ArcticAvenue
Randomly Pawing At Keys
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Sometimes, there’s nothing that beats putting a few miles under your feet with nothing but the road ahead of you and your troubles behind. The slow pounding of his feet in a steady jogging rhythm against the heavy mist of the early autumn morning does just as much to clear your head as any drug or drink could even attempt to do. That’s why Holden does it, why he runs when he doesn’t have to. He may use the excuse of getting in shape for the upcoming season to get up this early every day, but it is so much easier facing the day after a long run as anything else. These days, the run is about the only thing helping him to hold it all together.
Holden knew things were going to be tough now that he was in college, but the tough times seemed to challenge the general optimism he held naturally. Taking a couple years off after high school made him slightly older than most of the other students, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t smart, in fact quite the opposite. He spent those years skating in the junior hockey leagues, trying to follow his true passion in hopes of playing professionally. He still has a chance, but it became pretty clear that the better route was to guarantee a scholarship, get a good degree, and set-up his life for when hockey was no longer a viable career move. He was quick, good with the puck, and had an intelligence hard to beat on the ice; but at 5’ 9” would get eaten up by the bigger, stronger defenders in the pros. The world would likely never know the NHL’er Holden Riggs, so it was back to school.
Thing is, most of the other students didn’t take time off, so they walked into this place as if they hadn’t missed a step. All their laptops a blazing with quick notes, all their study groups, all their focused homework. Then, his coach was still on every member of the team to be training as if the season was in full swing, including near daily meetings and progress reports. Holden felt three steps behind everyone, everywhere.
Of course, being at a new school in a new town meant he knew no one either. He played juniors just up the road from where he grew up; and this school is in a completely different part of the country. At least when he started juniors he had his high school girlfriend to call home to, but that’s long since over - the cheating bitch. It’s not like the dark haired, brown eyed athlete had really big problems picking up girls when he had confidence to, it’s just he hadn’t had the time. Two weeks into this school year, and Holden feels like he hadn’t even had a chance to breathe long enough to say hello to anyone, let alone make any friends, let alone meet any girls.
For some reason, this morning, that is what laid heavy on his mind. That in a campus full of people his own age, half of them girls, he feels as lonely as he ever has.
Holden turned the corner to head along the front of his dorm. His legs starting to burn, his breath hot from the run. As he did, he noticed a couple chatting on the steps going up to the front door. Talking as if they are longtime friends. He says something. She laughs. He takes her hand. She gives him a quick kiss on the lips.
Holden looks away.
One more lap around campus, he decides. He decides, there’s nothing that beats putting a few miles under your feet with nothing but the road ahead of you …
... and your troubles behind.
Holden knew things were going to be tough now that he was in college, but the tough times seemed to challenge the general optimism he held naturally. Taking a couple years off after high school made him slightly older than most of the other students, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t smart, in fact quite the opposite. He spent those years skating in the junior hockey leagues, trying to follow his true passion in hopes of playing professionally. He still has a chance, but it became pretty clear that the better route was to guarantee a scholarship, get a good degree, and set-up his life for when hockey was no longer a viable career move. He was quick, good with the puck, and had an intelligence hard to beat on the ice; but at 5’ 9” would get eaten up by the bigger, stronger defenders in the pros. The world would likely never know the NHL’er Holden Riggs, so it was back to school.
Thing is, most of the other students didn’t take time off, so they walked into this place as if they hadn’t missed a step. All their laptops a blazing with quick notes, all their study groups, all their focused homework. Then, his coach was still on every member of the team to be training as if the season was in full swing, including near daily meetings and progress reports. Holden felt three steps behind everyone, everywhere.
Of course, being at a new school in a new town meant he knew no one either. He played juniors just up the road from where he grew up; and this school is in a completely different part of the country. At least when he started juniors he had his high school girlfriend to call home to, but that’s long since over - the cheating bitch. It’s not like the dark haired, brown eyed athlete had really big problems picking up girls when he had confidence to, it’s just he hadn’t had the time. Two weeks into this school year, and Holden feels like he hadn’t even had a chance to breathe long enough to say hello to anyone, let alone make any friends, let alone meet any girls.
For some reason, this morning, that is what laid heavy on his mind. That in a campus full of people his own age, half of them girls, he feels as lonely as he ever has.
Holden turned the corner to head along the front of his dorm. His legs starting to burn, his breath hot from the run. As he did, he noticed a couple chatting on the steps going up to the front door. Talking as if they are longtime friends. He says something. She laughs. He takes her hand. She gives him a quick kiss on the lips.
Holden looks away.
One more lap around campus, he decides. He decides, there’s nothing that beats putting a few miles under your feet with nothing but the road ahead of you …
... and your troubles behind.