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Jack
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Why scared?
God you have a nice ass
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Why scared?
have met and sucked a bunch of nice guys on squirt and a4a. the issue is more getting up the courage to start,
And of course everyone is scared shitless of being turned out making it triple difficult to meet someone with the same interests
I'm bisexual myself, and like others on this thread want someone to call a 'suck buddy.' You said "I told him I wanted to do it and let the silence hang in the air. He said no." This is what scares the hell out of me about coming out completely with my own bisexuality. I can only imagine the altered relationships with friends at work. I am married, and my wife knows who I am (and my sister,) but that's it. I've decided that if I were to relocate (always wanted to move south) I would not be hiding anything. I wouldn't broadcast it, of course ("Hi, I'm Dean, I like cock."), but I wouldn't shirk from my bisexuality when the situation/conversation came up. New people I met would meet ME. So hard to take that step here and now...my own brothers and sisters...no. Not yet. Heck I've only just admitted this to myself a few months ago, anyway.
I understand how you feel. I share the same anxieties concerning 'other' people close to me finding out about my desires. If my wife knew, it would ABSOLUTELY be over in a most definite and final way. Maybe that adds to my secret attraction to the thought of sucking cock.
Oh My God! I am not alone. I have the exact same urges and fears as everyone else here. I really thought I was all alone. I would love to find a suck buddy. Someone I can trust and be comfortable with. It is just so intimidating. I am just glad I found a forum where other guys have the same feelings and thoughts I do.
I do at least cam. I so enjoy jerking off with another guy on video.
buck,buck,buck,buckI just can't seem to let it happen. I have been with one other guy before and I did taste his cock but I couldn't bring myself to suck him to completion. Anybody who's read my stories knows I fantasize about sucking a guy off to completion...a blowjob that ends with me swallowing and loving his cum. I find that several things have kept me from fulfilling this long time fantasy.
1) The fear of disease, HIV, Herpes, and any other STD or socially transmitted disease you can think of. This is my number one reason for not "just doing it"
2) I'm really afraid that I may just barf when the cum starts shooting in my mouth....really. Silly isn't it...my favorite fantasy and I'm worried it might make me ill.
3) Discovery...not by my wife, she knows, but by my kids and/or coworkers. Why should I care?? I know I shouldn't but I do.
What are your reasons for not "Just doing it"?? Or how did you overcome your fears and allow it to happen??