The car really seemed out of place way out in the wilderness. But it was well stocked with survival gear so it likely was some poor bastard's home for a while. It was getting rather dark, so I figured I may as well break in have a place to sleep for the night. It would be better than most nights at least. No worries of rain and cold.
I can't hold back a shudder though. The nights with shelter might be the worst of all. With survival not forefront in my mind, it leaves room for memories to come forward. Those nights are the worst.
I drop my pack to find the shim borrowed from the abandoned AAA truck. It was probably my most useful tool. It always seems odd to find locked cars now. I'm pretty sure the walkers have no idea how a door handle works.
I still haven't gotten any good with the shim, but I figure an hour or so at worst and ill be in.
The monotonous work of trying to find mechanism to unlock the door gives me time to think, my children's faces flash in my mind when I close my eyes. They are probably dead, but how can I know? The not knowing is the worst part. It gives me hope when I know there isn't any. They are too young. My wife is strong, but no one can keep 3 toddlers alive in this mess of a world. She "was" strong. I need to let it go. They "were" too young. The hope will only make it hurt more.
I growl at myself and give up with the shim. "Fuck it." I mutter, then smash my wiffle ball bat through the window. Good, no alarm. I tell myself how dumb the risk was but sometimes I don't even care. What's the point. Still, my bat always makes me grin. It's amazing what a little quick dry cement will do to make a children's toy into an amazingly effective weapon. Especially since no one thinks of you as a threat with a yellow wiffle bat.
I unlock the door and brush the glass away, looking at all the stuff in the car. Well, there is at least another week or so of food.
I can't hold back a shudder though. The nights with shelter might be the worst of all. With survival not forefront in my mind, it leaves room for memories to come forward. Those nights are the worst.
I drop my pack to find the shim borrowed from the abandoned AAA truck. It was probably my most useful tool. It always seems odd to find locked cars now. I'm pretty sure the walkers have no idea how a door handle works.
I still haven't gotten any good with the shim, but I figure an hour or so at worst and ill be in.
The monotonous work of trying to find mechanism to unlock the door gives me time to think, my children's faces flash in my mind when I close my eyes. They are probably dead, but how can I know? The not knowing is the worst part. It gives me hope when I know there isn't any. They are too young. My wife is strong, but no one can keep 3 toddlers alive in this mess of a world. She "was" strong. I need to let it go. They "were" too young. The hope will only make it hurt more.
I growl at myself and give up with the shim. "Fuck it." I mutter, then smash my wiffle ball bat through the window. Good, no alarm. I tell myself how dumb the risk was but sometimes I don't even care. What's the point. Still, my bat always makes me grin. It's amazing what a little quick dry cement will do to make a children's toy into an amazingly effective weapon. Especially since no one thinks of you as a threat with a yellow wiffle bat.
I unlock the door and brush the glass away, looking at all the stuff in the car. Well, there is at least another week or so of food.