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Old 10-19-2014, 10:55 AM   #1001
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Thank you so much, Gracie.

So obviously, I finally have internet. Here's the latest update.

SW has rallied a bit and is talking some. Sometimes it's in response to what someone says, and sometimes it's nonsensical. They will still give him food if he says he wants it. He has been asking me for water.

I don't know if I'll stay the whole week and a half I have available. I'm tempted to blow it all right now and just spend these glorious days with him while he knows it's me and not have any other cares in the world. On the other hand, if I stay through Sunday, I can come back later and stay another two weekends and one work week, which gives me an extra two days with him. The risk of course is that he'll take another turn for the worse and not come back from it this time.

My heart/gut/instinct told me I needed to be up here right now. I don't know what to do with myself now that I'm here. For now, I'm making sure all the arrangements have been made, and spending my days with family and writing down all the good memories I have of my time with SW to share with others.
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Old 10-20-2014, 12:32 AM   #1002
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You win cancer, well played.

I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.
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Old 10-20-2014, 01:13 AM   #1003
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I'm going to head home for the week. [SW] is more responsive, my uncle is here watching over him, and I need to get some things done at the house. I also only have a week left that I can take from work. I'll come back on Friday and then decide what I'm going to do about staying longer.
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Old 10-20-2014, 06:21 AM   #1004
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I am back at Lit after a several year hiatus.

My Mom had ovarian and uterine cancer. Two months after she was diagnosed, I was diagnosed with Uterine cancer. I was fortunate that it was benign after having surgery.
Then 4 months later, my Mother passed away.

Fuck You, Cancer. I will no longer let you hold me down.
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Old 10-20-2014, 07:46 AM   #1005
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I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.

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Old 10-20-2014, 10:59 AM   #1006
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I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.
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Old 10-20-2014, 02:00 PM   #1007
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I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.
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I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.
A powerful testimony, brother. Thank you.

May your mom rest in peace, and you find peace.

In the path toward peace, anger is a fine substitute.

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Old Yesterday, 10:09 PM   #1010
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I've posted here a couple times before, and it was mildly therapeutic. But this time I really feel like yelling because you won you fucking piece of shit. You got her. You made the last two years of her life miserable, bringing her pain and suffering far beyond anything I have ever seen. And I'm a survivor. I beat you you prick so you got even by giving her so much more pain than I, you made sure it was inoperable so she had to do chemo to try and fight. And fight she did you miserable piece of scumsucking shit. She went down swinging, fighting you until her last breath. I was there for that you asshole, that last exhale then she went still. I'll bet you loved that didn't you dickhead. Taking her breath little by little over the years by taking over her lung and making her work that much harder just to battle you. Oh you are a mean one, how I wish I could wrap my hands around your fucking neck and choke you, little by little until you cease to exist. But that's not possible so the best I can do is say "FUCK YOU CANCER" and rest in peace Mom.
This is a righteous FY, indeed. I hope you find some peace in your mourning.
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Dragged myself back home to go to work this week and a friend had left this for SW. She knew I was looking for a substitute for his big tomcat to snuggle with him. The nurse called me Monday night and said SW was trying to call me and couldn't understand why I wasn't answering him. He was emotional initially but calmed down after I chatted with him for a bit. When I told him that I had a gift for him that I'd bring Friday and who it was from, he couldn't remember who the lady was but said, "You have nice people at your work."

He was very close to cognitive. I explained that the cat could be heated or cooled inside. He seemed stuck on the fact that it could be "hotted" up (he commonly used that word even when he was well) and repeated that several times. When I confirmed it, he asked if he could put it on his head. I said I didn't know why not, he could put it wherever he wanted. He then stated he would "hot" it up and put it on his head, and it would heat up his brain and maybe fix it.

Fucking hell.
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Dragged myself back home.....

Fucking hell.
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Dragged myself back home to go to work this week and a friend had left this for SW. She knew I was looking for a substitute for his big tomcat to snuggle with him. The nurse called me Monday night and said SW was trying to call me and couldn't understand why I wasn't answering him. He was emotional initially but calmed down after I chatted with him for a bit. When I told him that I had a gift for him that I'd bring Friday and who it was from, he couldn't remember who the lady was but said, "You have nice people at your work."

He was very close to cognitive. I explained that the cat could be heated or cooled inside. He seemed stuck on the fact that it could be "hotted" up (he commonly used that word even when he was well) and repeated that several times. When I confirmed it, he asked if he could put it on his head. I said I didn't know why not, he could put it wherever he wanted. He then stated he would "hot" it up and put it on his head, and it would heat up his brain and maybe fix it.

Fucking hell.
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Pouring an extra bucket of love and comfort all over this thread.

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Dragged myself back home to go to work this week and a friend had left this for SW. She knew I was looking for a substitute for his big tomcat to snuggle with him. The nurse called me Monday night and said SW was trying to call me and couldn't understand why I wasn't answering him. He was emotional initially but calmed down after I chatted with him for a bit. When I told him that I had a gift for him that I'd bring Friday and who it was from, he couldn't remember who the lady was but said, "You have nice people at your work."

He was very close to cognitive. I explained that the cat could be heated or cooled inside. He seemed stuck on the fact that it could be "hotted" up (he commonly used that word even when he was well) and repeated that several times. When I confirmed it, he asked if he could put it on his head. I said I didn't know why not, he could put it wherever he wanted. He then stated he would "hot" it up and put it on his head, and it would heat up his brain and maybe fix it.

Fucking hell.
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