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Old 08-22-2015, 01:20 PM   #1726
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person's writing I read on this board was Sir Winston's...the first person I ever PM'd was redslady...both were sick at the time and while I knew she was (hence the intial contact) I was unaware at the time that he was..

Life is ironic...I posted on this thread talking about family"s history of cancer....

Now it seems to be my turn...you see I now have been diagnosed with breast cancer....

Soooo...surgery, then chemo, then radiation and none of it will hurt as much as it killed me to tell my children...

I can officially say once again...FUCK YOU CANCER!!!
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I'm sorry to hear that cancer has another "club member." Telling family is one of the hardest things to do. Please let them support you and don't feel ashamed or weak when/if you need to depend on them. Allowing them in, even if ever so slightly, will help them through everything. As for you, be strong, rest, and stay as positive as possible. Thoughts and prayers are sent your way.
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A family member previously fought breast cancer, now she has been diagnosed with bone cancer in her spine and ribs. She's in so much pain. FUCK YOU, CANCER! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!
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Bone mets are horrible. I hope your friend is able to find some relief. If she doesn't have a pain specialist on her case, please advise her to get one. Ask the nurses for a recommendation. They will know who is the best.
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Indeed, cancer can be a right pain in the ass. And it's an equal opportunity pain in the ass, as it seems to hit the very nicest people. I'm sorry to see that you're starting this journey, but now that you're on it, live well. ...(edited)..... Cancer will change your life - no doubt, it already has. But it's YOUR life and cancer can't take it from you.

I'm sorry, friend. FWIW, if I knew I had to go into battle and could bring just one ally, you'd be a great choice.
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Old 08-22-2015, 01:45 PM   #1727
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I'm sorry Collar!

FYC indeed!
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I'm sorry, friend. FWIW, if I knew I had to go into battle and could bring just one ally, you'd be a great choice.
Thank you, that helps more than you know.

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Bone mets are horrible. I hope your friend is able to find some relief. If she doesn't have a pain specialist on her case, please advise her to get one. Ask the nurses for a recommendation. They will know who is the best.
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Yes, quite horrible. I will tell her. I'm worried because she doesn't have medical insurance, so we will see what can be fine for her.
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Old 08-22-2015, 03:55 PM   #1728
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A family member previously fought breast cancer, now she has been diagnosed with bone cancer in her spine and ribs. She's in so much pain. FUCK YOU, CANCER! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!
So sorry Collar...bone cancer sucks...praying your family member does not suffer a great deal of pain. My Dad had it and targeted radiation helped immensely. Praying for your family...

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Old 08-22-2015, 05:01 PM   #1729
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So sorry Collar...bone cancer sucks...praying your family member does not suffer a great deal of pain. My Dad had it and targeted radiation helped immensely. Praying for your family...

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Thank you, so am i!
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Old 08-23-2015, 09:55 AM   #1730
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person's writing I read on this board was Sir Winston's...the first person I ever PM'd was redslady...both were sick at the time and while I knew she was (hence the intial contact) I was unaware at the time that he was..

Life is ironic...I posted on this thread talking about family"s history of cancer....

Now it seems to be my turn...you see I now have been diagnosed with breast cancer....

Soooo...surgery, then chemo, then radiation and none of it will hurt as much as it killed me to tell my children...

I can officially say once again...FUCK YOU CANCER!!!
I can't even imagine how painful it was for you to have to tell your children, adult or not. May your treatment go more easily. FYC!
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Old 08-23-2015, 09:59 AM   #1731
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A family member previously fought breast cancer, now she has been diagnosed with bone cancer in her spine and ribs. She's in so much pain. FUCK YOU, CANCER! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!
My dear, friend. I am so sorry.

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Old 08-23-2015, 10:26 AM   #1732
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My dear, friend. I am so sorry.



^Quoted for truth.

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Old 08-23-2015, 05:44 PM   #1733
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Old 08-23-2015, 10:09 PM   #1734
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person's writing I read on this board was Sir Winston's...the first person I ever PM'd was redslady...both were sick at the time and while I knew she was (hence the intial contact) I was unaware at the time that he was..

Life is ironic...I posted on this thread talking about family"s history of cancer....

Now it seems to be my turn...you see I now have been diagnosed with breast cancer....

Soooo...surgery, then chemo, then radiation and none of it will hurt as much as it killed me to tell my children...

I can officially say once again...FUCK YOU CANCER!!!
I am so sorry to read this. If I can help in any way please let me know.

It's always hard to tell your children, I didn't the first time around, regretted that ever since. Mom's are supposed to be indestructible, invincible. Hard for them to realize we're human too.

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Old 08-23-2015, 10:11 PM   #1735
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Old 08-23-2015, 10:17 PM   #1736
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My love and good vibes to everyone who's posted on here.

I will admit I have been avoiding this thread the last little while, not because I don't care, but to ease my own heart. Sometimes I'm too overwhelmed by the damage this bastard leaves in his wake.

I wish I could take all your pain away my friends, take it with me, and let me be the last to have to face this bastard's vicious end.

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Old 08-24-2015, 12:47 AM   #1737
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We met a very nice lady on Friday who lost her mother, her husband and her daughter to cancer, all in the space of a few months. Her strength and sweetness blew me away.
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Old 08-24-2015, 03:17 AM   #1738
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My love and good vibes to everyone who's posted on here.

I will admit I have been avoiding this thread the last little while, not because I don't care, but to ease my own heart. Sometimes I'm too overwhelmed by the damage this bastard leaves in his wake.

I wish I could take all your pain away my friends, take it with me, and let me be the last to have to face this bastard's vicious end.

Love to you all.
I wish I knew how to meaningfully respond to such courage
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Old 08-24-2015, 09:50 AM   #1739
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My love and good vibes to everyone who's posted on here.

I will admit I have been avoiding this thread the last little while, not because I don't care, but to ease my own heart. Sometimes I'm too overwhelmed by the damage this bastard leaves in his wake.

I wish I could take all your pain away my friends, take it with me, and let me be the last to have to face this bastard's vicious end.

Love to you all.
You show such courage and compassion. Thanks for your post! I don't avoid coming to the thread, because I am always inspired by the courage here, but I avoid posting stuff I should. I have avoided talking about the swath of people taken by the cell sucker lately. 35 year old kid that my wife used to watch...a friend, who is also one of my kid's father in law. It seems like everyday, someone new, and not talking about it pushes in down sometimes, inside of me. But it always blows up again and we are faced again with the damage this evil bastard does to friends and families of us all! All the courage in this forum, all the compassion here is exactly why you, Fucking Cell Sucker, will eventually lose! You cannot break our spirit! Thank you all for you inspiration! FUCK YOU CANCER!
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Old 08-24-2015, 11:19 AM   #1740
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As related through this thread I am dealing with recurrent Leiomyosarcoma. It has manifest itself as a large lump on my back, just above my right kidney. The size and location has begun causing pain in my lower back. Based on information gained from a cancer team I was enrolled in a clinical trial that included chemo, radiation and surgery all combined in a twenty-two week period.

To quote the oncologist, "We are going after this bastard with the big guns...".

The thing to keep in mind here: Until August 12, 2015 I was riding my motorcycle to work everyday, doing my eight hour shift walking the yard full of inmates, walking my dog through the fields around my house, feeding chickens, building laying boxes, etc. In other words, I was living, managing the pain, but living.

August 12 they placed a port in my chest. August 13, 14, and 15 I received 14.5 hours of chemotherapy infusion per day. My wife drove me the 2 hours home. By midnight on the 15th I could not lift my head to remain clear of my own vomit. Numerous phone calls to the teams "emergency" numbers were answered by doctors and nurses unfamiliar with my case but all answering with the words, "some nausea" is to expected.

I should explain that I live in a rural part of the country. 24 hour pharmacies are not on every street corner. Each doctor, three total if I recall correctly, prescribed the same anti-nausea medication, albeit by a different brand name. Of course when my wife could get to a pharmacy, none of the prescriptions could be honored due to "over-prescribing". Not that it mattered.

My wife was frantic, of course. I made it even more difficult for her by refusing to go to the local hospital. I know that was cruel of me. I simply cannot face another hospital.

To shorten this much too long post, I will skip a lot of the details. I have stopped all medications! I am angry that the proposed "cure" for my cancer actually forced me to lay in bed for over week, unable to eat or drink or even lift my own head. I am angry that at the beginning of this "treatment" I was living and working and that now, until I recover from the toxic chemicals that the well-meaning medical community introduced into my body, I am doing neither, not living or working, merely marking time.

It is time for me to begin looking at quality of life issues, not measuring success by how many days I remain on this earth but by measuring the days I still enjoy being here.

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I have stopped all medications! I am angry that the proposed "cure" for my cancer actually forced me to lay in bed for over week, unable to eat or drink or even lift my own head. I am angry that at the beginning of this "treatment" I was living and working and that now, until I recover from the toxic chemicals that the well-meaning medical community introduced into my body, I am doing neither, not living or working, merely marking time.

It is time for me to begin looking at quality of life issues, not measuring success by how many days I remain on this earth but by measuring the days I still enjoy being here.

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I am so very sorry you had to go through such a horrible experience. I can only say, I'm so very saddened by this and I'm sending you every positive energy and thought that I have right now. Talk to you later. Be strong my friend. I wish you a quick recovery from the treatment. I will talk to you in more depth in my PM.

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SHOUT-OUT FOR cmslt2326 TIME

A mastectomy tomorrow, chemo beginning next week, followed by radiation.

And she's not to proud to say she needs all the support she can get.

I offered to cyberfuck her silly when she's declared cancer-free and, a bit more importantly, passed along that, 25 years on, my sister-in-law is doing just fine, thank you, still teaching cello and enjoying her granddaughters.

Your turn, folks.
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SHOUT-OUT FOR cmslt2326 TIME

A mastectomy tomorrow, chemo beginning next week, followed by radiation.

And she's not to proud to say she needs all the support she can get.

I offered to cyberfuck her silly when she's declared cancer-free and, a bit more importantly, passed along that, 25 years on, my sister-in-law is doing just fine, thank you, still teaching cello and enjoying her granddaughters.

Your turn, folks.
Strength and healing vibes headed her way!
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SHOUT-OUT FOR cmslt2326 TIME

A mastectomy tomorrow, chemo beginning next week, followed by radiation.

And she's not to proud to say she needs all the support she can get.

I offered to cyberfuck her silly when she's declared cancer-free and, a bit more importantly, passed along that, 25 years on, my sister-in-law is doing just fine, thank you, still teaching cello and enjoying her granddaughters.

Your turn, folks.
Thoughts, prayers, and positive energy is being sent to you~! All our thoughts are with you. Strength and Power to you.
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SHOUT-OUT FOR cmslt2326 TIME

A mastectomy tomorrow, chemo beginning next week, followed by radiation.

And she's not to proud to say she needs all the support she can get.

I offered to cyberfuck her silly when she's declared cancer-free and, a bit more importantly, passed along that, 25 years on, my sister-in-law is doing just fine, thank you, still teaching cello and enjoying her granddaughters.

Your turn, folks.

My thoughts and prayers go out to you, cmslt2326! Will be thinking ONLY Positive thoughts for and the treatment you are getting!! Kick Cancer's ASS!!! Fuck You Cancer!!!
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I can't even imagine how painful it was for you to have to tell your children, adult or not. May your treatment go more easily. FYC!
Thank you Endless...Good news for now...surgery done and it went amazingly well.

My kids have been there for me and now the chemo and radiation starts.

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My thoughts and prayers go out to you, cmslt2326! Will be thinking ONLY Positive thoughts for and the treatment you are getting!! Kick Cancer's ASS!!! Fuck You Cancer!!!


Thank you Darling!!! I am so thankful to be on here with all of you guys...


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Thank you Endless...Good news for now...surgery done and it went amazingly well.

My kids have been there for me and now the chemo and radiation starts.

Going to kick this...
Keep your strength up. . A friend who I helped through her treatment would say to me for the first bit of chemo she felt a bit of a fraud as she felt so well, but ...she knew about it by the end, so my advice from her experience would be to pace yourself but enjoy any energy you have with maybe gentle fresh air or what feels good to you this week.
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Fuck You Cancer!

Never have better words been spoken:

FUCK YOU CANCER!


I wish I could find something even stronger to say.
Even when it goes away it finds a way back to destroy all hope and happiness.

Best wishes to each and everyone of you who have to deal with this remorseless and vicious monster.

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