Old 04-01-2008, 10:18 PM   #79951
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I know it's maybe just cause I'm drunk.

But... damn it.

I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.

Yet from this one person, I feel overlooked.

And I need to stop it and get over it.

I feel awful just posting this, like an ungrateful little brat that needs to get over herself. I have nothing I should be complaining about, yet I do because I'm just that much of a petty egotistical bitch. It's getting me down when I should be above this. When did I turn into such an attention whore? I have no right, no right at all to be posting this, or to even be feeling like this.

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Old 04-01-2008, 10:19 PM   #79952
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I know it's maybe just cause I'm drunk.

But... damn it.

I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.

Yet from this one person, I feel overlooked.

And I need to stop it and get over it.

I feel awful just posting this, like an ungrateful little brat that needs to get over herself. I have nothing I should be complaining about, yet I do because I'm just that much of a petty egotistical bitch. It's getting me down when I should be above this. When did I turn into such an attention whore? I have no right, no right at all to be posting this, or to even be feeling like this.

I'm sorry for posting this.
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Old 04-01-2008, 10:21 PM   #79953
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But... damn it.
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Old 04-01-2008, 10:36 PM   #79954
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Old 04-01-2008, 10:47 PM   #79955
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I know it's maybe just cause I'm drunk.

But... damn it.

I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.

Yet from this one person, I feel overlooked.

And I need to stop it and get over it.

I feel awful just posting this, like an ungrateful little brat that needs to get over herself. I have nothing I should be complaining about, yet I do because I'm just that much of a petty egotistical bitch. It's getting me down when I should be above this. When did I turn into such an attention whore? I have no right, no right at all to be posting this, or to even be feeling like this.

I'm sorry for posting this.
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Old 04-01-2008, 10:56 PM   #79956
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Ok...that was not cool!

As much as i love my friend's, the sudden rush of IM's from different people was sooooo not convenient at that time! Just as we were getting into it!!!!

It's like my entire MSN/ YIM contact list just *KNEW* they had to sabotage our quality time!

arrrrgh!!!!
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:05 PM   #79957
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Ok...that was not cool!

As much as i love my friend's, the sudden rush of IM's from different people was sooooo not convenient at that time! Just as we were getting into it!!!!

It's like my entire MSN/ YIM contact list just *KNEW* they had to sabotage our quality time!

arrrrgh!!!!
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:07 PM   #79958
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:09 PM   #79959
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I WISH!

Can't when on video call, i get cut off every 5 seconds.

Since we've been using the voicecall/ webcam call feature, we keep it on when i write too...then we can see each other.

neways, it's bed and very sexy dreams for me now
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Can't when on video call, i get cut off every 5 seconds.

Since we've been using the voicecall/ webcam call feature, we keep it on when i write too...then we can see each other.

neways, it's bed and very sexy dreams for me now
When I'm busy and don't want a lot of interruptions, I 'block' some of the people.
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:18 PM   #79961
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:20 PM   #79962
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:20 PM   #79964
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:24 PM   #79966
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:29 PM   #79967
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Old 04-01-2008, 11:31 PM   #79968
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As much as i love my friend's, the sudden rush of IM's from different people was sooooo not convenient at that time! Just as we were getting into it!!!!

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I know it's maybe just cause I'm drunk.

But... damn it.

I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.

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And I need to stop it and get over it.

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I'm sorry for posting this.

 

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