fifty5
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The crossroads... Each direction leads to a different place.
North leads through a snowy forest - I don't need external cold: my heart is already frozen.
East leads to a busy city street - I really cannot face other people yet.
West leads to a deserted village - that's the way I've come!
South leads to the ocean; the limitless, heaving ocean; so huge that it can dwarf my own tragedy - and across it there may be a new life.
So South it must be. I have no other choice!
I turn right, dragging aching limbs to take me forward.
Night falls. Night? But it was evening when I returned to the village, finding it deserted; at least, inhabited only by corpses and ghosts, already tainted by the faint, sickly sweet smell of decay.
That's right: I'd spent the hours of darkness searching for survivors, then, when I'd visited every building and found that there were none, trying to dig a grave for my family, for my neighbours. I'd swung the pick, wielded the shovel until dawn. Daylight showed me how pathetic my efforts had been. Despite a red hot ache in my back and the scald of burst blisters on my hands the hole I'd dug wouldn't hold even my own loved ones.
I don't remember much of the time following my realisation of how pathetic my labours had been.
Until the crossroads.
Now, my eyes keep closing; my feet tricking me as they hit the ground.
Fuck! The ground was hard as it came up to meet me. I must sleep. I turn from the roadway and curl into a foetal position under the hedge.
...
Morning.
Stiff with cold, I awake to find the sun in my eyes. I'm still in shock, but the sun's rays are warm. There's a ditch. Why hadn't I fallen into it? My shoes witnessed that I hadn't escaped the mud, but providence...
Providence? After what I'd seen? No, sheer blind luck had been my saviour!
But the ditch does have running water. I carefully cup some in my hands and lift it to my lips. It tastes faintly of mud. It tastes like nectar.
A breeze blows gently in my face as I start to walk. A soft breeze that is so different to the wind from the North. I bend once more to the ditch and splash water on my face.
I'll never be the same again, but as the breeze dries me and the sun warms me, I start to walk South again...
North leads through a snowy forest - I don't need external cold: my heart is already frozen.
East leads to a busy city street - I really cannot face other people yet.
West leads to a deserted village - that's the way I've come!
South leads to the ocean; the limitless, heaving ocean; so huge that it can dwarf my own tragedy - and across it there may be a new life.
So South it must be. I have no other choice!
I turn right, dragging aching limbs to take me forward.
Night falls. Night? But it was evening when I returned to the village, finding it deserted; at least, inhabited only by corpses and ghosts, already tainted by the faint, sickly sweet smell of decay.
That's right: I'd spent the hours of darkness searching for survivors, then, when I'd visited every building and found that there were none, trying to dig a grave for my family, for my neighbours. I'd swung the pick, wielded the shovel until dawn. Daylight showed me how pathetic my efforts had been. Despite a red hot ache in my back and the scald of burst blisters on my hands the hole I'd dug wouldn't hold even my own loved ones.
I don't remember much of the time following my realisation of how pathetic my labours had been.
Until the crossroads.
Now, my eyes keep closing; my feet tricking me as they hit the ground.
Fuck! The ground was hard as it came up to meet me. I must sleep. I turn from the roadway and curl into a foetal position under the hedge.
...
Morning.
Stiff with cold, I awake to find the sun in my eyes. I'm still in shock, but the sun's rays are warm. There's a ditch. Why hadn't I fallen into it? My shoes witnessed that I hadn't escaped the mud, but providence...
Providence? After what I'd seen? No, sheer blind luck had been my saviour!
But the ditch does have running water. I carefully cup some in my hands and lift it to my lips. It tastes faintly of mud. It tastes like nectar.
A breeze blows gently in my face as I start to walk. A soft breeze that is so different to the wind from the North. I bend once more to the ditch and splash water on my face.
I'll never be the same again, but as the breeze dries me and the sun warms me, I start to walk South again...