'm trying to talk about is the loneliness that comes over a vampire after several hundred years and what it drives them to do.
I should know. For that's what I discovered later I had become.
Immortal. Unable to ever enjoy a sunrise again. Forced to hide from it and the human beings I once walked beside. Driven into solitary existence to surface only when hunger or the solitude overcame me.
And that was how it all began some ten years before.
I had risen and the hunger was great...and perhaps even greater was the loneliness I could never seem to escape from as well.
It had driven me to a new city. To find fresh victims and feed from them.
And that is when I met Tabby. A wondrous and exciting woman who was a virgin as well... Someone I should have left behind untouched...or left behind dead...
But instead I did neither. I became fascinated with her. Tracked her and then arranged a coincidental meeting with her. And finally one night when we were alone?
I seduced her.
That's what I keep telling myself each and every evening when I wake and rise. Knowing each time I was truly and utterly...alone.
For how could I tell any human being what I was and not expect instant fear...or retaliation from them?
For at times I disgusted even myself....
My name is Jacque Landau. I was born the second time in the tiny town now called Baton Rouge in the year 1702....
I was a young man. 32 years old and in my prime. A hunter and explorer who loved life. Until one night I met a demon I couldn't slay with my knife or pistol, and died under his teeth.
Yes, his teeth. I felt them tear through my flesh. Rip out my voice box so I couldn't even die screaming. And then to my horror the demon drank my blood.
Drained my bodies’ life source while I lay helpless and listened to my own heartbeat slow...and then almost quit entirely.
What happened next sickened me even though I knew I was near death.
For as I gasped for my last breath of air I tasted the salty taste of blood...and with my last strength opened my eyes to see the same demon's wrist hovering over my lips and his own blood pouring out of a self inflicted wound.
What could I do?
His blood was pouring into my torn throat and I somehow swallowed it, trying as instinct guided me even in that terrible moment...to live.
And in doing so I sealed my own fate for all of eternity.
The pain I felt as I woke was nothing compared to the pain I felt later as I realized I had lost my humanity.
It felt as if my entire internal organ system was being ripped out...for hours it burned away inside me and if I tried to drink the once life sustaining water it became worse...
Later I understood the dire meaning of all of it. I could no longer live on the foods I had as a mortal. I was forced to hunt instead for the very thing taken from me at my death.
Blood.
Now I'm getting ahead of myself. Or perhaps too far behind.
What I'm trying to talk about is the loneliness that comes over a vampire after several hundred years and what it drives them to do.
I should know. For that's what I discovered later I had become.
Immortal. Unable to ever enjoy a sunrise again. Forced to hide from it and the human beings I once walked beside. Driven into solitary existence to surface only when hunger or the solitude overcame me.
And that was how it all began some ten years before.
I had risen and the hunger was great...and perhaps even greater was the loneliness I could never seem to escape from as well.
It had driven me to a new city. To find fresh victims and feed from them.
And that is when I met Tabby. A wondrous and exciting woman who was a virgin as well... Someone I should have left behind untouched...or left behind dead...
But instead I did neither. I became fascinated with her. Tracked her and then arranged a coincidental meeting with her. And finally one night when we were alone?
I seduced her.