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"Everything was clear, Mr. Idris," Miles declared, glancing up from his clipboard. He stepped forward and placed a small electronic device on my desk. "I'm assuming, of course, that this bug from the receptionist phone is yours."

I nodded." Yes, good catch." Not satisfied with mere assurances of my counter-surveillance team, I periodically installed monitoring devices of my own to test their thoroughness.

Miles smiled, pleased to have proven the quality of his work. "You money management guys," he chuckled. "Almost paranoid about information security. But hey, it keeps me in business." Miles handed me a copy of his report before departing. "See you next week, Mr. Idris."

I glanced through the report. Miles was partially right. My routine counter-surveillance practices would probably be regarded as overkill for most men in my profession. My fund managed a few billion in assets, which was hardly sizable in this day and age. That hardly made me a likely target for corporate espionage.

But most men in my profession didn't have my client list. Mixed in with the various trust fund babies, entrepreneurs, Wall Street fat cats, and other wealthy patrons was a much smaller list of clients known not for their wealth but for their association with crime and violence. Third world dictators, guerrilla rebels, crime syndicates -- if they had millions in funds and a need for financial management, I was one of a very small handful to whom they could turn.

Naturally such dealings made me a potential target for surveillance from other criminals as well as various governmental agencies. Consequently, I took my security measures very seriously. One did not achieve my level of success without caution and control.

My work day over, I took off the reading glasses I wore and contemplated other matters. My mind kept drifting to one in particular, so I withdrew my phone from my inner jacket pocket and opened up the photo album.

The woman in the photo had a mane of red hair that gleamed like the setting sun. Her right arm was extended for taking the selfie while her left held a midnight blue dress to her body. Virginia had texted it to me to show me the new dress she'd gotten for our attendance of La boheme two weeks ago.

I could recall her in that dress even now. Virginia generally did not like to call much attention to her bosom given its sheer size did that well enough on its own, but the midnight blue had shown just a trace of decolletage. I'd found the balance between sultry appeal and conservative grace to be utterly intoxicating.

Of course, I had come to find that true about many aspects of Virginia. Physically, she had a curvaceous form fit to take any man's -- and perhaps woman's -- breath away. Intellectually, I found her to be well versed in a vast array of subjects and a stimulating conversationalist.

But what particularly held my fascination at present was my growing sense that she held self-control in a regard similar to my own. Such a quality was rare in my experience. Moreover, it is an aspect of personality that is not readily revealed. One cannot merely proclaim to have it; rather, it must be demonstrated by one's actions -- or more often, by the actions not taken. One must watch for its signs over time.

With Virginia, it had been months. I'd first seen her at the Bach concerto almost half a year ago, though it wouldn't be till a fundraiser at the Met weeks later that we were first introduced. But when the VP of the Board of Trustees introduced her, I naturally recalled the stunning beauty from the symphony.

Our shared fondness for the arts resulted in subsequent meetings at the theater and opera in the following weeks. Our casual conversations at intermission eventually led to us meeting for a drink after a performance. That lead to a subsequent meeting over dinner. There had been nearly a dozen such encounters since.

Despite our protracted involvement, our physical intimacy remained curtailed. Virginia had subtly indicated more than once that she was amenable to greater physical intimacy, but I'd thusfar politely declined. "I want to take it slow," I'd explained.

Partly this was my preference. Anticipated pleasure is worth savoring. But partly I was testing Virginia. I suspected in her the possibility that she could be something more than a mere conquest. She might have the potential to be something far more -- if she shared my regard for control.

Thusfar, she had surpassed even my expectations. A less self-possessed individual might end the relationship in impatience or redouble her efforts to seduce me in desperation. Virginia showed no such weakness. Her repeated willingness to trust in my judgment these past weeks and months had provided me the foundation I required.

Yes, it was time. I swiped my phone to her contact and dialed. "Virginia? It's Simon. Yes, a pleasure to hear yours as well. Would you be available tomorrow evening? No, nothing fancy. There's something I want to discuss with you, so I thought I would come over and cook. How does Italian sound? Excellent. You can pick the wine. Excellent. See you at 8."
 
"Fuck him", I mentally screamed whilst kicking and beating the training dummy in the upscale gym I had joined a few months ago to keep up some rudimentary exercise regime. It certainly wasn't CIA operative training standard and it showed. I was getting soft, if some financial wizard like Idris was getting under my skin.

The dummy was paying the price for my frustrations. None of the normally effective seduction techniques had worked at all in moving this assignment further. Dinners, symphony and an "I want to take it slowly", was enough to make me wonder, if maybe I'd lost my touch. I had seduced homicidal dictators and serial killers before with comparable ease, but Idris held me at arms length.

That could mean one of two things. Either he didn't really fancy me, in which case, shame on him. Or he had a dark secret bad enough to thoroughly want to vet me before sharing. His kiss had suggested that under the cool control-freak exterior was some passion, maybe even an actual human being with emotions, but that tiny glimpse was all I had gotten in six bloody months.

I had to begrudgingly admire the man's thoroughness. He knew everything that went on in his company, never missing even the smallest detail. Luckily I had done my homework on him. Six months of research on the invisible hand that moved the underground's money had brought up shockingly little besides his love and support for the symphony and his great value of control and privacy. Idris was not just careful, he was paranoid. I had therefore created the most watertight cover ever and my sources showed that he had checked every single one of my details. He did require me to bring my A game already and it hadn't even gotten sexual yet. At least this assignment wouldn't be boring.

With a man this paranoid, the safest cover had been one loosely based on my own personality. This had proven a wise move, as his ability to sniff out bullshit was uncanny. My cover was as an art dealer, a well established identity I had used before frequently, thereby leaving a convincing enough papertrail for someone like him.

My phone rang. Speaking of the devil, it was Mr. Frustrating himself.
"Virginia, its Simon", his masculine voice said matter of factly, and yet, for some strange reason,it made small shivers run down my spine.
"Hi, how lovely to hear your voice"
"Yes, a pleasure to hear yours as well. Would you be available tomorrow evening", Idris asked. Knowing him, he already knew I was free, in fact, I was pretty sure he had me followed.
"Maybe", I teased, "what did you have in mind? Another charity event?"
"No, nothing fancy. There is something I want to discuss with you, so I thought I would come over and cook. How does Italian sound".
What? Mr. Frustrating cooked??? That sounded like finally he might be willing to give me a little bit more of himself. Promising.
"It's one of my favourite cuisines", I answered honestly.
"Excellent. You can pick the wine", he stated. Damn, he's testing me again. Everything was a test with the bloody man. The wine I choose will clearly tell him something about me. Will he ever stop this? Even if I get into his bed, how will I get my hands on anything more exciting than his morning paper when he is so on guard?

Well, sex did relax most people. As long as I figured out what worked for him in the bedroom, I might alleviate his paranoia enough to get something out of the 12 months I'd already put into this assignment. I could only hope he wasn't too kinky...
"Will do".
"Excellent. See you at 8", Idris said before hanging up.

The dummy continued to experience what could happen to a guy if he wasnt careful how much he frustrated a CIA trained top undercover agent on edge.

***

After a pleasant shower, I made my way to a little upscale wine boutique on the corner of 5th and Madison. Barney, the owner was a sweetheart, who couldnt do enough for me. "Hi Barney, how are you today", I asked sweetly, his huge grin sparking one of my own. "Always better for seeing you, Virginia. How can I help?"

"I need to impress a man who is hard to impress. Banker type, control-freak, perfectionist. He'll be cooking Italian", I whispered with a conspiring smile.

"Ah, I have got the perfect thing. Barolo, from a small biodynamic vineyard in southern Italy. It's full bodied enough to go well with most heavier dishes and its complexity of flavour is just divine. It's part of my special reserve, but it sounds like you need it more than I do", he winked.

"You are a lifesaver, Barney", I laughed, paying for the bottle and walking around the corner to my city center penthouse, which true to my cover was decorated in a stylish but minimalist style with lots of contemporary art work displayed.

I proceeded to set the table and then had to decide what to wear. Idris liked the whisper more than the scream, so a conservative but form fitted dress, which emphasised my considerable assets without openly showing them off would be perfect. I chose a black dress with white detailing, a dark red lipstick and plenty of mascara. Idris was likely old school, so I added some black lacy stockings and suspenders as well as strappy louboutin stilletos, which made my toned legs look even longer.

The first strike of the nearby church clock chimed 8pm when the doorbell rang. He certainly was punctual, I had to give him that. "Showtime Grant, lets see what Mr. Frustrating has in store for you".
 
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I spent much of Friday wrangling with the SEC over some paperwork. As usual, they'd "misplaced" something, so what should have been processed a day ago was only now being dealt with.

It was petty, but that's about all they could do to me these days. Several years ago, the collapse of a Russian syndicate in New Jersey managed to give the FBI a hint that I might be somehow be connected. My tracks were too well covered to establish any direct ties, but it was enough for the clumsy, lumbering beast that is the federal government to stumble over in my direction.

After noisily snuffing around for weeks, they managed to find a few stray threads amongst my activities. Howling with delight, they came at me full bore: Justice Department, FBI, SEC, DEA, Homeland Security -- the works. My life became a cacophony of criminal prosecution threats. They hauled me into court and accused me of all manner of misdeeds. Then they tugged hard on those stray threads, expecting the entire tapestry of my business to unravel.

Instead they discovered that these threads weren't actually connected to the tapestry. Instead, they happened to lead to some very powerful, very legitimate clients who were none too pleased at having their civil rights trod on by overzealous federal prosecutors. A legion of law firms swiftly shredded the feds' paper thin justifications and soon had them on the defensive. The court swiftly vindicated me with a seven figure judgment for malicious prosecution. The subsequent media firestorm made the federal government look like buffoons.

To save face, heads began to roll. The regional heads of three agencies all stepped down, allegedly to spend more time with family. A couple dozen various agents, investigators, and prosecutors either departed for the private sector or were transferred far from New York. A smaller handful of the more aggressive ones pled guilty to various misdemeanors and were quietly terminated.

Those that survived the bloodbath suspected -- quite correctly -- that I'd planted those threads to bait them into the black morass that had claimed the careers of dozens. But those with the politically savvy to avoid the axe also recognized that coming after me had a high probability of being professional suicide. Since the new higher-ups got their promotions because their predecessors smashed their careers coming after me, none of them was willing to try again. The unofficial word was to keep an eye on me, but to give me a wide berth.

In the years since, I'd been treated a bit like a skunk. The feds would turn up their nose at me in petty ways, but they only from a distance. A healthy sense of self-preservation kept any of them from getting in my face about anything. Once bit, twice shy.

After dealing with the SEC, I stopped by my favorite Italian grocery for tonight's ingredients. Consequently, my arms were full of paper bags when I arrived at Virginia's door. She escorted me into her spacious kitchen so I could set them down.

Only then could I take her in my arms and kiss her. While thusfar our physical intimacy had been conducted with clothes on, our embraces did not lack for passion. As our tongues danced, our bodies melded together. The heat of arousal that bloomed in her core was as certain as the one that ignited in my own.

When we parted, her cheeks were flushed and her eyes gleamed with warmth. Judging by the heat at the back of my neck, I'm sure I showed similar signs of affection. "It is good to see you again, my sweet," I murmured.

My gaze swept over her outfit and her delectable curves. "I think you do my meager culinary abilities too much credit. I do not think my pasta recipe warrants wearing heels in the comfort of your own home. Please, make yourself comfortable," I suggested as I set aside my suit jacket and began rolling up my shirt sleeves."And if you would care to assist, pour me a glass of wine. I look forward to tasting the vintage you selected."
 
"I doubt that any of your abilities could be called meagre", I flirted, my hand still resting on his arm, my breath coming faster, face flushed. "Just like I don't think that kiss could be mentioned in the same breath with taking it slow. You do not play fair, Mister", I chided with a smile, my soft fingers gently running along his arm to brush over the exposed skin of his hand, my green eyes holding his.

It was necessary that Virginia Grant was affected by him. And yet, the effect he had on my body, the effect I needed to let him have on me tore on my soul. After all, this whole case was supremely personal. Idris was responsible for the death of the man I had loved more than anything, my dad. After he had been sacked from his post in the aftermath of what was now known as the Idris-fallout, he had lost the will to live, after all his job and getting the bad guy had always been Dad's life. His drinking had gotten out of hand until he drove into a lake one night and drowned. It was ruled as an accident, but I knew better. Dad had taken his own life because of the stunt that Idris had pulled. Catherine Slater hated Idris. Luckily, Catherine didnt exist at this moment, instead I was enjoying the kiss of the man she hated.

Idris was virtually untouchable. No government agency dared to do more than inconvenience him. If I had to be Virginia Grant and endure his touch forever, as long as I could nail his ass, it would be worth it. Whatever twisted games he wanted to play, I was in. Otherwise the man responsible for my Dad's death would never pay for his crimes and that was a world I simply could not live in.

My smile came almost effortlessly. Having been brought up in a fed household, my talents had been discovered early. I had started my agency training in my teens, learnt how to pretend to be what I wasn't. I had soon after my 18th birthday made a name for myself as the infamous black widow, an agent specialising in gaining the trust of the most dangerous and intelligent criminals on the planet with only one goal - to take them down. Yes, I had had to change my features many times, hardly recognising the woman I saw in the mirror anymore. And yet it also made it easier. When I looked into my green eyes, I saw Virginia Grant looking back and Virginia was meant to be falling for Idris. So she was.

"Whatever makes you think that 4 inch stilettos aren't comfortable", I joked, slowly lifting a foot onto the seat of dining chair, subtly exposing a little more of my leg. My hands were running along my calf as if by accident, taking off the left shoe. Then I repeated the same process with the right shoe. It would be fun to see him sweat just a little, just once.

In stockinged feet I glided towards the kitchen island. In a crystal decanter, the Barolo had been aired for a little while to allow its aroma to bloom fully. I opened the top cupboard, stretching to reach the red wine glasses, succeeding after having displayed my body a little more. "You are just a man", I reassured myself, "a man with urges just like any other. Maybe with substantially more willpower", I had to admit grudgingly.

I poured a little of the wine for us and handed him the glass to try.
I swirled the wine in my goblet, took a deep inhale of its beautiful fragrance and then took a small sip, allowing it to swirl into every part of my mouth, caressing my tongue. The fruity flavours of blackcurrants and cherry exploded into my mouth, mixed with a pleasing touch of spice. Thank you Barney. This wine could not be faulted, not even by Mr. Unfazable. It would be up to Idris to make a dinner to match this beauty of mine and so now the shoe was on the other foot. Now he was the one being tested and I quite enjoyed the feeling...
 
Whatever makes you think that 4 inch stilettos aren't comfortable? she inquired, a playful smile tugging at her ruby lips.

I smiled in return. "I seem to recall 'I can't wait to get out of these heels' being a phrase uttered towards the end of more than one evening at the opera after ascending and descending all those stairs." I winked at her and added, "Or perhaps I'm remembering some other fiery-haired goddess with a fondness for Puccini?"

"I am, however, being sincere about my culinary aspirations. The dish is simple and I assure you that it's presentation will be no different. However, I do on occasion like simple, particularly in a meal shared at home. I have something of significance that I'd like to discuss, so best done on a full stomach, yes?"

I clapped my hands together in confirmation. "Very good. I will then cook while you assist." I patted the kitchen counter. "You can perch here looking beautiful and sipping wine."

I took the glass in her extended hand and drank of the dark liquid. "Ooh, that has a nice flourish to it. You chose well, my sweet. You have quite the nose, amongst all your equally wonderful attributes. Now entertain me while I work by telling me about your day."
 
"Hmm. Maybe it is the season for fiery haired goddesses, we tend to travel in hordes, you know... Naturally, we all adore Puccini", I laughed playfully.

"I have never seen you do anything in half measures, so maybe I should be the judge of your cooking prowess", I enquired, raising my eyebrow at him questioningly, a twinkle in my eyes.

He liked simple food and cooking? What a mystery of a man he was, his own identity even better guarded than his deadly secrets. The irony wasn't lost on me of how alike we were in this.

The after-effects of his kiss were still lingering on my lips and he had called my place home. Did that mean he was going to finally move us forward?

I obliged his invitation to sit next to him on the counter to watch him work. As I sat on the counter, my dress slightly hitched upwards, my legs playfully moving in sound to the music. I had chosen the music of our first meeting, the Bach concerto to play in the background. He didn't strike me as a romantic, but it couldnt hurt to have him believe I was a bit of a nostalgic. "So I am to be your muse now, inspiring your culinary masterpiece with my fiery essence? I don't mind helping like that..."

He had something of importance to discuss and I could hardly wait. He was charming, seemingly at ease as we joked. It seemed as though a part of him was finally relaxing, maybe we were getting somewhere, if I could just stay patient.

"Oh, nothing too interesting. I met a couple of clients and sold a Degas to an Arabian Sheikh", I said truthfully, knowing he likely already knew exactly what I had done today. So, the tests were still coming. "What about you. Anything interesting happened in the terribly boring world of international finance", I asked with a smile, "I still believe with your sense of rhythm and composition, you should have been a conductor. Behind the impeccably tailored suit beats the passionate heart of an artist, I can feel it", I teased, watching him cook. His attention to detail, the precise movements of the knife in his hand, the way he tasted and added flavours was mesmerising. He was graceful, no movement wasted, everything in perfect flow.

I poured us more wine, pleased that Idris enjoyed it. Dinner was soon served and it proved to be both delicious and a perfect pairing with her wine. Was there anything he could not do?
 
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We spent the next couple hours cooking and dining. Virginia took a seat atop the counter. Seeing her perched there with bare feet swinging made her seem almost girlish. Certainly her laugh had the sincerity of youth.

I listened while she regaled me with the intricacies of her day. I found it soothing to listen to someone whose workday life did not revolve around merciless pursuit of profit and a constant vigil against potential threats. Plus, I just liked the sound of her voice.

My dish was as unassuming as advertised, but the Italians had been making this recipe for centuries with good reason. Fresh ingredients and a light touch of spices combined with a judicious bit of heat opened up a treasure trove of flavor.

Afterwards, we adjourned to the couch for further conversation. We sat close, facing one another. I laid my arm along the back of the cushions, my fingers idly stroking her hair as we spoke.

When it seemed time, I changed the subject. "But now to the matter I alluded to earlier, lest I keep you in suspense any further. I feel it is time to address that ever so weighty term: our relationship."

I took a sip of wine and set down the glass on her coffee table. "We've been together for months now and I think it fair to say that we share an affection for one another that is both strong and decidedly non-platonic. I further venture that I would not be speaking incorrectly to say that we share a powerful sexual attraction for one another. I want you. You want me."

"Yet despite that undeniable undercurrent, we've not thusfar escalated our physical intimacy to the obvious conclusion. Despite clear opportunities to pursue such a path in these last couple months, I've thusfar declined. I would guess that most other men in my position would have taken action long ago, so I assume that you must be a little curious as to why I have not. While you have certainly never pressed me for an explanation, I do feel you deserve one."

"Were I merely interested in a physical relationship, I would have acted long ago. By this point, I imagine we we might have taken one another on or against every flat surface in your home." I permitted myself a salacious wink for her amusement before continuing.

"But early on I sensed in you the potential for a deeper connection. Something more than the traditional."

I paused for a sip of wine. This part was always a challenge. "Through much trial and experience and self-discovery, I have learned that I cannot truly be emotionally open with another without a very deep connection. Trust is perhaps an oversimplification of the bond, but it will serve as useful shorthand.

"But because of who I am, I cannot achieve that depth without first establishing control. To give myself fully to another, I need her to give herself fully to me. I need her to trust me utterly, to place herself at my mercy with complete confidence. In lay terms, the concept is sometimes referred to as dominance and submission."

"Such a relationship is not readily found or forged, but the rewards are bountiful. I took my time because I think our relationship could have that potential. But before we progress, I need to know if the prospect is something you wish to pursue.

"Such a deep commitment requires both sacrifice and dedication, so it is not a matter to take on lightly. I do not expect you to respond now. It is a matter you should consider on your own when you have time for introspection. Tonight I merely wished to broach the subject."
 
We sat close, facing each other on the sofa, his masculine hand absentmindedly playing with my hair. I couldnt help but lean into his touch. I had always loved it when a man played with my hair and stroked my head. It was soothing and like a cat, I found myself relaxing, almost purring at this comforting display of intimacy and care.

When he began, it soon became clear that this was going to be a "the talk" conversation, regarding the status of our relationship. My heart was beating faster, the moment of truth fast approaching. On the outside I only nodded and raised an eyebrow, showing my interest in this long overdue topic of conversation.

"We've been together for months now", he began. I wasn't sure if together was the right term, but it was pleasing that he saw us this way, pleasing and promising. So, now likely would come the confession that he was married, gay or impotent.

"We share an affection for one another that is both strong and decidedly non-platonic.... I want you and you want me", he continued in his darkly seductive voice that sent little shivers down my spine. So not gay. He wanted me. The thought, spoken from his sensual lips was rather exhilarating. I finally had a foot in the door. He stated equally matter of factly that I wanted him, a casual observation without a question mark. Confidence was clearly not his problem, that was for sure. I simply nodded. Virginia Grant wanted him, that much was true.

His next words made my breath catch. He was going to tell me why he had resisted taking this sexual. Finally. Maybe we could now move on to phase 2 of operation "Killthephoenix". He talked about the potential for a deeper connection. Was he talking marriage? I hadn't taken him for that old school that he'd want to propose before getting sexual. But he wasn't talking marriage. He was talking about submission and domination, surrender and control. His eyes burned into mine as he talked about his need for control to be able to give all of himself, the need for trust.

Fuck me. This was going to be tricky. I, the real me, had always had an inkling that this area held something powerful for me, the woman who was a skilled manipulator and seductress, always in control, always pulling the strings. What would it be like to give up this control and let myself go in the hands of another?

"To give myself fully to another, I need her to give herself fully to me. I need her to trust me utterly, to place herself at my mercy with complete confidence", he stated calmly. Place myself at his mercy with complete confidence? The man who had wiped out the livelihoods of so many people I cared about callously and without care was asking me to trust him, to give myself to him to do with as he chose.

FUCK ME. Only rigorous training and iron discipline kept my legs from getting up, from running as far and fast as I could, away from this man and the sudden face of my own darkest desire. I even managed to stop my legs from shaking, but my eyes widened noticeably, my hand showing the slightest tremor. Whilst subtle, such a response in anyone else would have equated to an emotional nuclear meltdown.

He saw. I could feel him close down, drawing away, my only chance at justice disappearing. I had no choice. My trembling hand closed over his, holding him tight. My green eyes looked up at him, showing some of the vulnreability I was feeling.

"What you suggest scares me", I began, my voice slightly shaking. In this at least I was telling the utter truth. "It scares me, because I have always had the urge to explore there and yet, as you may have noticed, I value control. I have had experiences that have shown me at an early age that the world at large cannot be trusted. I have managed this world through mastery of self, through perfect independence and yet, a small but growing voice has always asked me: What if you let go? What if the right person came along, who could hold you, could take you to this deepest darkest place inside yourself?" My breath had quickened as I spoke.

"Now you are here in front of me, channeling the voice of my inner self, calling me to explore this untrodden path. It is overwhelming, yes. Overwhelming, but not a no. I cannot imagine another man more suited to take me there. I will take your offer to reflect on this, take the time to process", I said, my voice slightly shaky still.

"Maybe we could meet again for dinner sometime next week. I would love to return the favour and cook for you, if that would be acceptable to you? You spoke of trust. Maybe there are a few things I would need to see and experience about the kind of relationship you suggest. You spoke of trust, wanting me to give myself fully into your hands. I would like to see your world, your place, meet you on your own territory for once. I understand if this is not what you want to do, but it would mean a lot to me", I added softly. He had never invited me to his place. This was raising the bar a lot. I had no choice.

I was terrified, because I knew if we did this, I d have to go there for real. He would be able to tell if I held back. I would need to disclose parts of my soul that I had never shared with anyone, make myself utterly vulnerable and find comfort in my enemy's arms. It was an impossibly insane choice to make, but as my only option forward, I already knew the answer I would give him next week. I just needed a week to build my courage to take that first, irrevocable step towards the abyss, before freefall claimed the rest of my sanity.
 
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I listened attentively as she spoke. Her body shivered slightly as she met my gaze. I could see that I'd struck something deep within her. Something that resonated to her very core.

"I appreciate the gravity of what I propose," I replied. "It is good that you feel trepidation at the notion. No choice of consequence should be made lightly."

I closed my hand over hers. "Take the week to consider your position. I want you to dwell on the impact this new relationship could have on you. Be honest with yourself. Don't let convention or society dictate what is 'appropriate' for you. Decide based on what is best for you -- the real you."

I smiled slightly. "And of course, I would welcome the opportunity to host you in my home. But I must insist I handle the meal. I have laden you with a weighty decision. I consider it an undue burden to also expect you to cook as well. Besides, as your first visit, the host should provide the hospitality." I winked at her. "But I shall hold you to your offer to prepare a meal for me in future."

I leaned across and kissed her forehead. "I think it best I leave. You need time apart to consider what is best for you. I have no desire to bias you with my presence. You must face this choice alone."

I rose and walked with her to the door. "I'll send a car for you next week. I will look forward to our next encounter."

 
I walked him to my front door, my heart beating loudly, my fingers trembling.
I was freaking out. I needed something solid to hold onto or else my mind and world might just crumble. His strong, masculine form was the nearest, the only solid thing here with me. My arms stretched out and I fiercely hugged myself against him. As I looked up into his steel blue eyes, my lips parted softly. I needed to feel something, something besides the rising panic. "Please kiss me", I whispered hoarsely.

And then he was gone. The door closed behind him and I slid along the door to the floor, all strength sapped from my limbs, leaving me to crumble on the floor. Deep breaths! Lets look at the upside, here. I will be going to his home next week. The place that had been off limits to the authorities even at the very height of our vendetta against him. I used the thought to steel my resolve. This would be a great win. If I agreed to his arrangement, I would be spending time there in his home, get a glimpse behind the mask, into the man who had destroyed my family. Finally, justice could be mine, but at what price?

A bitter laugh escaped my lips. Me and everything I am. That was the price, the highest price anyone could ever pay for anything. I would have to put myself into the hands of this man, helpless, vulnerable, exposed, facing my greatest fears in his arms. He had been a gentleman so far, if I hadn't known his history he even seemed like a decent guy in the way he had treated me. And yet, I could not unknow what I knew about him. This would be the most dangerous mission I had ever been on, physically, emotionally and mentally.

This was the kind of mission they had taught me to refuse. It was too personal, the stakes too high, my mental state too fragile and yet, my answer was already clear.

***

I spent the next week keeping up with my fake life, selling art, travelling around the world to look at and value pieces in private collections, keeping busy. Every evening I was in a gym, beating the shit out of some local dummy, trying to clear my head, trying to push away the panic of my impending doom.

I meditated, did yoga, watched silly movies and buried myself in work and yet wednesday was quickly approaching. Only one thought soothed me: This is worth whatever it costs. What if I had nothing to come back to, no self left to go on with after this was done? It didn't matter. I would go there, to the brink, taking that step that would likely seal my fate. It's what I have to do for me and dad.

On tuesday, I spent a day in the spa, getting myself ready for our date. My hair and nails were done, I got a lovely massage and a wax, preparing myself to possibly show some skin tomorrow.

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Thus pampered and prepared, I chose my outfit. 3inch red, strappy stilettos with a long, tailored, silky grey dress, which showed a little of my considerable cleavage. Red lipstick and red clutch, both exactly matching the color of the heels completed the outfit. My hair was long, cascading freely to frame my face, playing around my sensitive neck. It was time.
The doorbell rang and I walked down the stair, getting into the black limousine he had sent for me. No turning back now. Deep breaths!

The drive was less than 30 minutes, just enough time to pour myself a glass of the fine bourbon that he had there, the fiery liquid lending me some of the courage I needed to take this insane step. We arrived at a large mansion in its private grounds with impressive security features. The driver opened the door for me and I exited the comfortable limousine, stepping towards the house, where he waited. Showtime!
 
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On the appointed night, I opened my door to find her arriving in grand style. "You look lovely, my dear," I complimented. Her gray dress hugged her curves enough to hint at the sensual flesh beneath without being overly revealing.

I also let my gaze linger a bit on the tiny slice of cleavage. Having made clear my intentions at our prior encounter, I thought it only just to remind her that my interest wasn't purely platonic.

After exchanging a warm kiss that left each of us smiling, I poured her a cocktail. "Now I know manners prevent you from revealing your curiosity, but I suspect you would like to see more of where I call home," I declared with a smile. "How about a quick tour before dinner?"

 
His gaze lingered on me just long enough to betray his desire, so well hidden under layers and layers of control and discipline. Idris was truly a formidable man, maybe even a match to my own personal level of control-freakism, which had kept me alive in the most dangerous situations. It was always detail that tripped people up, but not people like Idris or myself.

I entered his palatial house, italian marble and mahogony parquet lining the floors. It was elegant, clearly using only the best of the best, a few exquisite pieces displayed against an otherwise understated backdrop. His art was impressive. I spotted a Monet, a Klimt and a Rembrandt casually gracing the walls, a Ming Vase in a corner.

"You clearly have excellent taste", I complimented, this opinion affirmed as he gave me the tour of the house. His kitchen was filled with delicious fragrances and it was huge, with a central island, which still held a chopping board and knife that he had used earlier to prepare the meal that was now slowly getting ready.

Room after room took my breath away. He clearly never settled for anything but perfection, nothing but the best of interest to him. This would likely also apply to him as a dominant, the thought sending shivers down my spine. I had taken special care with my underwear, donning a black lacy Agent provocateur set with matching suspenders and black, lacy stockings, expecting that he would likely test my agreement today for its substance.

His bedroom was huge, tasteful and masculine, deep mink grey silk on his imposing carved four poster bed. Plenty of posts to tie a woman to, I thought.

When we reached the dungeon, my heart almost stopped. A cross, benches, paddles and many hooks on the walls and cealing as well as winges to lift a slave into suspension were just the beginning. Implements of torture and pleasure lined the walls from whips to floggers to canes all the way to vibrators, butt plugs and other implements I didnt recognize. I swallowed, my knees going weak. Fuck. This was what I was signing up for. He was observing my reaction and I leaned into him, taking the needed support to steady myself.

"I imagine I will find out more of the delights of this room later tonight, if I agree", I asked, my voice only showing the slightest tremor.

He led me back into the dining room where dinner was served.
 
I gave Virginia the ten cent tour of my abode. I avoided the boring, repetitious sections. Having seen one of the guest bedrooms, she'd essentially seen them all. Likewise, rooms like my study or the multitude of closets didn't merit time, either.

I debated whether to show her my playroom. Still, I judged it fair to let her know more about what lay in store for her.

I imagine I will find out more of the delights of this room later tonight, if I agree. she mused aloud.

I shook my head. "I don't want to get ahead of ourselves. What happens tonight remains to be seen. We have much to discuss yet."

"Still, I wanted you to see the options that would be open to you should we elevate our relationship. I do not personally subscribe to the use of everything in this room, but I prefer not to limit my partner to solely my preferences. I therefore prefer to have available multiple avenues so as to facilitate what works for you."

I closed the doors behind us as we ascended to the main floor. "Also, as you could see, some of those implements involve the infliction of pain and discomfort. You should know that I consider pain to be an essential tool in this process. Just as a bit of salt can make a dessert sweeter on the tongue, I find that pain can greatly intensify the pleasure of a session.

I stopped at the head of the stairs and gripped her gently by the shoulders so that her gaze met mine. "It is common for one to express affection for another by promising to protect them from pain. I cannot do that. If you embark on this journey with me, I must in fact promise quite the opposite. I will cause you pain. I will hurt you. But when I do, I can promise that it is never my intent to harm you. If we are to succeed, you must be able to recognize the difference."

I held her lovely gaze a moment longer, then smiled. "But such weighty matters can at least wait until after dinner. Let's eat."

 
"Hmm, so even though you would be the dominant partner, you would take my needs and wishes into consideration", I asked, my large green eyes looking questioningly into his. "How does that work? I thought such a relationship meant that you would take whatever you wanted and I would need to find a way to deal with this. Is that not true?"

I couldn't hide my shudder at his mention of pain: "I'll be honest, the idea of pain frightens me a little and I d need to know what degree of pain you are thinking of. You mention a little salt sweetening the dessert, does that mean there is only a hint of pain involved", I enquired, successfully containing the slight tremble in my voice.

"I think you d need to help me to understand the reason for the pain and to feel your care for me through it. I can't yet bring these two ideas together, but I am open to let you lead me into a new experience and to teach me about this. I do trust you. I think it would just be helpful for me to understand more about my possible role and yours in this relationship as well as any expectations you might have of me", I added as we sat down at the dinner table.
 
How does that work? I thought such a relationship meant that you would take whatever you wanted and I would need to find a way to deal with this. Is that not true?"

I shook my head. "Some practice a form of discipline like that. Certain individuals prefer an aggressive -- even antagonistic -- relationship between dominant and submissive. I find such practice occasionally interesting, but not on a longer term basis."

"I practice what some call sensual domination. Much of the practice involves the submissive partner openly surrendering to a deluge of sensory input generated or controlled by the dominant partner. When performed at a high level, your very ability to have a conscious thought will be nearly impossible due to the overwhelming sensory input.

"Now much of that input is pleasurable in nature, but to truly submerge your conscious mind, one should tax it on additional fronts. A judicious amount of pain is very effective in combination with pleasure in this regard."

"Consequently, my partner's preferences are naturally important to the process. I cannot provide sufficient intensity unless I know how you respond to various stimuli -- both pain and pleasure."

"To that end, there will be rules. Most of them will apply to you, of course. As the submissive, you will be expected to obey a variety of demands I may choose to make on you. But there will be rules that I impose on myself. Dominance without discipline is merely tyranny. I aspire to more than that."


 
The dinner was delicious and yet I found it hard to focus on anything but the echoes of his words in my mind. At least eating gave me a chance to absorb and process what he had said. Sensual domination. The term had a ring to it, for sure. So Idris did not engage in the lifestyle to simply satisfy brutal urges and from his descriptions it sounded unlikely that he was a Sadist. That was a relief.

The trepidation I was feeling was joined by another, darker and more delicious feeling, originating from my pussy, streaming like little bolts of electricity through my body, making me shiver. I glanced up at him, almost shyly, finding his eyes on me, his desire plain, effecting me strangely.

"Rules", I finally said after the long silence. "What kind of rules", I asked, my voice husky.

I listened closely to his explanation, my body becoming more and more aroused with each sentence.

"I would like to try", I said gently, as I put my fork and knife down on the plate. "What you describe has an effect on my body and I want to know, whether I can be what you want and if the reality of it will be as intense and arousing as the idea", I said, looking expectantly at him.

"Care to take me on a journey to give me a taste of what you are offering?"
 
We adjourned to the den. Revealing my fondness for natural light, I left the electrical lamps off. Aside from a few candles at the periphery, the primary source of light were the burning logs in the fireplace. Virginia's hair seemed aflame itself in the blazing light.


"Rules," I repeated, handing her a snifter of cognac. "Not all of them will be presented up front. Some will only be revealed at the right time. But there are some we can discuss now."

"Some Dom-sub relationships emphasize submission as a reluctant -- even resistant -- process. Ours will not. This is not Taming of the Shrew. I do not desire to break your will as if you were some wild horse. If you commit to this relationship, you do so freely and without reservation. I will not force your surrender; you will give it willingly."

"I will give you instructions. You will obey. Questions are permitted insofar as you do not understand the what or when, but not insofar as you do comprehend the why. My motives will be revealed if and when I deem it appropriate."

"I will likewise have limited tolerance for refusal or failure to comply. While I may ask that which is difficult or unpleasant, you have been forewarned that thus process will not always be comfortable. I also anticipate very few of my expectations will be impossibly beyond your abilities. Compliance shall be mandatory absent unusual circumstances."

"For example, as you will eventually discover firsthand, I possess an unusually thick penis. Whether that is a blessing or a curse is debatable. Nearly all of my lovers have found it uncomfortable -- some even painful. Nonetheless, you will not

"A shipment will arrive at your apartment in a few days. I have had an Italian perfumer prepare a custom scent for you. I have also had complementary lotion designed as well. You will begin using both exclusively.

"You will wax your legs and genital region on a regular basis. However, at present, I do not want you completely bare. You will direct your depilator service to leave a single strip of pubic hair the width of your index finger. "

" You will have no physical intimacy with anyone -- male or female -- without my knowledge and permission.

" In the next week, you will visit your health care provider and be tested for sexually transmitted diseases. You will bring a copy of the results with you to our next encounter, whereupon I will provide you with a copy of my own. This is relevant because we will not be using prophylactic protection. Our sexual contact will not be inhibited by latex. This does increase the possibility of pregnancy. I accept this risk. So must you if we proceed."

"The stimulation methods can have physiological changes. Bruises, abrasions, swelling are common. Certain activities can give rise to strains and sprains. The repeated stimulation can cause heightened sensitivity in erroneous areas such as the clitoris or nipples. A few have reported changes in breast size; another developed lactation. During particularly intense sessions, temporary loss of consciousness is possible. If you have any cardiovascular concerns, you should check with your physician. If you have any food, pharmaceutical, or animal allergies, I need you to make me aware as soon as possible."

"Many of our sessions will be private. Some will not be. Your vow to obey does not change when others are around. Your concern for your personal reputation does not take precedence over your commitment to me."

I swirled the cognac in my glass and sipped. Warmed by my hand, the delicate fragrances of the liquor tickled my nose. I glanced past the rim into her eyes. The pupils seemed large and dark in the light of the flames.

"Is that what you want? You can still decline if it isn't. But the time has come to decide. If you want to walk away, then the car is waiting outside to take you home.

"But if you are certain that you wish to commit to this journey, then take off your dress and kneel before me." I pointed to a spot on the rug in front of the fireplace. "Choose your path, Virginia."

 
I understood the need for the snifter of cognac he had handed to me as he began to outline the rules he cared to share at this point. My hand clutched the glass like a lifeline, drinking deep, the fire of the golden liquid giving me something else to focus on for the moment than the idea of following every single of Idris's commands without hesitation.

Fuck. How did I get here? My knees were trembling, my sex, to my great shame, sopping wet, my mouth dry and my heart beating fast. He was calmly and casually outlining his grooming preference for my netherregions before he talked about unprotected sex and the risk of pregnancy. What the fuck! I couldnt have his child. I could not go that far, could I? What game was I playing here? My head was spinning at the idea.

I couldnt help but picture a freakishly thick cock, battering relentlessly against my opening, forcing himself inside me. Again, the image turned me on, the idea that all choice around my body and my sexuality would soon no longer be my concern but rest completely with him appealing to a strange and dark part inside of me.

As he finished, offering me a choice, I swallowed, quickly downing the rest of the cognac, hoping it could act as the liquid courage I needed to make the most stupid and dangerous, yet necessary decision of my life.

My hands went to the back of my dress, slowly undoing the zipper as I spoke.

"I have made my decision and yet I have a few questions and requests, if you please", I waited for his nod before I continued, sliding the dress down my body, revealing the black lacy lingerie, stockings and high heels. Since he had only asked me to take the dress off, I left the underwear on and knelt on the floor in front of him.

"I would like to request the privilege to ask for your reasons after I have performed an action at your command. For me this journey is about understanding, depth, commitment and trust on both sides. I shall trust your decisions and yet, I would like to understand them, understand you as we connect more deeply on this journey", I explained softly, my eyes reaching out to him.

"In a submissive/dominant context I have heard of the use of a safeword. Would we be using this and if so in which circumstances should I use it", I asked gently, unsure of his thoughts around such a practice.

"You require exclusivity sexually from me, if I understand this correctly. Do you also offer this to me? I am also asking, because I do have quite substantial sexual needs, both in frequency and intensity. How often would you foresee us engaging", I enquired huskily, slightly embarassed by my admission around sexual desire.

"I currently have an IUD fitted to prevent pregnancy. This would allow us to engage without condoms. Would this be acceptable to you?"

"And lastly, a simple request. My reputation is crucial to my livelihood. Should you wish to use me publicly, I would like to request you to use a mask on me. I do wish to give myself fully to you and yet to make such a connection and its nature public is a decision I would like for us to make together. This is my request and yet I do give you the power to make whatever decision is in our mutual best interest", I added, my voice slightly shaking.

I took a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves as I was kneeling in nothing but my sexy underwear, stockings and heels on the rug in front of his fireplace. Exposed to his gaze, helpless and waiting for him to tell me what he wanted me to do next, my eyes looking up into his expectantly.
 
I watched in silence as Virginia considered my request. Though her inclination to accept seemed likely, I knew better than to assume it to be certain. I had asked much of her already and vowed to do so again in future. She might well balk even now.

With a only a hint of hesitation, her hands went to the back of her dress. She fumbled a moment for the zipper, but I resisted any impulse towards gallantry. Her commitment would be all the stronger if she did it without my assistance or influence, even in something as minor as this.

Her fingers found the elusive metal tab and a familiar sound of the tiny teeth parting presaged her dress' descent from her shoulders. She paused, though, holding the dress against her body lest it slide off her entirely. "I have made my decision and yet I have a few questions and requests, if you please" .

I considered a moment, but nodded my acceptance. She was not yet sworn to me, so I could permit such boldness a bit longer. Virginia returned my nod and continued to step out of her dress as she posed her queries.

I offered no response, but merely began to circle her in slow observation. Her form was exquisite. No doubt society had told her otherwise. Her bust alone could outstrip a dozen of the waifs the media dubbed "supermodels", but I'd fight to the death any who would suggest that Virginia needed any less. Her curves had a symmetry that vibrated my very core. My desire to see her fully exposed notably intensified.

After a full circle, I paused to retrieve her dress from the floor. I draped the garment across a chair to save it from wrinkles. I then resumed my orbit.

I spoke not a word even after Virginia had ceased. I let her questions hang in the air, unfulfilled. Only after the silence became uncomfortable did I respond.

"I will answer those questions I deem appropriate and worthy of response in the manner of time of my choosing. Those that are not will be ignored or punished as I see fit."

"If an activity warrants a safe word, I will provide you with one. Absent that, you will trust in my gauge of your tolerances."

"In the months we have been seeing one another, I have observed and noted many aspects of your life. We will consequently avoid sessions during the fertility phase of your cycle. If you wish to take precautions beyond that, I have no objection provided there is no disruption or distraction from our sessions. "

"My concern for your well-being extends beyond the mere physical. You will entrust to me not only your body, but also your reputation. I will treat them as I deem appropriate."

I circled her twice more before stopping before her. "I judge you worthy. Having offered in word your submission to me, we shall commemorate it in deed."

I stepped to the fireplace and retrieved an ebon box from the mantle. Balancing it in one hand at her eye level, I tilted back the lid. The interior was lined with dark velvet. The sole occupant was a silvery collar that gleamed in the light of the fireplace.

I retrieved the collar and set the box aside. The metal was unadorned save for a fastening at the back and a simple ring at the front. I opened the collar and slid it around her neck, brushing her brilliant hair aside. The mechanism clicked shut with a twist of the key. Designed to my exacting specifications, the two inch metal band fit closely but not snugly to her.

I returned to my position in front of Virginia. I placed my fingertips under her chin and tilted her head up till she met my gaze.

"You are now mine."
 
The way he was just looking at me undress, leaving my questions hanging in heavy silence was making me nervous.

I was agreeing to this, as I had to, without even having negotiated, without any previous clarification of my position. Without the need to gain his trust I would have never gone in so quickly, if ever as this was going to challenge the tight control I had held over my own life for as long as I could remember. Now, kneeling on the heavy persian rug in front of him, my toned figure and my curves on display in nothing but black, lacy lingerie it was too late to run. I swallowed hard at his answers, which made it abundantly clear that as soon as I had knelt, I had abandoned any say I had about my own body or even life.

He demanded much, so very much from me. Who would agree to this out of their complete free will? My pussy was clenching in response, her wetness testimony that a part of me was very much willing indeed. His eyes burned on my exposed skin, taking in the heels, stockings and every detail of my body, just like an art critic might look at a masterpiece. His gaze made me tremble, here so exposed, so vulnerable, completely at his command.

A part of me seemed to need this and maybe it had taken a situation like this and a man like Idris to give me the courage to explore this most hidden, dark desire of mine.

When he walked towards me, my body started to slightly tremble from a heady cocktail of arousal and anxiety and yet I stayed in this position, my legs spread, my back straight and my head held high.

"I judge you worthy. Having offered in word your submission to me, we shall commemorate the deed", he said in his strong, masculine voice.

Idris opened a small box, taking something out that I couldn't see, before he walked towards me. His fingers reached out and gently trailed my neck, sending shivers down my spine as he positioned and then closed the clasp of the small collar around my throat. He then tilted my head so I had to gaze directly into his eyes as he stated with terribly finality: "You are now mine".

Fuck. I was now his? Keep it together! Keep it to-fucking-gether! My inner peptalk did little to alleviate the mounting panic that was rushing through my body. I was trapped by my own hand. Trapped by this man, who I knew to be deadly and ruthless, my life literally in his hands. The fact that my nipples were hard and my pussy dripping, her musky scent already filling the air simply added insult to injury.

I could only stay here on my knees and wait. What did he have in store for me? Could I do this? I had to find a way. Please be gentle with me, I thought in my head.
 
I held her gaze until I was sure that she had accepted my declaration to be true. The beginning of a new relationship is always crucial. Establishing our relative roles was important at the outset so that we could build from that foundation.

"For our inaugural session, we will keep things simple. You have new rules to follow that will require certain adjustments to your routine, so I I will allot you time to do so. I will, of course, hold you accountable for them in future."

I stepped away to a mahogany cabinet a few feet away. "Tonight, I will observe your responses to a few simple stimuli," I explained as I opened a drawer and retrieved a small box. "This will establish a baseline for future sessions."

I returned with the box and extended my free hand to her. "Please stand," I directed, helping her back onto her feet.

I held the box at chest level and removed the lid. Inside rested a slender vibrator with a chrome finish. I picked it up and set aside the box. The device was only a few inches long and not quite the thickness of my index finger. Eschewing any attempt at anatomical semblance, the vibrator was a straight tube that narrowed to a blunt point at one end. A simple twist of the base produced a steady buzz when activated.

"I wish to learn more about your personal practices, so you will answer my questions. You will take no other actions without seeking my permission first. This includes touching yourself as well as experiencing an orgasm. If you wish my permission, you will preface your request with, 'Please, Sir, may I.' Perform these tasks to my satisfaction and I have an extra reward for you."

I brought the humming tip of the vibrator to her bare midriff. I trailed the tip along her midsection down to the waistband of her panties. After pausing a moment, I drifted the tip further down, tracing the curve of her nether lips through the lacy material.

"Tell me, Virginia, when you are by yourself, do you play with sex toys? Which is your favorite?"
 
So he would allow me an adjustment period? Was this his way of a gentle introduction? If so, I really should be worried. Ever so casually he went to fetch the small vibrator, informing me that he wanted to establish my sexual baseline. I swallowed hard. He was going to play with me and ask me personal questions? That was an interrogation technique I handn't been especially trained to resist. Damn him.

He helped me up, informing me that I had to ask politely for his permission to move or cum. a shiver was running along my spine as I wondered if he would push me to beg him for an orgasm this evening. I had never asked anyone for anything of value, my life having been spent fiercely independent. It's all just a role, it's Virginia who is asking for permission, I reminded myself, taking a deep breath to push the mounting panic away.

When the vibrator started buzzing, I couldnt help a small gasp. Idris touched the skin of my exposed belly with it, startling me with the first contact, drawing gooseflesh across my torso. Damn my responsive body!

The vibrator travelled lower along the lacy band of my brief, promising more intimate stimulation soon. I did not have to wait long before the little chrome bullet traced the outline of my labia, making my body tremble as a low moan escaped my moist, parted lips.

"Tell me, Virginia, when you are by yourself, do you play with sex toys? Which is your favorite", his voice asked casually as though he was discussing the weather.

"I often use my fingers with lubrication and plenty of fantasies. I do have a dildo I like to use in the shower as it attached to smooth surfaces", I gently moaned, my eyes closed at the mounting stimulation he was eliciting from my body.
"I also have a vibrator, a hitachi wand that makes me cum like nothing else. However if I use it too much, it numbs me a little, so I try to restrict its use to once or twice a week only", I added breathlessly as he held the bullet close to my clit, letting it rest there for an agonising moment.
 
This was hardly the first time I had teased a woman in this fashion. I could already make some safe assumptions as to the place and manner I should use the vibrator to achieve good results.

Still, experience also taught me that each female was different. So I watched carefully as Virginia reacted to my efforts. The dilation of a pupil or shape of her mouth could readily signal her level of enjoyment.

I also tested her limits as well. I purposefully let the humming device drift too closely to her hypersensitive clit till I saw her reaction shift from pleasure to discomfort. When I saw her reaction shift towards pain, I relieved the pressure and shifted vibrator to a more pleasant position.

Meanwhile, I continued my inquiry into her private life. "Do you remember your first orgasm with another person? How did it occur? Was your partner male or female? Do you typically climax with sexual partners?"

"Do you ever self-stimulate without toys? Where do you like to touch yourself?"

Her focus was impressive. The perspiration dotting her brow and the pulse of blood the arteries in her neck showed she was under significant strain. Her panties were sodden with her arousal such that excess drops were trickling down her inner thighs. Yet despite her clear readiness to orgasm, she held to my instructions. I couldn't wait to see her will falter.

 
He certainly was perceptive. It took all of my focus to continue to answer his questions as he casually held the little vibrator against my clit. He was toying with me, varying between delicious ecstasy and overstimulating agony, always bringing me back to rising pleasure. I would not hold out forever, this much was certain.

"Do you remember your first orgasm with another person?", Idris asked matter of factly.
"Yes, with a man. Oral sex", I whispered hoarsely, keeping my answers to a minimum to keep the increasingly desperate moans wanting to escape my lips back. No need to embarrass myself even more than my dripping pussy already was.
Was I really such a dirty little slut? Would I really cum at the hand of my sworn enemy so effortlessly? My forehead contracted in concentration. I could not give him the satisfaction. And yet his touch did feel amazing. The way he manipulated my body even with these few movements was masterful.

"Do you typically climax with sexual partners?"
"Sometimes", I responded between clenched teeth. "Generally during oral or manual stimulation if they are skilled."

"Do you ever self stimulate without toys?"
"Yes, with my fingers on my clit, using lubrication", I moaned, slowly beginning to come apart under the relentless assault on my senses. I glanced into his cool eyes, looking so unaffected, so matter of fact and utterly focused on his experiment. He was not going to stop. He would not let me succeed in this task, instead he wanted to get me to ask for permission, to beg. I bit my lip. I could not ask him for that. Every single cell in my body rebelled against this admission of my defeat and yet, the consistent humming of the vibrator against my most sensitive places was making this defeat a matter of when rather than if. Damn him.

A whimper escaped my treacherous mouth as he continued to stoke the pleasure.
"Please", I started, the words hardly wanting to leave my lips. "Sir", I added with great reluctance. "May I cum", I howled as the sensation was becoming too much.
"Please", I repeated with growing desperation. "Please let me cum".
 
Virginia held out a full minute beyond my own predictions. I am not often wrong about such things, so it was a surprise to have my expectations exceeded. Clearly her willpower was stronger than I thought.

Still, even she began to wither under my sensual assault. Her responses to my questions became increasingly fragmented as her ability to concentrate crumbled. Finally, she interrupted my next query. "Please. . ."

My eyes narrowed at the interjection, promoting her to seek refuge in formality. "Sir. . . may I cum. "

I looked at her with curiosity. "But I haven't concluded my interview," I replied. "You may cum when I finish. Now tell me-"

Virginia howled, her eyes tight as she struggled in vain. "[IPlease let me cum!][/I]'

Her thighs quivered and I suspected her knees were about to buckle. Pleased as I was to see her in such distress, I reminded myself that this was our first session. Moderation was key in these early stages. I feigned a sigh." Very well. You may."
 
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