geri
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this one said:
this one is not seeking to be the perfect subject for a Master, because she understands that she is and can never be perfect. she does realize that she must understand this part of herself better before she seeks to put her newfound awareness into practice. This is a revelation for her - not long ago she had no idea that this side of her existed, and she is becoming educated about and aquainted with it. she must understand this part of herself better before she will feel comfortable sharing it.
When the time comes, and this one feels that she has come to understand this newly discovered side of herself well enough that she may seek further guidance, she will seek a Master. Until that time, she cannot hope to know herself well enough; it is a startling self discovery that this one is what she is. At the moment, this discovery is still embryonic, and this one must know it better before trying to work with it.
Is it not true that one must know themselves well in this subject?
this one offers her thanks for your concern.
your road is yours to choose of course but i have found that i could not have come to understand myself and my submissive side as well as i have without Magister. His dominance has freed me to explore it and feel comfortable with it. my Master and i are two halves of a whole and only by serving Him am i able to understand and let that side of me grow.
however you choose to follow your star though i do with you luck.