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So I got her to shut up
But here's the fucking thing about what makes the BDSM thing work... and I loath to refer to MYW as a sub as that kinda implies that she's my sub. She's not. The bullshit between us is pure happenstance... annoyingly so... which only adds to the fucktardary of it all... which is the power-play... the convecting role reversal. And when your a bit off kilter to begin with and you see the sub enjoy and extract pleasure in what you are doing? What a fucking goddamn insult!
And then you feel it...
The return
The charge
The change
The want to continue
Oh how it all changes
bleeds
blends
bends
burns
Taking what you give them
Making it their own...
Feeling her hair so tight between the fingers of your clenched fist
Pulling her head back... hard
Hand over her mouth...
Her eyes... it's always her fucking eyes. such a subtle language they speak that sees through you... watching yours soften and sell you out.
You don't feel it because you are pissed to fuck.
But then you see her eyebrow raise in that "I know something about you..." type of way. And by the time your rage demands that she tells you... you know.
And she's right.
She has you
And you want her to have you
Just as she wants you to take it from her
And you hate her for it. A deep... burning hate.
Arianthe is out of MSG space.....
This has been one of those questions I should have answered right off the bat when I first read it days ago instead of giving myself time to mull it over as all my thoughts have done nothing but get in the way of the answer.I read this while sitting at my desk at work. I could feel my arousal - nipples tingling and pussy aching. I've been there. Raised that very eyebrow in a subtle, unspoken challenge.
I'm aware that you're not writing for our edification or for our pleasure. While "she" seems to be a hypothetical sub, I sense that your hatred of her is real and deeply felt.
Can I ask where the hatred comes from? Is it because you are "off kilter" to begin with, because of her behaviour, because she doesn't fear your rage or because you know that she looks inside you and sees way too much for your comfort?
I wonder which part of all that makes BDSM work for you.
Hypothetical has nothing to do with it.
I thought I'd pop in and say hi....nice thread!!!
Me and Swing need some love on the PM's
whatever. Subs don't have free will. You all are submissive unto yourselves. You all seek to be dominated. You don't win. Like Neo you all fancy yourselves as something you never will be. Strong and independent. You cannot live on your own. You fear solitude. You champion the idea of peacefulness but you cannot sit still in it. You need your support groups, your social networks, your self-help books. You need... friends.
disgusting. weak.
Where does the hatred I project upon your kind come from? Re-read the above.
Why the persistence? You must know it by now. You choose to. You choose to be broken.
with her... alone
with friends... alone
at parties... alone
a look...
an eyebrow...
her mouth lipping the words... make me feel on the outside, how you feel on the inside...
Damage.
I can't decide whether to bite or not.
I can't speak for others, but I absolutely choose to be broken. Just not for any of the reasons you seem to think. You've set me wondering what my submission looks like from the outside. At the same time, I think It's entirely possible that the key word in all that is "project".
Thank you. You may have just answered my question about why I'm attracted to wonderfully flawed, dominant men. Which, of course, only raises more questions.
I hope to fuck it's not because you have a savior complex. If so you need to fix that shit.
[saved for the day of when I next give a fuck enough to discuss all somewhat intellectually]
On another topic... Did you decide what to do about Little C?