Anne Winthrop staggered up the back staircase of the ship, resolved to hold her breath until she was topside. The storm had lasted so long that the hold had begun to smell of its humanity, all the crew and passengers stewing in air that did not circle. No other choice in a storm this size, though. Many of the people could not keep their supper in; that was to be expected. As this wasn’t Anne’s first long sea voyage, she had managed to keep from casting up her accounts. It was strength of will, indeed, what with the choppy motion of the vessel combined with the smell of those who had given into nausea.
She took a great gasping breath of salty air when she hit the ship’s deck. The seas were calm now, but there was still a slight spray in the air. It was bracing, and so much better than the air below deck that she inhaled greedily. She closed her eyes as the air hit her, a small smile on her face.
When she opened her eyes, she saw him.
Her target.
The Earl of Cuthcert, William to his closest friends, a man she had seen across ballrooms twice. She remembered both; she had not been introduced to him either time. Unlike most of his contemporaries, he was not overweight or puffy. He made a waistcoat look as it ought to, not like the other nobles of her acquaintance, who indulged in everything until the buttons of their jackets were pushed to the limit. Taller than his peers, a patrician nose, tousled brown hair getting worse in the wind…he stood alone near the lip of the ship, sails flapping above him. His docket said blue eyes, but that was something Anne could not confirm without being a little closer.
She had not planned on encountering him now. It would have been more convenient if he had drink in him. But besides the crew, they were the only two souls brave enough to be on the deck so soon after the storm. It would be a missed opportunity if she didn’t approach him. He looked so forbidding, as he had across the ballrooms. A serious man, he did not give off the air of the easily fooled.
She was wary. Her previous two targets had been too easy, too willing to let her overhear conversations that might be of pertinence to America’s military. They had thought her bubble-headed without her trying too much and therefore never even suspected that she had been revealing any of their secrets. They were also easily strung along without her having to suffer their embraces.
And they hadn’t been attractive. She had not felt even a flutter when she looked at them. What she felt right now, looking at Cuthcert, was more than a flutter. It was a swarm.
It occurred to her that she should have taken a lover in England. It was no good to be this pent up, it clouded the thinking. She took a moment to get herself under control, remember the task at hand. Perhaps the attraction could work in her favor—if they went to bed together, he might begin to trust her enough to let something slip. Perhaps that was why she had been assigned to him in the first place. If she went to bed with him—for her country, of course—no one had said she could not take pleasure in it.
She straightened her shoulders, which had the effect of pushing up her bosom, her dress cut low enough to draw the eye, and slowly walked toward him. He did not see her at first. She couldn’t guess what he was thinking, looking out at the waves. But now she could see that the docket was right—his eyes were blue. The file that she had on him did not mention their intensity, though. Fleetingly, she had the thought of what that intensity might look like focused on her.
No.
Anne cleared her throat, lightly, put on her fake personality. The one she used to trick men into thinking her a frivolous fashionable widow.
“Oh, my goodness. I shall never get over the feeling of being tossed about.” She whipped out her fan, its appearance meant to show him immediately that she was well off and gently bred. She was no such thing, but she had been playing at it for a long time now. “I have so hated traveling since my husband passed.”
She took a great gasping breath of salty air when she hit the ship’s deck. The seas were calm now, but there was still a slight spray in the air. It was bracing, and so much better than the air below deck that she inhaled greedily. She closed her eyes as the air hit her, a small smile on her face.
When she opened her eyes, she saw him.
Her target.
The Earl of Cuthcert, William to his closest friends, a man she had seen across ballrooms twice. She remembered both; she had not been introduced to him either time. Unlike most of his contemporaries, he was not overweight or puffy. He made a waistcoat look as it ought to, not like the other nobles of her acquaintance, who indulged in everything until the buttons of their jackets were pushed to the limit. Taller than his peers, a patrician nose, tousled brown hair getting worse in the wind…he stood alone near the lip of the ship, sails flapping above him. His docket said blue eyes, but that was something Anne could not confirm without being a little closer.
She had not planned on encountering him now. It would have been more convenient if he had drink in him. But besides the crew, they were the only two souls brave enough to be on the deck so soon after the storm. It would be a missed opportunity if she didn’t approach him. He looked so forbidding, as he had across the ballrooms. A serious man, he did not give off the air of the easily fooled.
She was wary. Her previous two targets had been too easy, too willing to let her overhear conversations that might be of pertinence to America’s military. They had thought her bubble-headed without her trying too much and therefore never even suspected that she had been revealing any of their secrets. They were also easily strung along without her having to suffer their embraces.
And they hadn’t been attractive. She had not felt even a flutter when she looked at them. What she felt right now, looking at Cuthcert, was more than a flutter. It was a swarm.
It occurred to her that she should have taken a lover in England. It was no good to be this pent up, it clouded the thinking. She took a moment to get herself under control, remember the task at hand. Perhaps the attraction could work in her favor—if they went to bed together, he might begin to trust her enough to let something slip. Perhaps that was why she had been assigned to him in the first place. If she went to bed with him—for her country, of course—no one had said she could not take pleasure in it.
She straightened her shoulders, which had the effect of pushing up her bosom, her dress cut low enough to draw the eye, and slowly walked toward him. He did not see her at first. She couldn’t guess what he was thinking, looking out at the waves. But now she could see that the docket was right—his eyes were blue. The file that she had on him did not mention their intensity, though. Fleetingly, she had the thought of what that intensity might look like focused on her.
No.
Anne cleared her throat, lightly, put on her fake personality. The one she used to trick men into thinking her a frivolous fashionable widow.
“Oh, my goodness. I shall never get over the feeling of being tossed about.” She whipped out her fan, its appearance meant to show him immediately that she was well off and gently bred. She was no such thing, but she had been playing at it for a long time now. “I have so hated traveling since my husband passed.”