catalina_francisco
Happily insatiable always
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In my browsing of old threads, and newer, I have noticed how quick most of us are to at some point say, ''That is a limit I have and will never cross', only to find as time passes we happily or not so happily do decide to cross them off the list. I have long since learned my lesson and try to never say these words anymore, especially around a certain Dominant who now has the responsibility of telling me what my limits will and will not be!! LOL. Thought it might be interesting to see how far we have come in crossing limits we never dreamt we could or would, and the benefits to us if any.
One of mine was breath play which was largely fear based. I had been in circumstances twice where someone had tried to strangle me, once as a child and once as an adult. I also had an experience where a childhood playmate decided it might be fun to see if she could drown me. So I had valid reason to have this block in my head that said 'no way', or so I thought. I am happy to realise, though I still have difficulties at times, through building trust and understanding Master has been able to elliminate a lot of the fear which had reflected in so many parts of my life, inhibiting my experiences of reality. So for me it was an unexpected positive move.
Catalina
One of mine was breath play which was largely fear based. I had been in circumstances twice where someone had tried to strangle me, once as a child and once as an adult. I also had an experience where a childhood playmate decided it might be fun to see if she could drown me. So I had valid reason to have this block in my head that said 'no way', or so I thought. I am happy to realise, though I still have difficulties at times, through building trust and understanding Master has been able to elliminate a lot of the fear which had reflected in so many parts of my life, inhibiting my experiences of reality. So for me it was an unexpected positive move.
Catalina