DarkWarrioress
~ An Amethyst Mist ~
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Can I take you to bed?
Absolutely, my love.
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Can I take you to bed?
God help me...that I hate my son
God help me...that I hate my son
poor thing.
God help me...that I hate my son
This makes me a little blue...
Parenthood is new to me...I quite literally became a full time as opposed to summering alternate albeit never able to replace the original, mom...
But...new as I might be...
I'm thinking this is no bueno.
God help me...that I hate my son
Do tell.
God help me...that I hate my son
What am I doing awake?
It's your brain. It was telling you, "SB is awake! No one else is! Talk to him! Keep him entertained at this absurd hour!"
It's really very thoughtful, that brain of yours.
...that was a terrible pun I didn't even plan. Wow.
What was I thinking to post something personal on this public forum...
I should have known it would be subject to ridicule..?
I never learn it seems.
I wouldn't wish what happened last night to me on an mother, not Nina , not Zydrate.
I would not wish the pain that sliced through my heart on anyone here at all.
This forum allowed me to voice my pain in a safe way...into the unfeeling void that is Lit rather than direct it into my real life and possibly hurt someone that of corse I do truly love.
Venting is cathartic.
I hope the ridicule part wasn't directed at me, because it was definitely not my intention.
No it wasn't.
I stopped reading at post # 29642 when I realized I had made a mistake in posting. I totally missed your post.
I just read it.
Thank you very much for your incites, you seem very wise.
I have done the best I know how to do. When my son was 7 our idyllic world was shattered when I was diagnosed with terminal cancer
With determination and hard work...well here I am
Children deal differently and several years later it still comes back to haunt us like a sleeping beast.
I was warned that this might happen...last night it caught me unawares ...the venue that was spewed from seemingly now where.
Life in my real world is so nive and normal I suppose I forgot is all.
Thank you