boobsqueeezer
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Kailey_86 said:i need to say something and this thread seems to be the appropriate place. i miss Him, i miss her...long distance relationships and living a double life is so hard. if i go a day without speaking to Him, i end up feeling lonely, separated, and disconnected. Is this unhealthy? i don't know. i need to live without His constant support though, i know that. i think it would be different if i were with Him physically though. If i were able to be more submissive, i think i would feel better. i am a slave to the very core of my being. That's it. Hands down. i need to live that life. Talking to Him is the only way to feel connected to what i crave so badly. i NEED it. It still seems so far away though. There are so many steps left. Will i ever be fulfilled? Will my desire for complete 100% domination and submission ever be satiated? *sigh*
Distance is to relationships what air is to fire..it extinguishes the small and kindles the great! It is completely normal to feel attached to the core and feel miserable when you do NOT get proof of physical presence.
With time and training you will transcend the mental aspects of this relationship and a mental bond develops when you always feel the presence and do NOT need a physical presence/call/phone or even an email to feel the presence. The absence will be like a session with LONG 'play session' with orgasm denial and the meeting/phone/email will be the "Big O"
Good luck
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Boobsqueeezer