Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

IRL I am insecure so I seek the anonymity of the internet to boost my self confidence.
 
Really enjoying this thread
Lots I could add myself but will save it for PMs ;)
 
Right before. ...a couple hours before I fucked my (Future) Wife. ...

I fucked a random girl .....and them my sister. ...
 
That I think about beautiful young men half my age all the time, that I sneak looks at them at every opportunity and wish I could touch/kiss/suck/fuck them ALL...

That I would eat up young men for breakfast, lunch and dinner, every day, if I could...

That I am probably considered a cock tease at my gym, because things are holding me back from talking with the ones I crave inside SO BADLY
 
I have a hobby - photography. It was nice and innocent till the day I rented studio and invited a certain girl.. she was naked in a short time and after an hour when we took a short brake I saw she was dripping wet - her pussy was reacting.. without a doubt or hesitation I touched her clit and asked if she needs a help.. it was best fuck ever and later she performed hot masturbation session which she begged to capture, that turned me on again and I did fuck her pussy again and finished my load on her tits.. I captured that brilliant fucked baby with cum on the breasts too..
since that incident, I am addicted to nude photo - I do have other hot endings of portrait shoots and I love mmasturbation photos / vids.. my wife doesn't know any of these.
 
Anything you can share?


I have a hobby - photography. It was nice and innocent till the day I rented studio and invited a certain girl.. she was naked in a short time and after an hour when we took a short brake I saw she was dripping wet - her pussy was reacting.. without a doubt or hesitation I touched her clit and asked if she needs a help.. it was best fuck ever and later she performed hot masturbation session which she begged to capture, that turned me on again and I did fuck her pussy again and finished my load on her tits.. I captured that brilliant fucked baby with cum on the breasts too..
since that incident, I am addicted to nude photo - I do have other hot endings of portrait shoots and I love mmasturbation photos / vids.. my wife doesn't know any of these.
 
I’ve been contributing to Literotica since 2005, writing stories with usually a gay or anal perspective.
I’d like to be on both the receiving and giving end of cocksucking. I’d like to swallow a load of cum that isn’t mine.
I’d like to fuck a man and cum in his ass. I’d like to be fucked by a man and have him cum in my ass.
We both love watch porn, but I’m more interested in the cumshots and cum eating.
I’d like to eat a creampie from my wife’s pussy. Somebody else’s cum, of course!
I would love to eat another woman’s shaved pussy and lick her asshole and then fuck her in the ass.
I’ve masturbated at least once a day for the past 55 years.
When I have sex with my wife, it’s always great. She loves to get her tits sucked, pussy eaten, her ass licked, and most of all, something put in her ass, whether it’s fingers, a butt plug, or a dildo. I’ve fucked her ass many times. Anal sex is not essential. I like things in my ass, too. By the way, Coconut oil is a miracle product!
I’d love her to get her nipples and labia pierced. I’d like to get my nipples pierced.
Since she suffers from a condition that makes vaginal intercourse painful, we don’t even bother with it anymore.
Most important is to get her off.
After she’s orgasmed several times she’ll try and suck me off but it takes too long and her jaw gets tired. Personally, I prefer to jerk off with a dildo, a vibrator, or plug in my ass while she plays with my very sensitive nipples or, even better, plays with herself which she does not do often enough, IMO. I love mutual masturbating to completion.
Amazing list! You are great!
 
Great thread with some amusing answers. My spouse purposefully doesn't know the depth of some of my kinks--I'd probably tell him some of them if he asked, but he's just not interested. I've got a couple of kinks though that are staying my personal secret--I don't need to scare him!
 
Great thread with some amusing answers. My spouse purposefully doesn't know the depth of some of my kinks--I'd probably tell him some of them if he asked, but he's just not interested. I've got a couple of kinks though that are staying my personal secret--I don't need to scare him!

That's how i feel regarding my wife.
 
what a relevant topic

sexuality is one of those things - due to culture, norms, obligations etc. - that often remains hidden

here are some of my secrets:

before I met Mrs. R ~ I dated a woman for 8 years. Trying to be an honourable man, I agreed to no sex before marriage. It was a complicated reason as to why - but religion, cultural restrictions, and personal idealism played a part.

she was a very cold individual in general so even play times (where I pleasure her) were very few and far between. The odd b/j or h/j every 5-6 weeks and only after lots of nagging.

in the 7th year (our relationship had become to deteriorate for other reasons)

  1. I visited a massage parlor for the first time - I met an incredible girl (older / my age) with whom I enjoyed the best conversation I've ever had and the most eather shattering orgasims (only HJ)

  2. I would - while she was in bed, dead asleep next to me - brows Lit and Porn until dawn sometimes, because of sheer frustration (she wouldn't buge)

  3. On Feb 29, 2012 I had sex for the first time (a few weeks short of my 30th birthday). It was with an Italian-Canadian escort (and mom of 1) and it cost me $250 / hr.

  4. I found and joined a swing group - I found them online one day by accident, while pulling an all nighter at work. I would often work late to avoid going home

  5. I started going to gang bangs every few weeks and made some incredible friends

  6. I met and befriened another mature massuse with whome I'd often simply have coffee or chat with

  7. The woman I was with and I would often go to bed together - but I'd get up & leave around 12am and wander the city (walking all over) and return at 3 or 4 am and she wouldn't know. Sometimes I went to my massage parlours, and sometimes I simply walked around and discovered new ones to try :)

  8. On one of those nights - I paid for a bj from a woman who does only that - and I took the option to do it with out protection because I never had a woman swallow my cum (and please don't make this mistake - it was a dangerous risk I took but a calculated one)

  9. The woman I was with - on more than one occation - just happend to call me while I was in or just finished a gang bang session (mid day gatherings)

she never suspected a thing - and I only did it out of sheer frustration - not because I didn't love her. I felt trapped and choked out - I need to breath and the thrill of doing these taboo things was a thrill I couldn't get enough of.

Can you imagine having to ask for affection constantly? I felt like beggar. Only being touched affectionately briefly and hurriedly only once in every long while? I couldn't go on after so may years...

Turns out in the end she was not in love with me - but too greedy (I was paying for her fluent lifestyle) to end our relationship. She had been having connecting emotionally and perhaps physically (the jury's still out) with someone at her work (a job I helped put her in ).

These are my deepest darkest secrets ... there are a few more, but not as torrid as these.

R
 
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what a relevant topic

sexuality is one of those things - due to culture, norms, obligations etc. - that often remains hidden

here are some of my secrets:

before I met Mrs. R ~ I dated a woman for 8 years. Trying to be an honourable man, I agreed to no sex before marriage. It was a complicated reason as to why - but religion, cultural restrictions, and personal idealism played a part.

she was a very cold individual in general so even play times (where I pleasure her) were very few and far between. The odd b/j or h/j every 5-6 weeks and only after lots of nagging.

in the 7th year (our relationship had become to deteriorate for other reasons)

  1. I visited a massage parlor for the first time - I met an incredible girl (older / my age) with whom I enjoyed the best conversation I've ever had and the most eather shattering orgasims (only HJ)

  2. I would - while she was in bed, dead asleep next to me - brows Lit and Porn until dawn sometimes, because of sheer frustration (she wouldn't buge)

  3. On Feb 29, 2012 I had sex for the first time (a few weeks short of my 30th birthday). It was with an Italian-Canadian escort (and mom of 1) and it cost me $250 / hr.

  4. I found and joined a swing group - I found them online one day by accident, while pulling an all nighter at work. I would often work late to avoid going home

  5. I started going to gang bangs every few weeks and made some incredible friends

  6. I met and befriened another mature massuse with whome I'd often simply have coffee or chat with

  7. The woman I was with and I would often go to bed together - but I'd get up & leave around 12am and wander the city (walking all over) and return at 3 or 4 am and she wouldn't know. Sometimes I went to my massage parlours, and sometimes I simply walked around and discovered new ones to try :)

  8. On one of those nights - I paid for a bj from a woman who does only that - and I took the option to do it with out protection because I never had a woman swallow my cum (and please don't make this mistake - it was a dangerous risk I took but a calculated one)

  9. The woman I was with - on more than one occation - just happend to call me while I was in or just finished a gang bang session (mid day gatherings)

she never suspected a thing - and I only did it out of sheer frustration - not because I didn't love her. I felt trapped and choked out - I need to breath and the thrill of doing these taboo things was a thrill I couldn't get enough of.

Can you imagine having to ask for affection constantly? I felt like beggar. Only being touched affectionately briefly and hurriedly only once in every long while? I couldn't go on after so may years...

Turns out in the end she was not in love with me - but too greedy (I was paying for her fluent lifestyle) to end our relationship. She had been having connecting emotionally and perhaps physically (the jury's still out) with someone at her work (a job I helped put her in ).

These are my deepest darkest secrets ... there are a few more, but not as torrid as these.

R

Great post...
 
That I have a long-term standing offer to enter into a d/s relationship with one of our mutual friends, and I would jump at the chance if she so much as hinted she'd allow me to fulfill that fantasy, with or without her.

That I want to make her aunt cum in the worst way imaginable. She is so outwardly frigid, but I know all she needs is a good hard lick-and-fuck session to calm her nerves. Wife would be horrified if she knew I'd give damned near anything to taste her just once.
 
He doesn't know that I'm a Lit member or that I visit sex sites online x he doesn't know that I've met a few guys off the internet while he was away x

He doesn't even know most of my sexual fantasies and almost nothing of my sexual past with my ex-hubby or other lovers as if I told him he would judge me then leave. He is too jealous,possessive and totally 'vanilla' when it comes to sex or my real needs or feelings even though I'm there to satisfy his always so I have no choice but to live two lives however deceitful that may be x x x
 
I'm allowed to keep my secrets in a box. Anything that goes in my SO doesn't want to know about. Nice for me because I can keep my kinks but don't have to disclose.
 
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