Lady_Guenivere
Sex is a two-way treat.
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Trying to not get sick
Needing to get my heart race, blood pumping kind of thrill
Wondering what to do with my life.
Ditto...to all of it.
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Trying to not get sick
Needing to get my heart race, blood pumping kind of thrill
Wondering what to do with my life.
Trying to not get sick
Needing to get my heart race, blood pumping kind of thrill
Wondering what to do with my life.
This picture expresses my current mood....
I am so bored, and have been sleepy all weekend long. I can't wait to go to bed tonight...
I can honestly say I am tired. Emotionally and physically tired. The extra problems after the surgery with the whole virus in the muscles and being put in the hospital again has done me in. I cry at the blink of a bat. I'm trying to heave myself out of this strange slippery dark area. I'm trying to get a boost and not let the emotions take over of missing someone but not doing well in that area either.
Annoyed. I figured out just typing this why someone has been annoying me so bad lately with their pratter about not being able to talk to a friend. It was their choice and they can still talk to them. I can not talk to the one I miss. Well I can talk but they can't talk back can they. So in all reality my need to strangle the very life out of them probably is coming from that.
To top the mood off we add anxiety... Race for life in week and half.... normally 5k no big deal walking etc. After teh last month and something. Oh god can someone bring a tow rope..I may need to be pulled part of the way but I will finish that damn race if it kills me just because of what it means for me this year and who it is for. In this same sense we have pride as my 5 year old insisted on doing the race as well and I'll lether motivate mommy to pick up her feet a little bit more.
Okay that was more the titanic of mood and blurt.
I can honestly say I am tired. Emotionally and physically tired. The extra problems after the surgery with the whole virus in the muscles and being put in the hospital again has done me in. I cry at the blink of a bat. I'm trying to heave myself out of this strange slippery dark area. I'm trying to get a boost and not let the emotions take over of missing someone but not doing well in that area either.
Annoyed. I figured out just typing this why someone has been annoying me so bad lately with their pratter about not being able to talk to a friend. It was their choice and they can still talk to them. I can not talk to the one I miss. Well I can talk but they can't talk back can they. So in all reality my need to strangle the very life out of them probably is coming from that.
To top the mood off we add anxiety... Race for life in week and half.... normally 5k no big deal walking etc. After teh last month and something. Oh god can someone bring a tow rope..I may need to be pulled part of the way but I will finish that damn race if it kills me just because of what it means for me this year and who it is for. In this same sense we have pride as my 5 year old insisted on doing the race as well and I'll lether motivate mommy to pick up her feet a little bit more.
Okay that was more the titanic of mood and blurt.
So fucking tired
and cold
well, that's not so bad...but can I help at all?A little frustrated.
well, that's not so bad...but can I help at all?