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when I do take a woman into my heart and keeping I am like a old junkyard dog guarding a bone. Any motherfucker who comes sniffing around my bitch is going to get mauled badly. I do not share and I do not play nicely with others regarding what is mine.
as long as there's genuine pregnancy risk...bareback, ...
May I quote you?
I became a cuckold when my first wife had an affair with a co-worker. At first I was filled with jealousy and rage. Then one night we were talking in bed about it and I caught this incredible hardon just listening to her tell me the story. She started sucking my cock as she told me how they did it. WOW is all I can say.
We rarely roleplayed it and I continued to be a schmuck and then we separated for almost a year. Hoping to get together again (still loved her) she met a guy, fell in love and.....
I was heartbroke. But then I found myself jerking off uncontrollably for weeks. I mean 4-5 times a day. It was torture. The gal I loved and married to was getting fucked and sucking his cock and I totally got off on it sexually.
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It was one of my deepest fantasies to see my wife get fucked by another man. My fascination with the concept of wife-sharing began way back when I was a teenager (before I was even married!). I was curious about the psychological ramifications it entailed and how a couple could justify the breaking of a marital bond. More importantly, I was interested with the wife's participation because she was the core "component" of cuckolding and it was her feelings, emotions that orchestrated everything.
There were countless times where I dreamed and fantasized about my wife fucking men that were interesting enough to be compatible mates for her. These hypothetical lovers included my brother, her brother-in-law, our neighbour, a couple of eccentrics in their 50s who were widowed themselves and were close friends of my father, the plumber, the electrician... etc. In a nutshell, anyone who I felt could be good enough to satisfy my wife and giver her multiple orgasms and for my own fantasy-fuelled orgasms.
A few more years later, something happened that I did not expect. Late one night, having found her mobile phone lying on the sofa in the living room while she slept upstairs, I decided to be nosy and check her text messages. The wind was sucked from my lungs when I discovered she was having a "long distance SMS affair" with a former boyfriend (he lived in another country) and it had be going on for a few weeks. The reality came crashing down around me and my feelings were torn to shreds when I learned that she had professed her love for him. If there was a cuckold in me, he was emphatically banished because the feelings of betrayal and jealousy were overwhelming; there was no way I was going to lose my wife and there was no way the coward in me would get the opportunity to rejoice.
The feeling I would experience has a name and it's called compersion; without implicit trust it just wouldn't happen. I am no cuckold because I derive no pleasure from being humiliated. However, I can readily identify myself as being a Candaulist and a Troilist. It would be extremely pleasurable for me to expose my wife to another man or even watch this voyeuristic incident turn into a flirtatious or sexual one, with my wife's full consent of course.
Even though she has returned to being a faithful wife, and I have told her this, I would not stop her from seeing another man. The reasons for the change in my attitude has her intrigued, yet she is content with the relationship we have now, for the time being. There is hope yet so I can only be patient.
I could help people work through this
So you would let him have sex with your wife?Ha! I'll bet not too many guys would say no to this kind of offer.
No, this wouldn't work for either of us. Neither of us likes to share and the idea of me being with another man and being touched by a strangers hands makes him super jealous and posessive. But I happen to like it when he gets that way. Makes for some amazing naughty time later as he 'reclaims' his territory.
So you're saying you do get flirtatious with others in order to make him jealous and possessive
No, sometimes I mention to him how some guy I may see in public or on TV is hot. It gets him going nicely. Never flirt with other men at all.
Such a behaved girl
I'm always good for Poppa in public. But I'm whatever he wants me to be in bed.
That's how it should be.
Does Poppa know about your Lit activities?
He encourages it thankfully and has full access to all I do. Always complete openess with us.